Chapter 427 (2/2)
”Keren, I'm mom.”
Mother's voice became more and more low, as if to say more sweet words called more bed, some hoarse voice.
Nod, I know.
But I don't know how to talk. Really, I don't know how to open this mouth.
In fact, I haven't called mom for so many years, and I'm not sure I can.
My throat is dry, like dried meat with gouache. I can't speak.
Yuhubing and Mingfeng came in quietly, I saw them.
Oh, it seems that I feel familiar when I see them, but why
Why is this so? Do I have to cry and yell at my mother, and then make mother and daughter recognize each other?
But I really can't do it. Even to Yin Yijie, I can't cry like that
Oh, Yin Yijie, it's obviously more important to me, although we are nothing, and that end is my mother.
Ah, don't pick on me. This is nothing. The relationship between lovers is not protected by law and * is illegal.
But, mom
Brian came and patted me on the shoulder.
”Mom...” I snorted like a fly.
”I'm disturbing you.”
Maybe the delay is too long, mother's good mood also dissipated?
This time, the words are much more insipid.
”No. Mom, are you ok? ” It's easier to communicate in this way. I asked quickly, which made me look more ordinary. Being intimate is not suitable for us;
Just as it doesn't make sense with Yin Yijie, he sometimes ignores you.
”Good, I'm good. Since the last time boss fan's house burned down and someone took me out, someone has been taking care of me. I'm fine. ”
Mom feels very good. Without the sense of vicissitudes, she is obviously proud and satisfied?
Did I hear you wrong?
It's like, it sounds like more than that,
”Pride”? How can I think of this word? I must have made a mistake.
”That's good.”
All of a sudden, my brewing feelings dissipated. Now, I don't know what to say, another kind of speechless; There's a little bit of the old, or even more unclear, worry about parents.
I can't say I hate it.
There was a silence on the phone; Inside, another kind of silence, no one spoke.
Well, they know? It seems that they know something else, didn't they tell me?
My mother got a * adenocarcinoma should not be so valued, I don't believe that one person got the way, let alone I haven't got the way.
My mother is just an ordinary person. I don't care about these ordinary people.
”What are you doing now, going to school?” My mother suddenly asked.
Oh, I've always won the endurance race, not to mention I've been fighting with Yin Yijie for several years, and my skill has greatly increased.
The question is, how can I answer this sentence?
I... am I too distrustful?
I remember who said that to me, because not only did I guess with Yin Yijie, but now I have to guess every word of my mother. It's really sad.
I finally understand that filial piety, understanding and peaceful coexistence are definitely not the same thing.
I know that my mother is very hard, she was wronged in the past; But
I can't repent and calm down!
”I had nothing to do, got fired and wanted to go to school.”
This answer, some
There are some tricks in it. I think everyone can hear them.
Although what I said is very close to the fact, that feeling, every wording
Oh, some people say that words have life, and people with heart can understand it.
for instance
”Sunshine censer gives birth to purple smoke” is a word ”Sheng”, not such simple words as ”Sheng” or ”Piao” or ”splash”; Another inversion, the second one
”Looking at the waterfall hanging in front of the river from afar”, I'm puzzled and puzzled. I'll read it again and again, savor it carefully, sing it three times, it's so wet!
Absolutely wet!
Oh, or else they will be famous forever, and no one will waste time reading our poems?
”Aren't you always with yin? How did you get fired? ” Mother suddenly inexplicable disappointment scared me, will also drive away my wet.
Why can't I be expelled when I'm with Mr. Yin?
”Mr. Yin” fired me, married and divorced. He chaoqiong was so good that she was not divorced by her husband.
I wanted to come for a while, and I said
”Mom is looking for me. What can I do for you?” Mother and daughter together, always quarrel; Because the mother always wants to control or care about her daughter, and the daughter is definitely grown up, especially hate parents to ask about her boyfriend.
Like father and son together, is also endless quarrel; Because the father will never be sure that his son is not big, and his work is too rough, and his son will always feel that his father is uncivilized.
Rather than that, I'd like to be more direct.
My mother began to falter. She came over for a long time and then said in a low voice:
”It's nothing. I just want to talk to you. Mom used to owe you too much. I'm afraid I can't pay it back in this life, and I don't know the next life... Maybe you don't want my mom in the next life. Keren, no matter what, don't worry about your mother. If you live well, your mother will be happy. Your children will be happier than you in the future. If you have something to do, you can find en Shao. He has been taking care of his mother. He is very nice. Your dad, I'm free... ”
what do you mean? What's going on? As for it? However, my heart, suddenly like the cloth bag that rope was tight, some stuffy, lack of air, lack of oxygen.
I said:
”What's the matter, mom? It's OK to be idle. What's the matter? I'll come to see you when I'm free. When you are free, watch TV and exercise. Don't think about it. I'll take care of myself in my business. ”
Er, what's the matter? He's just like this.
I don't know who told me to go to see my mother.
But my mother was very happy. Her voice lit up, but it was no longer the same as before. She was moved and sobbed
”If you have something to do, do it yourself. I'm fine. Mom didn't bring you anything good. Instead, she let you suffer and take good care of you. ”
Er, the progress of things is out of control. My mother is more complicated than I thought. Maybe it is because she is my mother.
Maybe, mom really
Mother and daughter, what else can I think? No matter how rational it seems, it's not used here, is it? Who knows, what a mess of dog blood, can't let me stop for a day. But who can I blame? That's my mothe