Chapter 64 Difficult to Realize the Dreams (1/2)

On that day, Zhang Yunyan's adopted father Lin Hailong died after being struck by a poison dart.

The adopted father decided to marry her to her brother Jiaxiang at the last moment of his life.

Since then, Yunyan and brother Jiaxiang were no longer brother and sister, but also the unmarried couples. They had double relationships and double kinds of love—family and love.

It was strange that since their marriage relationship had been determined, Yunyan and brother Jiangxiang seemed to be separated by an invisible wall. They were somewhat restrained and sometimes did not know what to do.

Yunyan saw brother Jiaxiang with joy and shyness. She wanted to get close to him but dared not to be unbridled.

When she was with brother Jiaxiang, she could not hold the mentality of the past without any barriers. She could not do what she wanted and say what she liked.

She was bound by the rules of man and woman. It was also a psychological reaction of a girl. It was natural and inevitable.

The beautiful love made her feel sweeter and missed him more. She hoped to stay with her beloved brother and enjoy the love given by her fiancé to meet her physical and mental desires.

Facing her fiancé, Zhang Yunyan felt sweeter in her mind although she was somewhat cautious and shy. She felt sweeter and always wore a smile on her face, setting her beautiful face rosier and more ruddy.

Her caution was a natural reaction of her shyness and also a kind of consciousness formed by the rules and regulations.

However, the shyness of the mind was superficial. Although she dared not violate the mental consciousness of the rules and regulations, she could not hide the sweetness of the love and could not stop her desire of love. It always came out by her words and smiles.

In this shy state, Zhang Yunyan loved her fiancé more and dreamed about the sweet love more. She was even more eager for their marriage and falling into the arms of her beloved one. She had an endless reverie of a fantastic life...

This kind of shyness was an inevitable reaction of a girl facing a boy. With the time passing by, the love would deepen and the skyness would gradually fade away.

The power of love was immeasurable and no one could stop it. The impulse of emotions would destroy the depression and hindrance in the heart, making the two get closer and show their passions, or even break through the commandments of men and women.

This was the charm of love and no one could stop it and everyone dreamed about it.

Zhang Yunyan had been looking forward to the happy moment in her life—the night of their marriage. She hoped to be with brother Jiaxiang and stay in his arm to enjoy the entire life.

However, heaven declined to accept her wish. On the day she got married to brother Jiaxiang, Lin Jiaxiang was struck by a poisonous tart for saving Yunyan's young sister and died.

Since then, they were apart by heaven and earth. The sweet marriage turned into bubbles and all of her beautiful dreams disappeared like smoke.

Zhang Yunyan was very painful and her heart was bleeding. For several years, she was immersed in thoughts and pains, not knowing how many tears she had burst.

She hated the bully Hua Taisui and the greedy officials. If they had not done so many bad behaviors, brother Jiaxiang would not die. They would get married and there would not be loneliness and pain today.

Since her fiancé passed away, Yunyan pinned her hair, which was a way to memorize her brother and a remembrance of the broken love.

The beloved one could no longer be reborn and the broken love could not recover. She could only keep this in her mind for a lifetime.

In the past few years, she pinned her hair all the time. It was a way to remember brother Jiaxiang and easy for taking action.

When Zhang Yunyan was in her painful memories, someone came to the front suddenly.

She raised her head and saw a scene, wearing a smile on her beautiful face.

It turned out that the boy led an adult to come to the front of her. Needless to say, this man must be the kid's father.

The kid's parents were happy to see Yunyan's silver and copper coins, so as the silver plaque, and let the kid lead him here to appreciate the kind girl.

Zhang Yunyan made a bow to accept their appreciation and comforted them for a while. Looking at the two leaving figures, she sighed secretly, hoping to help the family tide over the difficulty.

She inserted the wooden hairpin into her hair and took a long sigh of relief. Her painful mood seemed to be eased.

Yunyan looked at the poor people around who needed help, and remembered that the young master again. She felt somewhat emotional.

She could not ease her mood. That brother was not only an eye-catching and handsome man, but also a good person who cared about the country and the people. It was rare to see such a good man in her own era.

Such a handsome and good man deserved to be loved. She would be happy if she could be with this brother for a lifetime.

Zhang Yunyan was missing him and dreaming. Suddenly, she recovered to reality and her face turned ruddy again.

She looked around quickly and found that no one was looking at her. She breathed a sigh of relief.

She secretly blamed herself, ”What happened to me today? Why should I always think of those things? It's really irritating. I just thought of brother Jixiang, but now I think of another man. I'm too shameless. How could I face brother Jiaxiang...?

Self-blaming was just self-blaming. She needed to think about what she should. Since her fiancé had long since passed away, she could not be alone for a lifetime. She should have another beloved one, so she would naturally seek new love.

The brother of the alienated world was as handsome as her brother Jiaxiang. He was kind and honest. He was a good person who was difficult to meet. Even in her own ear, it was rare to meet such a perfect man.

Such a kind person, such a handsome person, such a handsome man would attract all the girls.

It was useless for Yunyan to be shy and self-blame. The figure of the handsome man was still hanging over her mind from time to time and could not wipe away,

She had no way to calm the love in her heart. Although it was just a slight ripple, it was constantly fluctuating.