Chapter 95 The Painful Choice (1/2)

Zhang Yunyan had already felt the love of the second prince and now she had a new cognition. She felt that it was the love between brother and sister, which was formed by the gratitude.

It was different now. It was about marriage. He brother would have a new idea, which was different from their original love. It could not be replaced.

Yunyan should be scrupulous. If she was looked down by the second prince, it was not worthy.

This was really difficult to agree or to give up. It was really hard.

Zhang Yunyan thought for a while. There were two paths in front of her, giving up and marrying her brother or going back to her hometown.

It was her root and her homeland, where she should live for a whole life. There were full of unbearable feelings and unfinished vows, so she could not give up.

Xiao Tianlong saw Zhang Yunyan did not agree with the proposal. He sighed and looked a little lost.

He sighed and said, ”Yun Feiyan, I know what you're thinking. Everyone will miss his or her hometown. During the more than three years when I left Tianyue Country, I also miss it every day.” He changed his content. ”It will not affect the marriage when you miss your hometown. Someday, when you're missing it, you can go back to have a look. Be at ease, I will send you back by myself.”

Perhaps, what Xiao Tianlong said was a good way to satisfy both sides. She could marry her beloved brother and could also go back to her own era to have a visit. She could also relive her homesickness and complete those uncompleted vows. She would not lose either.

”This...” Yunyan opened her mouth and stopped to say something.

She nearly changed her mind after hearing the imperial master's good method that could satisfy both sides. Her hesitation was not completely eliminated. She did not know how to answer him.

Zhang Yunyan thought about it for a while and still dared not agree. After all, they were in two different times with an interval of thousands of years. Although the Tongtian Precious Carriage could take her from and to the two worlds and could relive her homesickness, she could only go back occasionally.

This kind of chances was not much, while the time was short. She was hard to fulfill her mission and to comfort her homesickness.

In addition, Zhang Yunyan still had one thing she worried most and had to care about it. Once the Tongtian Precious Carriage went something wrong, the way to return home would be shut down for some reasons. Then, she would suffer a lot and feel depressed.

If she was kept in her own hometown, she and her husband would be separated in two different worlds. They could not meet each other for the whole life and could only miss each other in the far distance.

The situation would be even more miserable than the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl. It was like the farewell of death.

If things went like this, she would fail the family Zhang and the second prince. It would be worrying when she just thought of it.

Zhang Yunyan sighed and said helplessly, ”I, I should go back. I don't want, want to make more troubles...”

It was bitter in her mind, which made her glib tongue somewhat awkward. She said something helpless and reluctant.

Xiao Tianlong shook her head and felt deeply sorry. ”I can't force you to accept this marriage. If you're reluctant, it would be OK. It's a little bit pitiful to give up this good marriage and the praise of the king and the queen.”

Hearing the imperial master's words, Zhang Yunyan felt the pain of loss. She sighed in her mind. It was useless to feel painful. It was her choice and the only choice. There was no exception.

The marriage was good, but she was in a dilemma. This marriage would make her in a dilemma.

Yunyan felt bitter and upset. Why was not a way to satisfy both sides? Was it her fate?

Zhang Yunyan did not believe the theory of fate. She was striving all the time. She was struggling because her experience was always uneasy.

At this moment, she fell into a dilemma again. She was worried. Should her marriage be so rough? Why could not she get what she wanted?

She lost her fiance, brother Jiaxiang. Now, she would lose the second prince. It was really hard to realize the beautiful love.

Facing such a desirable marriage, Zhang Yunyan could either agree to stay, or return to her hometown. She had to choose one. It was useless to be trapped in this dilemma.

This was a marriage of two eras. The interval of thousands of years meant a horrible reality that she could not change. She could only choose to go back home to fulfill her unfinished vows. There were many memories since she was born that she could not abandon...

Her choice was inevitable. Although she was reluctant and hesitant, she had to make a painful decision.

Zhang Yunyan looked at Xiao Tianlong with an eager emotion and pain of giving up in her eyes. ”Imperial master, I hope to ask the king to send me back home as soon as possible.”

She was homesick and wanted to go back early.

In addition, there was another reason that she was tortured by the loss and no longer wanted to worry about marriage again.

She felt as if she had done something wrong. She had no face to see the king, or even the second prince. She hoped to leave the Tianyue Country immediately.

Her mentality at this moment should be described as an escape.

Zhang Yunyan refused this rare marriage and pushed the handsome man away. She was reluctant but had to. She had always been in love with her brother in the alienated world and now was tortured by another loss.

She wanted to escape her beloved brother and got rid of the fruitless love. Although she could not escape and get rid of it, she had to face it. It was the inevitable state of her mind at this moment.

The new pain of loss reminded her of her fiancé Lin Jiaxiang. She should have been with brother Jiaxiang for a lifetime, but her brother died because of saving her, which made her feel sad so far.

Brother Jiaxiang was also a warmhearted man. The desirable marriage was lost so easily. She could only feel pain in her mind and burst into tears.