C158 (1/2)

Time flew by quickly and Yin Yijie was gone.

Night does not return, I do not know, where he is.

He slept on his bed. His smell was still there, but his body was cold.

Comfortable and sometimes not, at home, and I was left alone.

Heh, after a long time, I almost forgot, Yin Yijie, there's also a home, that luxurious villa.

Yin Yijie was always busy. I didn't forget that it was his birthday. However, I didn't know what day it was, so I didn't dare to ask.

His birthday was a taboo, and I wasn't sure if he was going through the lunar calendar or the lunar calendar.

Seeing that he wasn't moving at all, I could only guess and prepare by myself.

And then, as the year approached, he felt neither comfortable nor anything else.

Thus, I can only silently bless him.

Year, is the most heartless thing, no matter how lonely or happy you are, come at a leisurely pace, smiling and firecrackers.

I suddenly felt a sliver of fear.

Perhaps this year I still had to live alone, as I had for many years.

Ah, the more happy you are, the more hope there will be.

Therefore, the ideal must be a by-product of full brain and intestinal fat, indirect garbage.

However, despite all this, I still looked forward to it more than ever, hoping that a miracle would happen.

Even if …

Even if Yin Yijie were to encounter similar things again this year, or if nothing happened, I would still be willing to hug and love him.

I don't even know if it's because I'm lonely or because I miss him.

Love, Me...

Some people said, love is because of loneliness.

Is that so? I was still young. I had always felt young, except from my mother, I had seen the flesh love between men and women, and I didn't know what true love was.

There is no definition in our textbooks, and there is nothing near me that can be called exemplary love.

So I never thought I understood.

Then, what about him? I...

Looking out the window at the swirling snow, I would rather throw this thought into the snow, bury it under the snow, and then be melted by the next year's sunshine and disappear.

I don't know.

He, I, I, he, the distance between us, from this 12B to the ground, if we try to force our way in, we'll only end up bleeding from the head.

I can only do something that I don't hate with my feelings.

I even want to put an end to this twisted life, him, maybe a better way.

He looked at the Water Immortal, and saw that it was about to open.

The sweet fragrance could only be smelled by a little closer.

Rhododendron also opened, because my balcony is outside the bedroom, so only and two kinds of fragrance of light flowers.

On the windowsill, the white tulip was a bit old.

It seemed like they hadn't changed in four or five days.

Flowers were relatively expensive. If no one took care of them, they would quickly wilt.

Did the Fragrant Bloody Red Plum start?

I changed the water for the tulip, but in my mind I thought of the red plum.

Ah, he shook his head and put the tulip back into its original place.

Then he carefully wiped the dreamland with a rag.

Bodhi was not a tree, nor was it a mirror.

My dream state does not believe in Buddha, so, will also dye gray, needs the protection of others.

Leaving that aside, what about the problem I was thinking? Fragrant blood and red plums. Now that the snow has fallen, has it started yet?

I don't know, I don't know.

He leaned against the door, feeling a little cold.

Although the balcony window was closed, there was no air conditioning. The air on that side of the balcony was very cold.

However, I need some coolness to keep myself awake.

Heh, turning on the air conditioner, disliked the stuffy atmosphere in the room.

People who didn't have an air conditioner were extremely envious …

”Miss Mo, come in.”

Comfortable held the cloak behind me and said quietly.

I looked at him and nodded.

He took the cloak and draped it over his arm.

After hesitating for a long time, I couldn't help but ask him:

”When is his birthday? ”You guys, where are you going to celebrate the new year? What about me?”

I don't have the habit of relying on people,

Habit is something that needs to be cultivated. I have long since been deprived of this right.

However, because of Yin Yijie, many of the rights I had been deprived of had been redeemed under his tutelage, and it was only when I wanted to exercise them that I discovered that he had given them to me. Without him, I still did not have those rights.

After taking my cloak, he put it back in the wardrobe, shook his head, and said in a quiet voice:

”His birthday is over. I don't know yet. Young Master Yin wants to stay and accompany you, but, New Year … You know, you can't help it... ”You're a smart person …”

Comfortable to go, I stopped, standing in the doorway, leaning against the doorframe, eyes, empty...

Am I smart?

Maybe.

I, ah, how could I not know, ”uncontrollable.”

Uncontrollable, as if the ”sex is empty” four big words, can not bear it?

Do you understand?

What else can I say?

We are not omnipotent.

No, neither is Yin Yijie. I've seen it before.

Then, what can I do now?

Standing in the doorway of time, I saw my real place.

Outside, not inside.

I had accidentally walked into such a garden and met a wise old lady.

Oh... That's not right …

Wrong...

No, I did not enter that garden of fragrant red plums unintentionally.

It was arranged by the Jade Gorge Ice.

Then...

No, the air inside is a little stuffy, and I don't want to think about it any longer.

Just like that, stop here.

Standing in the doorway.

Let me stand in the doorway.

Don't drive me away.

Let me rest for a moment.

I, in an uncontrollable abyss, let me fall in peace for a moment.

Even if I fall to the cold marble floor and fall to pieces, please, don't disturb me.

Besides, Yin Yijie once saved me with his life. I don't believe that he would abandon me like that.

I can overcome the suffering at hand.

Granny Lin had said that only blood could be shed, and that was the true essence of the Red Plum Blossom.

Snow, you can make it bigger.

Heh, lower, lower, lower... I want to grow up... Come down, come down, I want to blossom...

Ah, I realized that I had a black, cold, humorous taste in me. It was probably a philosophy of survival that I had forced out in front of my father and mother.

What future, what ideals.

Did my father not want to be the big boss instead? If the word 'ideal' was more important than the word 'nonsense', he could just castrate it or put it on the gallows.

”What are you thinking about?” What are you thinking about?

Yin Yijie stood in front of me, quiet as a comfortable, fox like jade pot ice, cold, clean, or himself.

A few drops of water on your hair...

Well, I think he had a cool haircut today.

The effect was much better than that of the Hair Mousse. Coupled with this quiet, elegant and slightly cold handsome face, it was an incomparable sight to behold.

Oh, it's snowing. May doesn't know if it's open yet; my cool guardian is a good fit.

”Smiling again …”

Yin Yijie seemed to be very dissatisfied as he pushed me into the bedroom and fell on the bed …

”AHH!”

”Ah!” I shouted.

”What's wrong?”

Yin Yijie was about to push it down, but he stopped and looked at me.

I quickly raised my legs, sat up, and felt my calves. I felt pain from the corner of the bed.

Wuu wuu, it's a mess, it's really rotten!

I was caught unawares and bumped into the corner of the bed. It hurt so much.

Broken bed, rotten!

I kicked twice to vent my anger.

Yin Yijie quickly crouched down, grabbed my leg, and pulled up his pants. A huge bruise appeared on his leg.

Yin Yijie raised his head and looked at me. I pouted and smiled.

He sat down on the ground and gave it a kiss before smiling as well.

With my head on my knees, I burst into uncontrollable laughter.

Uh, sweat!

I touched his head. What are you laughing at?

Oh, I fell!

He seemed to have come back for me today. It's still early, as I said, and he came back at two or three in the afternoon.

Unexpectedly, after my kick, he's out of steam again.

”Hahaha …”