C64 (1/2)

I'm not afraid, really.

I had seen him do bed sports with a woman, had seen him face Tuilan's abuse, had seen him face to face with old man Fan, had seen him face to face with the worst.

However, I had never seen him with such an expression before. He was even more furious than when I stole a glance at his diary. I felt that even if I saw his despondent appearance, I wouldn't lose my composure like this.

Really, none of this matters, and I don't think it's the problem itself.

The problem now was that his growls were too strong for him, and his pain was obvious.

I certainly wasn't the source of his pain, and I had no idea what was wrong with him.

But this time, I won't listen, I won't go out, I want to go to him, I want to help him, even if it is to create a new history.

I don't know what kind of history I'd be creating, and I don't know if I'd flinch if I knew the answer now, but I don't think so.

As long as I look at Yin Yijie's expression, as long as I don't kill or set fire to him, I might be willing to do it.

While his brain was working, his feet had already started moving. Even though the floor was very cold and it felt bone-chilling cold, but it was just a step at a time …

I left very firmly. No tears, no panic, no obedience, I wanted to show that I, too, was his family.

”Hurry up and leave …” Yin Yijie moved his body uneasily.

Are they all Brawlers? Are they all Brawlers? Are they all so uncomfortable? Are they all still in high spirits?!

His voice didn't have much strength, nor did it have much confidence. Amidst the pain, there was only one kind of perseverance.

He slowly closed his eyes. Exhausted, he concealed his firm conviction.

He gritted his teeth so hard that they sounded like they were about to shatter.

I shook my head slightly. I won't go.

After a few steps, I walked for a century …

With every step I took, I became stronger.

Tonight, Comfortable hides from me, blocks me, he also stops me, clearly, the situation is very bad.

Or rather, Yin Yijie is sitting on the cold ground in his shorts right now, and he's been sitting there for at least two hours now, if I count him as comfortable.

He had been sitting in the cold for at least two hours, and he knew how much damage that would do.

I don't know what he's suffering for, or why they're hiding it from me, but I think I'm sixteen, a teenager, not a child.

There are some things I can already take responsibility for, can also think independently, can face bravely.

My toes hurt, frostbitten on the cold floor.

However, my heart isn't hurt because I have still met him. He is still alive and still …

You can still get angry at me with just a breath of air, and you're still thinking about me …

Suddenly, the corner of my mouth curled up. I felt really warm in my heart.

No one had thought of me that way for a long time. They were clearly under the same roof, and he clearly needed someone to take care of him, even if it was calling for first aid, but he shut himself in this cold corner and bore the responsibility alone.

I never thought Yin Yijie was a good person, even though he's raising me now.

However, I don't think that he is unforgivable. I even suspect that he has done so many evil deeds.

Heh … Those who did good things may not be good people, but those who did bad things may not be bad people either, right?

Look, my guardian is still revising my view of the world in this situation, what a genius.

”Don't laugh!” Yin Yijie's voice became weaker, the cold command sounded like a plea.

His eyes were like a volcano that was about to erupt. Raging flames were clearly visible, as if they could erupt at any moment.

Tightly looking at me, the deep yearning in the pain of the needle.

He grabbed his hair with one hand and pulled at his thigh with the other. A bloody wound protruded between his fingers.

I didn't want to laugh, nor did I feel the need to cry. I increased my pace and neatly bent down, grabbing both of his hands.

I stopped laughing. Although my smile was very shallow, it was restrained.

His body was very hot. When he was close enough, he could feel an abnormal heat wave.

His hand was like a burning incense, burning hot.

”What's wrong with you? ”Tell me … what should I do?”

I looked at him seriously. Calm, steady, full of concern.

Yin Yijie is so fragile right now. I really want to hug him, just like he hugged me when I was sick.

Yin Yijie, such a clean and cold man, who had been keeping an eye on his appearance, was actually in such a sorry state.

I don't know why, but I feel sorry for her.

He was a man, too, and he had his faults and his pains; but he was still insisting, and when I stopped him, he was trembling all over, and I felt it.

What was he holding on to? Why was he trembling?

I carefully recognized each of his strange reactions, and then I felt my heart ache:

You're still not willing to tell me? Are you really going to make me worry to death?

”Hurry up and leave...”

Yin Yijie's voice became weaker and weaker. It seemed that he had used up all of his strength and rationality just by saying those two words.

Could it be that he was running out of energy and could not hold on any longer?

How could such a person, sitting in such a lonely corner in his own home, endure such torture?

His head, face and even body were covered in droplets of water. It was unknown whether it was the cold air or his sweat.

But now was not the time to care. I let go of his hand, raised my sleeve, and wiped his sweat in the most primitive way.

Then he quickly asked, ”You know I won't leave, so tell me. Or I'll give you first aid. ”If you don't get to the hospital soon, you'll be finished.”

There were two shallow scratches on his face, too, and his hair was missing a lot, and there was blood at the roots.

As I checked my sleeve, it was mottled and shocking.

However, I still tried my best to remain calm. He looked just like a child, so I had to be a good adult.

Actually, everyone has a childish side, I …

I have to coax him, scare him, I think I can.

I can do it.

