Chapter 1127 (1/2)

It was a heart rending sound, it sounded heartbreaking.

As if exhausted the whole body strength, exhausted the entire life, also unable to tell the pain.

Until she cried numb, breathless, about to suffocate, she suddenly leisurely smile.

But with tears in the corner of my eyes.

”Why... Why did God do this to me...”

God knows how careful she was with this pregnancy.

How much suffering and pain, every day spent in physical and mental suffering.

From the first time she became popular, she had to bleed several times a month.

Often see red, her heart is fragile.

How frightened she was of the child's departure.

It was only eight months, but it was like eight years for her.

When she tried her best to give birth to the baby, but did not hear the baby cry, as if there was such a sharp knife, stabbed into her heart.

And her heart, too, died at that moment.

Along with the internal organs, they are also broken with the child.

”Master, it's not God who treats you like this. It's the women in the harem who can't see you.”

”No, it's not because I'm not competitive. As early as after Zhuang Guiren was framed up, my appetite has not been very good, and I'm afraid that she will frame me all day, which leads to premature delivery caused by malnutrition and physical and mental exhaustion.”

Yuguifei just woke up and didn't know.

So she thought it was her fault this time.

But Ziqing shook her head and said truthfully, ”who said no, doctor Feng has found out that someone has replaced your favorite fruit juice with hawthorn juice. The Hawthorn would have made a woman premature, but the damned man changed you very thick hawthorn juice, and you drank it for four days, and then you gave birth prematurely. ”

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, I have been worried about being framed twice.

But she has always believed that as long as she does not harm others and is more careful, God will take care of her and give her a healthy and lovely child.

I didn't expect that I was afraid of anything.

And her hope, at the moment of production, was completely disillusioned.

Imperial concubine Yu asked herself that she had never harmed anyone since she had followed the emperor.

Even if she had lost two children before, she was not so gloomy as to take it out on others.

What she did did did not harm the interests of anyone in the harem.

Because, like most women in Qing Dynasty, she just wanted to marry a man she loved.

In this polygamous Qing Dynasty, there was no saying that ”come first, come later”.

Before marriage, Manchu people had a trial marriage pattern.

Then he married his wife, then his wife, or his concubine.

Like her, the family from generation to generation, naturally want to marry a man in the royal family.

To put it bluntly, it's about trading with the royal family.

If you are with the royal family, you may still want to be your own wife.

But her brother is the door slave promoted by the emperor. Naturally, he makes a deal with the Royal elder brother of the royal family.

However, no one will consider whether he is a true wife or a side wife if he marries with the royal family's elder brother.

Because as long as you become a royal daughter-in-law and go on a jade butterfly, it is a matter of honor. Everything is legal and in line with the law of the Qing Dynasty.

The family may be interested in the identity of the emperor.

But she is not, she is to see the emperor's first face, do not know his identity, on the joy of him.

She even fantasized about how good it would be if he were an ordinary person.

Maybe she doesn't have to suffer so much.

And his children.