C160 (1/2)

Everyone has the right to be bored, and I can indulge myself in it.

However, as I watched the door close behind Comfort, I couldn't continue to be bored anymore, and I didn't want to do that.

His chest felt stuffy and his mind was in chaos.

The sky had already darkened. Even though it was snowing, he was still unable to stop the footsteps of light.

Building 12B, the snow on the ground couldn't be seen, and the neon lights on the street weren't too bright either. Only the snow that fell from the sky occasionally gave off a cold glow.

I went over and locked the door. At home, I was the only one left.

A man at home, with all, and nothing.

I am a person who has nothing, am I not?

Since that's the case, why should I care about the gains and losses?

I am just an orphan girl who came here with nothing. I will take a good look at what I have and consider everything I have as a gift from God. Perhaps, I will be happier.

Though I don't believe in God.

Turn on the lights in the living room and the study.

The course for third year students is actually quite simple. I even borrowed the college entrance examination papers from a few years ago and carefully went through them once.

In fact, I feel that even if I were to take the college entrance exam with them this year, I would probably be able to get an undergraduate degree.

Hmm, this is a pretty good idea. Maybe I can take the college entrance exam in advance.

However, it seems that only those under the age of 16 or under the age of 14 can enroll in the junior class.

Sigh, he shook his head and sighed …

There was no helping it, they had to compete head on.

Forget it, next year.

Actually, if I can walk this year, I would rather look forward to it.

In addition to the guarantee of a college tuition fee, he would also be able to leave him first …

In the end, they all had to leave. Those who left on their own accord and those who were driven away, those with brains, naturally chose the former.

Moreover, I am worried that next year will be the last stage of the college entrance examination. How can I review the exam well and leave this place?

Worry is useless. We can only stand now.

So, I feel that I should study well, learn everything that needs to be learned well, make all the preparations, face the uncertain future.

Jade pot ice gave me a copy of ”My Path to America.” I remember Powell saying something to me in the face of the unwillingness to participate in the Vietnam War and the inability to disobey:

We can only create more choices for the future if we do every present well.

Of course, that's not the truth. I've even broken it; but I still like it.

Powell had to take part in the Vietnam War and perform well, so he was given a promotion.

Of course, we have a different understanding of the Vietnam War because it is some kind of aggression.

But, aside from political significance, Powell's actions are worth affirming in a certain way.

When there is no choice, we can only constantly strive to achieve the best way to seize the next opportunity, the reason is so simple.

That's what I feel most about this book.

After taking a shower and washing off all my distractions, I began to study.

As the year approached, the house had been cleaned up, and I sent the woman back.

Everyone has a home to take care of. I can't force her to stay here because of me.

I'm not a good person, but I'd rather wander around alone at a time like this to relax my body and mind.

Yes, both Yi Le and Yin Yijie had not come back yet.

When he left, there was no news of him. There wasn't even a phone call.

Oh yeah, ever since he came back from overseas to see me, Yin Yijie rarely called me, and disappeared without a trace.

On New Year's Eve, I was still alone.

Sitting in the study, the computer replayed the song ”Loveisblue” over and over. The keyboard was crackling, and outside the window, the faint sound of firecrackers could be heard.

It was not even New Year's Eve yet, but New Year had arrived early.

I, am seventeen, my lord, my lord …

I hesitated for a moment, then decided to answer the call.

Whatever the reason, he wasn't in the habit of talking to me.

”Little person, I'll come over to pick you up. ”I just gave Grandma a present. Hongmei opened it, and Grandmother even mentioned you.”

Yu Hu Bing carefully coaxed me like a big brother.

However, he should know about my decision from Yin Yijie.

I shook my head. It's enough to place one person under the fence, but there's no need for the others.

As for grandma, I really don't need to take her seriously for granted since she's kind to me.

I said,

”Thank you, Young Master Yu. I think I'll spend the new year at home.” ”I still want to wait for him …”

This, perhaps, is my best reason, though all the feelings and things point to:

Yin Yijie was not coming back.

And, I know, this is not Yin's home; it is mine.

However, in any case, we cannot deprive a person of the right to expect.

Expectation, humility, desolation, just like that …

Yu Hu Bing didn't insist, but unconsciously acted as my second guardian, making Song University send me countless food and drinks, and other things for the New Year.

I took out the second couplet and asked Song University and the security guard to post it outside the door; I gave them a few snacks.

Close the door, me, alone.

Sitting on the carpet in front of the sofa, I buried my head between my knees.

The air was clear and cold, and the fragrance of the Four Seasons Garden's osmanthus had frozen. When he breathed it in, he felt a dull pain in his chest.

Alone, I was too lazy to bring these flowers in and out, casually watering them, under the moisturizing of the air conditioner, they all grew lush, smoking.

The small cuckoo actually had more than a hundred flower buds growing on it. As it grew, it also lost in the process, and there were still countless flower buds growing on it.

However, no matter how well the flowers bloom, they will never be able to reach that mountain full of mountain cuckoos.

If one were to close their eyes, they would be able to smell that sweet fragrance.

On the TV stand were two coral trees that Yin Yijie had brought back from the sea.

The balcony was clear and windy, the tides were hot and sultry, it was like a seaside feeling.

The only difference was that there was no sound of the sea, nor was there his smile.

The carpet and sofa cover had been changed last year, red and cheerful.

Unfortunately, the color had become old. How could the washed red be comparable to the new red? I closed my eyes and didn't look.

Last year, what about it? Next year, what could he do? My past is too horrible to look at, my future is unknown, my present... At least, I could still wait quietly.

Clean, quiet, comfortable, waiting.

Lifting my head and leaning back on the sofa, I curled my lips and narrowed my eyes.

In a trance, I saw him again, his appearance, his smell, his eyes.

So what? He doesn't belong to me.

I, have always been this lonely …

The home phone rang, interrupting my thoughts.

Me, I hardly pick up the phone at home.

I don't know about the family.

If there's anything else, Yin Yijie would naturally call me.