C32 (1/2)

As for him, he was sick and had to take care of me …

Yin Yijie touched the top of my head.

Gently …

I looked at him and extended my hand towards his mouth. ”You drink first. I'll go get it later.”

Yin Yijie stretched out his hand and took it. His wrist was shaking as he squeezed it tightly with great difficulty.

I quickly took it and fed it to him …

I really don't have much experience in caring for others.

Either it was too much for him to drink, or it was too much for him to choke to death, or it would fall into his neck and drown.

I looked at her with incomparable embarrassment.

Yin Yijie finished the toast with great difficulty before smiling at me. ”Next time, I will definitely not let myself be like this and even let Ke'er take care of me. Is it hard? ”

I don't know who's more generous.

But I really can't take care of people. Give him water and I don't know what to do.

Sitting next to him, he was worried.

Because I don't know how to get a doctor, and I don't know what else I can do.

”Bring the phone.” Yin Yijie rested for a while before feeling better as he looked at me.

I think he must be very sick. There was a hint of red in his face.

His eyes were a little gray, and he was not confident enough to speak.

It seems that I should do something.

Get up quickly, look around, don't remember where the phone is …

Yin Yijie's smile was really thick. He wasn't in a hurry at all as he just looked at me while I was walking around randomly.

I'm dizzy!

I was already feeling a little dizzy, but now that I was even more dizzy, he actually didn't say anything. I really didn't know where the phone call from the living room had gone to.

Every time Yin Yijie called home, he would bring a cordless phone to the study room to find me …

Yin Yijie held my hand, and asked as he saw me sweating profusely and anxiously, ”You didn't call?”

I don't seem to remember.

I remember my own books, my homework, and my own things; but I really don't know, I don't know anything that doesn't belong to me.

I've never called. I don't need to.

Yin Yijie shook his head and said in realization: ”No wonder I was hungry for so long, and there's no one at home. I don't know how to give you a call. If I faint now, what will you do at noon? Do you know the home phone number? ”

I nod, comfortable often use the home phone to call me, for that string of numbers, I am still very familiar with.

”What's the matter? Why are you holding yourself back and not asking?” Yin Yijie's tone changed a little bit as if it was broken.

I looked at him. It's my own problem. If I don't endure it, who can I ask?

To whom?

Who in this world cares about me?

Can anyone else really worry about me?

Even if she used to have a grandmother, she's old and I can't keep bothering her.

Moreover, her ability was limited.

”Then why did you suddenly want to take care of me?” Yin Yijie suddenly looked at me with a serious expression, looking forward to it.

I know he was embarrassed today.

He was always so high and mighty. Who would have thought that he wouldn't be able to get up today?

So I can think about answering his question and make him feel better.

Finally, my eyes found the cordless phone on a high shelf next to the flower stand. I rushed over to it and handed it to Yin Yijie. He whispered, ”You are my guardian. If you fall ill, who will take care of me?”

The guardians were not only my parents, but also my school, education, and so on.

So I don't care about anything else, but I can't lose my meal ticket, can I?

That's a good reason, I think.

Yin Yijie was stunned. He looked at me quietly with the phone in his hand. It was unknown whether it was hot coal or ice cubes …

Reaching out his hand, he pulled me along. His expression was extremely strange. His eyes …

I didn't dare look into his eyes. His actions scared me a little.

I'm telling the truth, but why do I feel a little nervous myself?

Is it because I'm not even a caregiver?

What I did was not taking care of people.

After a long while, Yin Yijie released my hand and said softly, ”Don't worry. I'll raise you whether I'm sick or not. ”

A little touched, but I didn't know what to say.

After a while, I nodded. Looking at the phone in my hand, I pointed at it and asked, ”You, is there anything that you need me to do?”

Yin Yijie suddenly laughed like a child. Although it was a bit forced, he was still happier than usual.

Her bright eyes were sparkling. She pulled me and said, ”Tell me what you know how to do.”

Is there anything worth it for him to laugh about?

Moreover, why did his tone sound like he was coaxing a child?

I'll leave him alone. Since he's in such a good mood that he's in no hurry to call a doctor, I don't want to bother with him.

Lightly shaking off my hand, I went to pour myself some water to drink …

I don't know if the men, or the adults, are playing my part or my lines in one scene after another.

I don't know how many masks there are in the living room that he can use at any time.

However, in this scene, I have no possibility of escape, no courage to ignore, I have to face it.

They're all adults, and I'm just a kid who doesn't understand a lot of things.

The complexity of this world far surpasses my current imagination.

I'm still good, I'm still good at being good at it.

Occasionally, do a little more to please my guardian.

I don't know why he was so good to me, and I don't believe that one person could be so good to another for no reason at all.

But, I really can't think of what in the world is worthy of him treating me so well.

Lust?

Even if I wanted to break my scalp, I wouldn't make any headway.

”Then … forget it …”

The cell phone in my bedroom suddenly rang, interrupting my thoughts.