Chapter2.1453 (2/2)
Think about it carefully. When she arrived in the Qing Dynasty, did you ever feel tired?
Aggrieved, to think of the overall situation, bite teeth to swallow.
The fourth master is not happy. He should be a virtuous wife.
It is a normal phenomenon for the emperor to cut off Hu in the back palace. Seeing him cut off, he has to pretend to be indifferent and magnanimous.
When the concubine is pregnant, she should smile and reward her. This is the attitude that the main room should have.
Mother in law is not clear, do younger generation can not exceed the rules, can not be rude, to kneel filial piety, tea delivery water, filial service.
There are countless things like this...
all the year round, I don't know what I'm busy with. In a blink of an eye, it's more than ten years.
In the past ten years, she has been so patient that she has never really been herself.
All along, she always wanted to be a part of the Qing dynasty women.
Be a good daughter of the uranara family.Be a good wife to the fourth master.
Be a good sum Niang.
However, she seems to have forgotten how to be herself.
Who is she.
Her character.
Her dream.
Long ago in the years wear away, also forget.
For whom and why?
It's not for the fourth master, for the peace of the harem!
Now she thinks it through.
After that, she will never live like this again!
Never live like this again!!!
Half Mei listened to Ruoyin seriously, and the whole person was silent.
Maybe she heard Ruoyin's words of determination and sadness. After a moment's silence, she said sincerely and gently: ”no matter what decisions your mother makes, as long as your mother is happy, I will always follow you.”
Ruoyin: ”well, I don't want to aggrieve myself any more.”
She doesn't care about his happiness any more.
As long as you are happy and happy.
If she sacrificed her ego and got a happy life.
Well, she thought it was worth it.
But now, she is not happy at all.
As a favorite food, she has no sense of happiness in the face of delicious food, and her appetite has been greatly reduced.
Sleep good enough to touch the pillow to sleep, she actually began to insomnia.
When he was in Suzhou and Ningbo, he heard the promise of the fourth master and once dreamed of a better life in the future.
But reality gave her a heavy blow.
Yes, they are empresses. How can they live as freely as the common people.
At first, she jokes about why the owner can't think about depression.
Now, she understands.
If it goes on like this, I'm afraid she will follow the footsteps of the original owner.
Ha ha, go to his rules, shackles, shackles!
How happy she will be in the future.
If a person is not happy, what is the meaning of life.
”But, madam, have you ever thought about the consequences of upsetting the emperor?”
”If you annoy him, you'll put me in the cold, and if you don't, you'll take my back seat. Just so I don't have to face him. ”
Anyway, she didn't care about the back position who brought her great pain.
But no matter what, the fourth master will not kill her.
No matter because she is the sum Niang of three elder brothers.
And the uranara family as the backing.
”Shall we contact the commander in chief and the Lord Wuge?” Ban Mei suggested.
Ruoyin shook his head without hesitation: ”no, let's make our own money and cultivate a group of useful slaves in private. In addition, before leaving, the Palace should take care of some things. ”
She didn't want to use the uranara family to escape.
In this way, she is free, and the whole family will have to kill nine clans.