C250 (2/2)
In the deepest part of his eyes, there was a flash of light, just like the stars, making people unable to let go.
Deep within her bright eyes was something called love and pity. It was very moving.
I gently raised my hand and touched his long, thick, curling eyelashes.
After a long and deep sleep, he had eaten his fill. His complexion was not bad, and a hint of redness could be seen on his porcelain and ivory skin.
When paired with his firm lines, he forcefully created a devilish, beautiful man.
His hand was on his face, hard and soft, and he liked it.
I pursed my lips and thought about it.
”Nothing, I'm leaving.”
Yin Yijie's face suddenly darkened. He pulled my hand to his mouth, and after a while, he only said softly:
”Not yet.”
I shook my head. It's okay, I'm almost there.
I said,
”Isn't it different if you leave early or you leave late? I at least want to leave. ”
They looked at each other. I loved and admired her, but I no longer had any reason to stay.
I told him so frankly, but it's just, it's just, I can't bear to part with it. After all, I really did love her.
The grey color in Yin Yijie's eyes deepened, and a moment later a thick fog enveloped him.
I see.
Still, I'll say it.
Whatever his reason, I want to express it.
It's his business whether he tells me or not, and it's mine whether I guess.
But I don't want to leave anything behind.
Slowly, I asked,
”Did you take the hotel stuff?”
Yin Yijie's face darkened. His face was no longer red, but covered in a layer of red that had a hint of grey. His face was not black at all.
This kind of grey was similar to the signs of death. It was neither angry nor cold, but it was seeping and it was difficult to see.
I lowered my head. I really couldn't bear to watch.
After a long while, Yin Yiji said:
”Yes.” Do you hate me? ”
I shook my head.
As a person, I don't hate anything, except people like Fan, and I don't hate anyone else, like my parents.
Moreover, I know that he has a reason, but I just don't know why.
Everyone has their own starting point and difficulties in doing things, and since he's willing to admit it, I can't hate him any more.
Furthermore, most of those things had been given by him. So now that it had fallen into his hands, it could be considered as returned to its rightful owner?
Or could it be better to leave it in his custody for the time being?
I faintly shook my head as I looked at him and asked.
”Then, where are Zhou Qingyun and Zhao Yun? ”Don't you want to explain at all?”
Yin Yi gently placed his hand on my head. His hand was slightly trembling as the corner of his mouth was pulled a few times. He said, ”En!”
”It's me. I'll tell you when the time is right. ”There are some things I don't want you to know, and I don't want you to …”
I closed my eyes. There was nothing to say.
I never force anyone to do anything.
He didn't tell me many things, so why should I be troubled? I turned my head and looked out at the glaring sun.
”Baby... ”Where is it? I want to see …”
Life and death are like incense sticks, right?
I've been pregnant for five months, and although I owe him, I still have the right to see him, no?
My Baby... His heart trembled under the bright sun of early summer. It was so cold that it was about to freeze into ice.
Yin Yijie shook his head, looked out the window and said in a deep voice,
”I'll handle the baby and we'll see about it in the future. ”When everything is settled …”
I looked up, jerked my head up, looked at him, into his eyes.
Yin Yijie's pair of beautiful gray eyes were filled with sorrow and the fury of the Burning Heaven. However, there was no guilt or regret …
Any other surprise.
Maybe I was thinking too much, but why not?
Why did he always have so many reasons?
That deep pain and hatred was even stronger than mine.
Lowering my head, I slowly stood up.
Since he didn't want to say anything and didn't explain anything, then I might not be able to force him out.
I'm sorry, baby. Mom is going to work hard. When I have the ability, I will come back to settle this account.
If you don't know this, then all the debts will be settled by your mother.
I don't hate them, but that doesn't mean they owe me anything.
”Ke Er …”
Yin Yijie pulled my hand, holding it tightly, causing it to hurt.
”Let go, I'm going. Take good care of yourself. I am, and so are you. ”
Looking out the window at the sun, I said something that didn't go through my head.
The outside world is so wonderful, look, there are pigeons flying over there, how free, how happy.
Yin Yiji let go of his hands and took out a stack of money. After counting, he gave it to me and said in a low voice:
”If there's anything, just look for me. South Asia …”
I shook my head and looked at the money. I don't want it.
I let him keep it for three years, close to three years, and have ended up like this. I don't regret it, but I don't need it anymore.
Money is just money, I don't need it.
If I need to, I'll earn it myself.
The world is vast, I will not be short of a meal.
Relying on him, in the end, I couldn't even keep my baby. What was I supposed to listen to?
Yin Yijie stubbornly stuffed it into my hand and said:
”Don't be willful, Ke Er. In this world, everything costs money. ”Even if you save it for when you have no other choice …”
I pushed it back at him and threw it on the ground. Who said that I was going to force myself to the point where I had no other choice?
Not before, not in the future.
If I can't even solve this little problem, what am I thinking of evolving?!
What kind of eagle would soar through the nine heavens?
”Is it about the baby?” You still hate me? ”