C83 (2/2)

What am I?

I don't know.

I don't know why it was so certain that it was Miao Miao, but it was very likely that she had really broken through my hatred, I presume.

I sat in my seat and thought about it all morning, but nothing came of it.

I don't know who I am anymore.

At noon, I don't want to eat. I don't have an appetite.

I really don't know what it feels like to be chewed on so tirelessly and never get tired of it.

My taste buds are already degenerate.

But it's not up to me whether I eat or not. If I get sick and have to go to the hospital, how can I explain it to my guardian when I'm in a bad mood?

Comfortable looking at me quietly and deeply, a little dangerous.

I finally couldn't even decide if I should eat or not.

If you can't eat, I care.

I can't sleep at night, but I can't let it go.

Yin Yijie told me earlier that it would have some influence.

However, this effect did not seem to have anything to do with him. It was another story.

So, in the end, I still can't blame Yin Yijie, also …

I don't want to worry him with my emaciation, and...

I don't want to be emaciated.

Once, someone told me that I wouldn't lose weight.

So, I should eat, drink, sleep, go to school, and go to the bathroom.

I wish I could get used to it, and I hope others will give up when they say bad things.

Actually, abortion for high school students was no longer a giant panda, so there was no need to be so nervous.

Besides, I didn't.

I've never really cared about what others say, so I don't know why I suddenly became so charming.

However, two girls told me later when they borrowed my English information that someone would often inadvertently bring up new topics to keep me popular.

How lucky I am!

I live happily in my guardian's superior material condition and doting, make people jealous.

In fact, to make people jealous or envious, from the side reflection of a problem:

I don't live enough for the masses.

Therefore, he should be attacked by the masses.

In that case, I will bear it.

The arm is not more than the thigh, I am at odds with the crowd alone, the energy is too small.

Finding the root cause, I calmed down. The days gradually passed, and he finally got used to it.

But in the end, I didn't tell Yin Yijie. He seemed to have discovered it, but he didn't seem to know either.

Who cares?

Flowers blooming in spring, gossip filling the sky.

Ah, I realized more and more that it was good to have a home.

I stay at home in the sun, the air will have a kind of spring surge.

Weekend, the classmate spring tour went, I feel really and they really can't go together, so, stay at home to play oneself.

As I have done for so many years, I have left it in my corner.

Even though at that time, it might have been because I didn't have any money.

”Why aren't you going?” Yin Yijie carried his notebook and sat beside me. It seemed that he wasn't going to his office.

I softly leaned on his shoulder, speechless.

I didn't know what to say. I shook my head.

But strangely, how did he know?

Oh, I seem to have known about it already, so I'm staying at home with me today. Recently as long as I am at home, his chances of being at home are very high, accompany me.

With him, like a father, I haven't lost any weight for so long.

Yin Yijie moved me back, leaned on his back, and began to work.

After a while, he calmly spat out a few words, ”I've been busy lately, I'll take you out to play when I have time.”

”Right.”

I leaned over and leaned against the pillow, closed my eyes, and followed his back, counting the spring tea and a few bone buds that were still unopened. ”Do you want me to help you with your mail?” I said.

Yin Yijie paused for a moment before replying to my email, ”You can read it? ”Tell me, how can you help me?”

He felt a little funny. He is the leader, can I help him carry out his duties?

I don't even know his job. What can I do for him?

He held the coffee the woman had offered him and didn't finish it for a long time.

I don't know if she was looking at the email or thinking about what I had to say.

But I saw his email, with the words ”Repeated List,” followed by a list of names.

I sat up with my arms around his neck, climbed onto his back, and introduced myself. ”Well, I can help you pick out CC's mail and put it in a folder. BCC's mail was picked up and placed in another folder. Also, I think there are always a few people who send you the most emails. I can set up a folder for him alone. ”And those greetings or chitchat that have nothing to do with the job …”

Ahhh … How do I know so much about his email?

Shut up.

Yin Yijie reached out his hand to pull me in front of him and hugged me. He looked at me seriously, it was very dangerous.

I, I, I, I obediently leaned against his chest, shrank my shoulders, turned my head, and tried to be frank, ”You mail too many things, I just can't understand anything else. I'm just looking at the questions. There seemed to be a lot of them. ”I don't understand. It's fine if you don't want my help …”

Yin Yijie had a lot of work done in this position. Initially, I was curious, but it was all fun later on. Later, I wanted to prove that I would not be wasting my time, so I wanted to help him.

He had been really busy recently. He came back late, went out early, and almost always had matters to attend to when meeting others.

It was probably a year of planning, and it was already spring. He was very busy, planting seeds in the fields …

His spring was warm, more warm than summer.

I pushed him away, and no matter how busy he was, he never ignored my body reaction class.

But my resistance was often futile, and often I would soon surrender.

Yin Yijie's mouth tightened, there was nothing I could do …

With another hand on his upper body …

I lay down comfortably, closed my eyes, and listened to his heartbeat.

”There's going to be a sports meeting in a few days. I don't want to participate.”

I don't know where this reliance came from. I just wanted to talk to him.

Leaning against him, I felt as if I were being held by my father.

It was a fantasy, because my father had never hugged me so tenderly with his powerful arms. I could only guess from the feeling of the other children being hugged by my father that my grandma was hugging my feelings to him.

Yin Yijie is very busy sometimes, but the casual between us is increasing. I really enjoy the feeling of getting closer and closer to my family …

Maybe it's all wishful thinking, and I'd rather go on for a while.

Yin Yiji kissed my forehead and said, ”If you don't want to participate, then I won't participate.”

I got up, pouting, ignoring him, and went to read.

This was a simple sentence, but he had no need to say it.

His words were like gold, petty.

Yin Yijie didn't get up. It was as if he was sighing behind my back while the keyboard started ringing again.

There was no way I could tell Yin Yijie about my depression and the knot in my heart.

I'll forget all this for a while when I'm home, and I'll be happy and relaxed.

When I was in school, I sometimes felt depressed when I saw the strange gazes of others.

After all, it was different from everything else.

This is not just about my poor character.

And indirectly, another problem.

To speak of the character of my guardian.

Even though I can't really defend him?

After all, it's not as if there's nothing between us.

Moreover, it was indeed an emotion that could not be allowed to wander along the edges of the law.

What did all this have to do with anyone else?

However, my current life is too happy, even if the happiness makes me a little scared, can't be confident!

But this happiness, after all, is what I feel every day.

So I was able to resist the gossip.

It won't hurt too much.

Very quickly, this matter seemed to have become an old story!

People who like to be fresh have left it behind.

But soon, something even bigger and more horrifying happened!