C197 (1/2)

”But, where are you? Daddy will come to see you.”

Dad's words, like the winter wind, sounds like the east wind, is actually the winter wind, so, is cold, let you love but not love.

Even though, you know, the winter wind isn't wrong.

I leaned against the windowsill and shook my head.

”I don't know. ”You can leave now. The further you go the better. Take care of yourself.”

Unfilial like me, isn't it, that I deserve all this?

I don't mind women and ugly dogs don't mind family poverty, how can I say such words to my father? I don't know.

Or should I exterminate my relatives or say, ”You can turn me in”?

I didn't love the group that much, so I still wanted him to go.

Don't, don't disturb my humble quiet life.

Occasionally, I felt that I had given myself to Yin Yijie. Was it also for this moment of peace?

And the love of nothingness, by means of anesthetic own humility?

Maybe, I, after all, was my mother's flesh and blood.

However, I don't have to support my family yet, so I didn't ask for a reward.

Is that so? Isn't it?

Who could say?

”Ke Er, your dad is in trouble and has caused you to suffer.” ”You are very sensible, but …”

Dad is very persistent, more persistent than the past 15 years, try to play a benevolent father, perhaps I should cooperate with him? A father is filial, isn't that fine?

It's all masturbation. Why don't I try a more ordinary way?

My father seemed to sense my thoughts, but instead of continuing my train of thought, he turned to an unpleasant topic:

”Are you free tomorrow? Dad wants to see you. There's something really important you should know as soon as possible. ”It will help you in the future.”

Well, what am I to do?

It's so important, I said,

”Dad, just call me if you have anything to say. It's not convenient for me to go out, and it's even more inconvenient for me to see you. It's not that your daughter isn't filial, she cursed you. If others knew you were nearby, you would have entered in less than two hours. Walk far away, keep it in check, and live the rest of your life in peace. ”In a few years …”

I tried to persuade her in a euphemistic way:

”Father, after a few years when things have settled down, I will naturally come and find you. Did you see her? ”

Why do I feel that it's not good for the two of them to just run away?

Why do you have to split the attention of others for reasons that I don't understand?

I don't know.

Dad seemed to be patient for the first time, but then again, I must have inherited it from my parents to be patient.

After I finished speaking, Father couldn't wait any longer and begged,

”But, there are some things that are really inconvenient for dad to say over the phone. You know how many people stare at Dad, and if they hear it, it will hurt you. ”

Well, why is it so complicated?

I said,

”Then I don't need to know. So as not to harm me... ”Or hurt you.”

Dad died. I could hear him spitting blood, but how could I not?

I have been his daughter for more than ten years. Now that I have fallen into such a situation, I have to spit out three mouthfuls of blood.

But he was my father after all, and that was the truth.

There was a slight noise on the phone, as if the wind had blown through the bare branches of her hair.

”Hua Da Da …” ”Splash, splash, splash …”

His father was also in his forties, and seemed to be striding towards the age when he would lose all his leaves.

How long will it take for me to see him?

Will time give me a father I can see, and a mother?

I don't know.

I'm not a child, either. I won't wake up screaming for milk or wetting my bed and needing my mother to change her diapers.

I just feel that these are two of a person's most precious feelings.

Heh, with Yin Yijie's love, I seem to care a lot more.

Some people love me selflessly. No matter how suspicious I am, I can't deny it.

When he grew up, it was not because he was too big or because he had eaten too many bowls of rice or had a few piles of feces; rather, he had a deeper understanding of the experiences he had accumulated in life, so he had a more objective and comprehensive understanding of people's affairs and had a more suitable response.

That is, so-called reason.

I couldn't step on my father's foot. At least, my grandmother had loved me for years.

I couldn't pin my mother to the shame myself, because she had been feeding me for years.

Which part of me, growing from a babe to the size of a 1.73, wasn't it all thanks to their hard work? Thus, I should calm my heart and take care of my father. After that, I should be able to lead a better life for myself.

This was what it meant to grow up.

Yes, a few words with my father, I understand a lot.

I can clearly feel that I have grown up.

In that case, I should be able to do anything that an adult can do, from self-reliance to earning a living.

Yeah, it's not like I'm missing an arm or a leg, is it?

”But can't you blame Father?”

Dad suddenly asked me.

Heh, I shook my head and replied:

”Dad, there are a lot of girls who support their families at the age of seventeen or eighteen, so I won't say anymore.” You... He hadn't raised a family in so many years, so he decided to find a place to take good care of himself. I will show you my filial piety when my daughter has grown up. ”

After hanging up, I leaned against the cold curtain, the hard wall, giving me a more real support, even though it was very cold.

Looking up at the roof, his pupils unfocused, in a trance, I saw him.

Although it was cold, it was reliable.

In the morning, Yuli personally sent me to school, to my surprise.

In the school, there was naturally another wave of discussion.

After all, who could afford a rich man all day long?

Although Yu Li was Jade Gorge Bing's housekeeper, he was still a member of the Yu Family.

Even the branch of the Li family was probably more noble than Zhao Qian, Sun, and Wang Xiao.

Wasn't there another name back then? It was called ”Country Name.” There was also another saying, descendants.

The most typical was none other than Liu Bei.

He came from the lowest level of society, and relied on his role as a staff member to buy and sell food. With his status, it was simply not enough to enter the Central Plains.

However, according to the genealogy, Liu Bei happened to be the one that had come after Zhongshan Jing Wang, Liu Sheng. Although they were separated by thirteen generations and three hundred years, his bloodline was still there.

Furthermore, according to the family tree, he was the uncle of the Emperor of Han and not a nephew.