Chapter 355 (2/2)

Without Brian's intervention or lessons, Yin Yijie said slowly, and in a disordered voice, it was very clear, like a xenon lamp, penetrating the thick chaotic night sand, putting on the coat of vicissitudes, rubbing the eardrum, with a kind of sour pain.

At this time, for my sake, I didn't trust him, didn't explain, just said... Just his consistent style: let me be a good baby.

However, I have grown up, I will continue to grow up, I can not... Can not bear the heavy, suddenly thought of this concept, I have a moment of trance.

Me or him?

I always seem to change from one plot to another; And it was he who was really in the middle of it

Being loved, after all, is happy, even if we have to bear such a heavy burden.

Biting my lips, I don't know how to feel.

Just feel, Yin Yijie he, bear too much, whether I have reason to tell him that I will wait, and then let him go against the family?

I'm taking it. Can I ask?

Maybe not.

He loves me, and he has reason to ask for freedom and happiness.

He wants to make me happy. Should I make him happy?

But can I shake my head?

Can I wait for him?

Dare I?

Maybe, no, No.

”The epiphany in front of the door - the unbearable weight of love”, I may put a similar label, put him aside first.

After all, it's hard for me to make a statement. It's too hard.

Waiting, or not waiting, is a test.

Although it may be just a smooth word, I can't say it, and I can't nod or shake my head.

The simplest expression is pain.

No turning back, just like every time I leave, every place, no one cares about me;

So, I'm used to it and don't care.

At this moment, I want to turn back, even my steps and body want to betray me and turn back;

But, after all, I can't, can't go back.

Bryan didn't interrupt. He walked behind me, opened the door and helped me to the car

Maybe, let's go.

It seems that they are all the same.

Sometimes it's better to let nature take its course, or to listen to intuition, or to be at the mercy of others. In the end, it seems that I can be irresponsible. So I followed Brian's hand and got on the bus.

Two lines of sight, cold, cool, harmless... Follow my back, my shadow

I lowered my head and lowered my eyelids. I didn't know what to do.

Yin, I'm not right; Father, I can't, though, I've failed too much

Jie Jie neatly jumped on the car, sat in front of me, as if to feel our breath, licked my hand, it was quiet.

Brian took my shoulder and gently pulled it on him.

The car shook twice and left.

I, after all, listened to him!

Yin Yijie, he understood what I meant. I didn't even dare to defecte, or I didn't want to?

Jie Jie neatly jumped on the car, sat in front of me, as if to feel our breath, licked my hand, it was quiet.

Brian took my shoulder and gently pulled it on him.

The car shook twice and left.

I, after all, listened to him; Yin Yijie knew what I meant at once. It seemed that I didn't dare to defecte, or I didn't want to?

Do you continue to think about his warmth, or do you really accept their theory: it's not safe, so I should accept their protection?

”Take a break. Don't think about anything. Would you like to put the chair down and sleep for a while? ”

Brian said softly.

”No

I don't lie down, especially in front of others.

Close your eyes, I am tired and tired.

My mind is in a mess. I don't even have the mood to manage it.

Really, in fact, it seems very simple, but how to solve it, I really don't have

I really don't know what to do.

See his tired, in the baby there, he also

”Get some sleep. Let's just go back. It's still a few hours Mingfeng turns a few corners and says leisurely“ There will be classes tomorrow. ” I immediately made it clear that I was not sleepy at all“ What lessons are you going to take today? Fan is sure that you will have plenty of opportunities to go to school in the future. ” Mingfeng is not a discussion at all, but an explanation. It means giving me an explanation after making a decision, which can also be understood as politeness; If you're not polite, I'm afraid there's no explanation“ What about fan? Can he still run to the school and make a scene in heaven?! Is he so afraid of him, or should he be afraid of Sishao? My grandmother said that people should not be afraid of ghosts in the first place. In this way, they will have the courage to walk at night. Otherwise, they will have to look for the next opportunity, and there will be 108 reasons why they can't... if you are afraid, I will go myself! ” In such a world, who is crazy is the boss, who can be influential and guide the country; And I'm not crazy. I'm just being reasonable“ You are crazy Ming Feng's tone is not very good. The car takes a detour and turns to a junction I don't know“ Take me home; Or put me down and I'll go myself. ” What if you're crazy? I was once claimed to have schizophrenia. What am I afraid of? I don't want to follow other people's way of thinking, even if he loves me? What's more, the two men around me may be good to me, but why can they make decisions for me? I feel that there is an invisible shackle on my body. At this moment, I want to break it. I want to rush out and have a good breath of fresh air! Jie Jie raised his head, licked my hand, silent support, and even said to me: no matter what decision I make, it's full support. Only Jie Jie can do this to me; Even in the face of Yin Yijie's violence, it insisted on its position. Pick up Jie Jie kiss, believe that even if I jump, it will follow“ All right Ming Feng sighed helplessly and turned around“ Why don't you come back the day after tomorrow and ask Zheng Shao to collect money. There's something else to do. ” Brian interjected. I don't care. Tomorrow is already under my eyes. It's 3 a.m; As for the day after tomorrow, that's tomorrow. And I, as long as I can do what I want to do, have nothing else to do with me. Sometimes the world is too dazzling. I'm not used to it, let alone have a good life. So, I want to quit, you can also understand it as escape, maybe it is. On the road, there are few pedestrians and few vehicles. In the speeding taxi, sleepy passengers may be on the night shift. The security guards at the gate of the community nodded their heads. They were still a bit sober in their bleary eyes. Occasionally they opened their eyes and looked at people and things passing by. Maybe they didn't care very much. The roaring bulldozer and hissing cleaning truck are probably the most powerful and tirelessly busy. Oh, of course, the tower cranes at some construction sites are turning happily now, but they can't see the face of the tower crane driver clearly. Are they sleepy? At this time is probably the deepest time of the night, the ordinary night life should end at 12 o'clock and go to sleep; And those who get up early have to go after five or six.