Chapter 126 Difficult to Realize her Dream (1/2)

Zhang Yunyan, who was recalling and thinking of that scene of horror, still felt fearful.

She felt both afraid and puzzled over the white fragrant powder. She was still skeptical. ”What's inside the paper bag? It could make me faint at once. I have no time to react. It's tough. I cannot prevent this.”

A sound of thunder made the oil lamp shake continuously. Then, lightning flashed by and the whole room turned bright, completely covering the faint light.

Yunyan lamented in her mind. ”I hadn't expected that Living Yama would have this kind of things. He is insidious and deceitful. Since I have been captured by my enemy, I must die. I have no hope of killing my enemy or reaching my goals. I have no ability whatsoever. How unfortunate for my family... Mother, father, I have no ability to avenge you. I will get to hell full of regret and meet you, my parents...”

She had kept this bloody enmity in her mind for more than a decade. Her mind had been bleeding until now.

She was a weak girl who had lived to become a wandering burglar. It was not easy.

Her life had been too rough. She had lost her parents, brother, and sister as a child. She'd had no relatives, no food or clothes, and no happiness during her childhood. She had always been bullied by others.

Whenever she was bullied or grabbed, she would only swallow her painful tears and fight with anger. Even if she was badly battered, she would not give in.

Once, she had encountered a horrible thing. She could still remember this clearly.

At the time, she had still been young and had been wandering around for a living. She had often felt starved and cold.

Little Yunyan had been envious of rich girls who dressed beautifully. She had not been able to compare to those girls, who led good lives.

Little Yunyan had not been convinced. She would have been much prettier if she had been dressed in nice clothes and expensive jewelry.

However, she'd had no way of changing her situation. She had not been that lucky. She had only dressed in her worn clothes. It had been enough to have something to cover her body.

Little Yunyan had been a girl so she had possessed a sense of beauty. Although she'd had no means, she had hoped to make up for what she lacked herself.

Therefore, whenever she'd stop by a river to wash her clothes, she'd jump into the river to wash her body if no one was nearby.

She would then get dressed again and look at herself in the river. She had always seemed like another person. Her clothes had still been worn but clean.

Besides, her face had been tender and delicate as a ruby. She had believed that she was much prettier.

Satisfied and confident, she would pick up two red flowers and pin them into her hair. She had felt different. Even compared to those rich girls, she had no longer felt inferior.

However, before long, she had become the target of a gangster who had robbed her maliciously. She had been too scared to escape getting captured. At the most crucial moment, she had bitten the guy's arm and cut off a piece of his flesh.

The wicked gangster had been in too much pain to snort. Meanwhile, she had bled.

Mad with anger, the man had beaten and kicked her. Little Yunyan had nearly fainted.

Ever since, she'd had to hide her ideas of pursuing beauty and no longer make herself look nice. She had dressed in clothes full of dirt stains and not cleaned her face.

There had been no other way. This had been her amulet, her way of keeping unscrupulous people away from her.

Since a young age, she had encountered uncountable difficulties and dangers which had shaped her body and mind, as well as her unyielding nature. Therefore, she could now survive by being stubborn and protecting herself.

Avenging her parents was her motivation to stay alive. She would survive by using any means.

For more than a decade, she had been cultivating hard in the hopes of serving an expert to learn high-level martial arts.

She had been fortunate enough to meet her adoptive father Lin Hailong and adoptive mother Yang Yufeng. Thus, she had regained the love of a father and a mother. She now had brothers and sisters again and maintained warm family relationships. Despite her hard life, she was truly happy.

Thanks to the cultivation of her adoptive parents, she had learned good martial arts and now had the ability to avenge her parents.

Although she had encountered some unexpected dangers the last two times she had gone back to her hometown to avenge her parents, she had not given up or lost her confidence.

Tonight, as she was about to kill Living Yama to keep the vow of revenge she had taken more than a decade ago, the last thing that was supposed to happen took place. Now, she would face a disaster and die in the hands of her enemy.

How could this happen? Was Heaven protecting a bully instead of giving her the opportunity to kill this bad guy? Why had her parents been killed by Living Yama and lived in hatred under the ground?

It was over. It was totally over. Her hard work of more than a decade, her vows of more than a decade, the missions her relatives had assigned to her, her ambitions... Even her young life. Everything would be in vain.

She hated Yan Xiaopeng's cunny characteristics and her stupidity and incompetence. She hated the injustice of the world and the unfairness of Heaven...

However, it was useless for her to feel hatred or dismay. She could only get pushed on the twisted road by this cruel reality.

Zhang Yunyan felt really distressed as she thought of her deceased relatives. She broke down and sobbed at a low voice, trying her best to hold her voice back.

”Crack!” Another thunder was heard, shaking the ground slightly. The pale light dispelled the darkness of the sky. Unfortunately, this lasted for a short moment. For an instant, nothing changed.

Zhang Yunyan was crying, bitter tears flowing down her face. Sadness filled her mind along with endless anger and hatred.

Meanwhile, she roared in her heart, ”Christ, why do you protect Living Yama? Why not give me the chance to kill this vicious man? Why not allow my family and those who have suffered from this bully kill him? You are unfair, completely unfair. This is unfair!”

She glanced at the wooden stairs leading to the second floor, full of hate, pain, anger and desperation. She lamented in her mind as she broke down.