Chapter 135 Lose What She Had (1/2)

Zhang Yunyan saw Bai Yunfei cared for her so deeply and felt grateful. ”Thank you for your care, my brother. I will keep all your words in my heart. Ah, it is really dangerous this time and I feel hateful when thinking of it. I regret when letting Living Yama catch me by accident. Otherwise, I have got rid of this bully. This bloody lesson is too heavy for me. I will keep it in my mind and will not take action rashly.”

Bai Yunfei remembered one thing and warned Yunyan that people in Jianghu had not restrained to kill others. The killing at will would be inevitable. Although Zhang Yunyan was different from those people, she was entangled with her hatred and too impulsive. She should restrain herself and not be too indulgent.

As the saying went, every hatred had the origin. Hatred could be divided into different levels, which was not the same. It would be OK to kill Yan Xiaopeng only instead of hurting innocent people.

Cloud-reaching Crane knew Living Yama was full of crimes. For decades, he not only killed Zhang Yunyan's parents, but also did harm to plenty of families. He deserved to die.

He warned Zhang Yunyan that the other people in family Yan were different from Living Yama. She could not be angry with them because of Yan Xiaopeng.

Although Yan Feiying and Yan Feilong also had inferiority, they were not as vicious as their father. Just give them some warnings or punishments.

Those weak women and young children were even more irrelevant. Yunyan should not hurt those innocent people.

Mentioning the family hatred, Zhang Yunyan was hateful with anger on her beautiful face.

She snorted and said, ”I feel great pain when thinking of my parents' tragic death. I can not wait to kill Yan Xiaopeng! Please be at ease, my brother. I have my own standards and will not kill anyone without consideration.”

”Well, my sister, you are clever and I do not have to speak too much. You should not let anyone know I have a relation with this issue. Please keep this in mind! I still have some important things, so please excuse me!” Then, Bai Yunfei made a bow and said goodbye.

Zhang Yunyan looked at the flying away figure of her savor and felt both envious and sad.

In this expedition, she did not complete her family hatred, but unexpectedly met a famous high-ranking expert. It left her a deep imprint and would not be erased in this life.

Last night, she could have slaughtered Yan Xiaopeng with her sword. However, she believed his lie easily and fell into the trap of ecstasy. Her vow of revenge turned into bubbles. She was greatly tortured by painful and desperate emotions.

Today, she was dying under the sword of Living Yama, but she had never expected that a sudden change took place that Bai Yunfei fell down to her like a god and saved her from the hands of death. She was really appreciated for his life-saving.

Whether hatred or gratitude could not erase the shadow of her mind.

Her savor Bai Yunfei, little monk Shikong, the male and female demons she met last time, vixen Misty Flower and so on were all good at martial arts. Compared with them, she could only look upon them.

She thought of her friend Xiao Tianlong and the beautiful elf Samuume in the alienated world and felt envious.

In her envy, she was also very frustrated. She hated that she was inferior to those experts and elves in cultivation and had no way to improve this soon. Besides, she could not learn a tactic to kill the enemy at one stroke.

When Zhang Yunyan thought of this, she felt like a dream and prayed that she could have comparable skills like them to cultivate magical tactics.

If she could reach this, she would be more confident in revenge and could have abilities to travel in Jianghu and do good things for people. She could also do what she wanted and be courageous to reverse any crisis in a dangerous situation.

However, dreams were just dreams. It was useless no matter how fascinating it was. She knew deeply that without the instruction of high-level experts, she would never learn those magical methods.

Although it was just a beautiful dream to improve her skills and she could not reach this dream in a short time, Zhang Yunyan could not forget and was always dreaming about it, praying for it, and yearning for it.

This was her wish since childhood, but could not be realized until now. She was very depressed and felt that she had no fate with those high-level experts. She could only dream about it and could not reach it.

Although she had become friends of life and death with Xiao Tianlong and Samuume, she could not ask them for more help. She could not worship them. It was also her fantasy.

Zhang Yunyan thought of the little monk Shikong and also felt pain in her mind. Her savor had been killed by Jiuyou Sage and his group of monsters. He was really pitiful. Shikong was so young and capable. It was really painful to see him pass away.

If she was not whimsical and tried to worship the ”immortal”, she would not suffer that horrible experience and her friend Turtle Elf would not die.

If she did not go to Qinglong Mountain to wait for the ”immortal”, the little monk Shikong would not be caught by Jiuyou Sage. Perhaps, he would just be raped by the vixen Misty Flower. He would not die miserably.

It was all gone. The things should not happen had taken place. It was useless to blame herself. She could only be grief.

However, Zhang Yunyan would not give her dream to worship an expert for more than a decade and would continue to pursue it. She prayed to have a chance to realize her long-cherished wish as soon as possible.

Yunyan thought of her own path of revenge. She was both emotional and frustrated. Every time, things would go wrong and accidents would happen, which would also be some terrible experience.

Why? Why could not she complete the vow to avenge her parents?

The experience of revenge in Yan Mansion was even more terrible, which could be called to be at a close. She seemed to have been through hell.

Under the slutty of Living Yama, she got badly hurt. It was fortunate for her to keep her life. She had no more ability to kill her enemy Yan Xiaopeng. She could only leave Shuanghe County with full of hatred and unwillingness.

She must pay close attention to the treatment of injuries and adjust her body and mind. She hoped to recover soon, so she could complete the long-cherished wish for revenge for her parents.

Yan Xiaopeng was eager to get rid of his bloody enemy and asked the government for help, posting criminal Yun Feiyan's notices everywhere to arrest her.

In order to calm down to treat her wounds, she left this rich place and returned to the remote Qingshan Villa. There were familiar folks with strong family ties and simple customs. They got along well with each other. It was a good place for her to heal her wounds.