”Ke Er, quickly leave …” I … ”It will hurt you …”

Yin Yijie grabbed my arm tightly, wanting to push me away, but he didn't want to let go.

At this moment, his body trembled even more violently. He hurriedly gritted his teeth and bit his lips …

I quickly put my finger, my index finger, into his teeth so he wouldn't hurt me by biting my finger.

Angry, I shouted in a low voice, ”You're not allowed to have your lips! The wound won't heal by then. If you don't want to hurt me, be honest. Why don't I send you to the hospital! ”

Yin Yijie bit my finger and bit it tightly. It was only then did he realize that it wasn't his own lips.

Breathing heavily, I open my eyes and look at me in pain before quickly letting go.

I wiped the top of his head for him and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth.

Kneeling on one knee, she took him in her arms and held him close to her chest. The ground was very cold, and his body was very hot. Water and fire mixed together, and it was an extraordinary torment.

Yan Yijie looked as if he had been clicked, and immediately struggled out of my embrace while shaking his head fiercely, ”Don't … Don't go to the hospital... Ke Er … I can't take it anymore, don't touch me … Don't go to the hospital... Don't let anyone know … ”Don't touch me …”

What do you think when a big pervert says to a pure beauty, Please keep your moral integrity?

My guardian has obviously secretly tried to get close to me countless times, but now that he has pushed me away, I still felt it in my chest …

This could only mean one thing: he was indeed very sick.

Weird, I can't stand it anymore and I don't want to go to the hospital. What's wrong with it?

I'm talking about his brain.

I thought maybe I was being nice, and he was really like a child, repeating it over and over, saying it for no apparent reason, feeling like he wanted to welcome me but refused, playing with me?

You're already on the verge of death, and you still have the mood to play with me?

That can't be necessary, right?

I … After thinking for a moment, he decided that it was necessary to explain the situation to him clearly. It would be best if he could express his attitude and let him choose on his own before he fainted.

Seeing that he was about to scratch his leg again, I hurriedly grabbed his hand. This guy's wounds aren't easy to heal, yet he's still acting so recklessly.

I coldly shouted, ”You have two choices right now: one, tell me what's wrong, and then change your course of action. Two, send you to the hospital.” ”Don't follow me with mushrooms.”

Hugging his head again, he could clearly feel that he was currently quite weak. Furthermore, he had to endure some kind of inhumane torture, and even his breathing was very disorderly.

But even so, as long as we were together, I had enough courage to face it.

No matter what happens to him, I will do my best to make him better.

Yin Yijie panted heavily for a while before trying to struggle free from my embrace.

”Ke'er pursed her lips and tried her best to explain to me,” Ke'er, stop messing around... You shouldn't know about this … You are too young … ”Good girl, don't worry about me. If you're comfortable, go out and think of a way. You'll be fine very soon …”

”Nonsense!” If it continued to freeze like this for a while longer, you would become a cripple! You don't want to raise me anymore? That's not up to you! ” I'm furious. Does this fellow still not understand the situation or not?

Nutty, if it's like this, I'm not … Beat him!

”I don't know how long I'll have to wait for it to feel good. I'm already counting from one to two, do you want me to say it or not? ”One …”

”Ke Er!” Yin Yijie called out to me with great effort and pulled my hand. The temperature of his palm could make me burn. After swallowing a few mouthfuls of saliva, he looked at me with blood-red pupils, just like a vampire before he went crazy.

After looking at me for a long while, she closed her eyes with difficulty and turned her head away. She said in a hoarse and low voice, ”Ke'er, I … I was drugged, but I didn't expect the drug to be so strong. There were also a lot of other things, so it was quite complicated. This was a new drug, I had to find a way to deal with it comfortably. However, don't worry. This medicine doesn't have any life threatening effects. It is just tormenting the body. I … ”I might have to endure this for the time being. Once the medicinal properties have passed, I'll be fine …”

When I drugged him, my eyes found the lotus root he had propped up beneath him. Just a moment ago, I thought that this was his usual beastly nature. I didn't expect that he would actually …

Heh … Yin Yijie, you dared to make a move on me. Now you are actually embarrassed to say such a thing.] He …

I pursed my lips, nibbled, lowered my head, and pressed it against his forehead.

I'm not such a pure girl. I've heard of this medicine, of course. I've even seen someone take it from my mother. There were some men who simply had no interest or were bored and just took medicine before having sex with their mothers. Occasionally, my mother would get so bored that she would take medicine and then socialize and earn money.

I've heard that after taking this medicine, men become incomparably bold and powerful.

Yin Yijie said he was afraid of hurting me, and he said so, but he didn't expect the medicine to be so strong.

Could it be that he still remembers to protect me when such a potent drug breaks out?

I …

”Ke Er, I'm your guardian and responsible for protecting you …” Don't be afraid … ”Go away, it's alright …” Yin Yijie smiled sadly, as if he felt that he was not good enough to make me worry.

When did he become so responsible?

The question is: You're not like a good person, and I don't know if what you're doing is a good thing, but now, how am I supposed to leave?

Looking at his almost twisted face, I finally understood why he wouldn't let me near him.

Because the closer I got to him, the worse he felt.

But now, his rejection was another type of temptation for me.

The more he wants to protect me, the more I want to help him.