C24 (2/2)
It's just that I can't say for sure what's so hostile about me right now.
However, there was a kind of subconscious alienation that I could still capture. Therefore, I will have some doubts.
It's always better to be distracted than to be careless. Sometimes, I can even be on guard when I sleep, just in case something happens to me.
In the restaurant downstairs, there were six dishes and two soups. Yin Yijie wasn't home. The dishes weren't too heavy, but I couldn't finish them all.
He still refused to eat with me.
I think I may have found it.
This sort of bone sense of superiority, or inferiority, is exactly what I don't know.
In my heart, there is only myself. Everyone else is in an equal corner and neglected, but this is different. Everything here is exaggerated to the point of going too far.
Including a comfortable attitude, but also polite alienation, always let me feel lonely.
It was weird that Yin Yijie could have such a huge villa by himself. Wasn't he lonely?
A butler is as polite as a machine with a program set up. With my quiet personality, I occasionally feel that I don't have someone to talk to.
Or is he just not talking to me?
I don't know, I just haven't heard him talk to anyone.
Whatever it was, it was always arranged simply and quickly. Then, she stood beside me and helped me take care of everything.
”Do you want to rest? Young Master Yin still has things to do, so he might not return so early. ”
Comfortable pulled out the chair for me and took the napkin.
I nodded. It's a rare weekend.
'Sleep after eating, I, really … '
When I woke up, it was almost 4 o'clock. I was sleeping soundly.
Pulling open the curtains, it was already dark. It felt like a storm was coming.
In the air, there was a special feeling of heaviness …
After washing up, I opened my bag and started to read and do my homework.
I had never used the study here, and, given my sense of alienation from the environment, I didn't want to wander around so as not to embarrass myself again.
Then there were the tables in the bedroom and the lights were on, so I held my ground.
The tranquil air was somewhat strange.
However, while I was studying, the outside world didn't have much of an impact on me. Even if my mother made any big movements, I could still ignore her.
Not from the left ear to the right ear, but on both ears, a gust of wind blew past the ear.
Although our school is the main focus, the teachers still follow the rules, except for Saturday morning classes, rest time.
The only thing was that there would be a lot of homework. Sometimes, he would even send out a few sets of internal test papers.
As opposed to going to school, I, like many other students, prefer this way, because: freedom.
Ancient Man Yun: Life is precious, love is higher, if free, both can be thrown away. Right, I don't need to say anything else.
My favorite is mathematics, especially mathematics. Although I rarely get full marks, 95% is always about the same.
Today's atmosphere is a bit weird, so I'll do what I like the most, and adjust my state of mind.
If the environment is relatively easy, I will choose to do not like the first, but to like the last, like sugar like reward themselves.
For this, everyone has different choices, reflects different mentality and personality, affects the future of life.
Simply put, it was a cane with a rotten end. Some people liked to eat it from the beginning, while others loved to eat it from the end. Some people started to eat it from the middle, while others directly chopped it up and threw it away.
Of course, there were also people who did not eat sugarcane at all. As of now, the sugarcane was not even on the market, so they could ignore it.
But I'm hungry and I have to deal with it first.
He opened the door to a small living room on the second floor.
The light from the bedroom, which had formed a beam of light, brought a little light to the room after passing through the smooth surfaces of the floor and walls.
The first floor was almost completely dark. There was no light, no one, no movement.
I couldn't help but shiver. I felt creeped out.
It's such a big house, and I'm the only one here. Right now, even if I were given a bunch of sugar cane, I wouldn't be interested.
Hurry back to the bedroom, close the door, and look at the cartoon clock, two hands pointing down at about seventy-five degrees from the pink owl's belly. 7: 25.
Afternoon, or more accurately, evening.
Hmm, I am really spirited. Even before 7: 30 PM, I had already woken up and started studying. It was clear that I am not a good student.
The thing is, I'm thirsty, too.
Yin Yijie had always taken good care of me, but now he didn't even have a soul.
As you can imagine, you were the only one in the huge, dark palace on a snowstorm night...
Outside the window, the cold wind blew against the windowsill, brushing against the bare branches and taking away the leaves that remained on some of the branches.
The sparse sand, the mournful wailing and the miserable wailing were extremely sad and miserable.
My eyes widened in horror. I lay on the table, ready to continue my homework, but I was worried about what was outside the door.
Facing the door, he was worried about what was outside the window. gather the courage to open the door, turn on all the lights, from upstairs to downstairs
There was only mineral water in the refrigerator.
In the electric kettle, there was half a pot of water. It was cold.
After searching for a long time, I couldn't find the switch for the electric kettle, so I didn't dare to use it.
Electric, before I understand it, I'd rather stay away from it.
After taking two bottles of mineral water and turning off the lights, I prepared to return to my bedroom and continue my homework.
The cashmere slippers made a low thumping sound as they stepped on the floor. The skirts rubbed against each other, making a hissing sound.
A bit scary...
I knew I was making the sounds myself, but at the moment I had the feeling something was following me.
Or is there a pair of eyes staring at me from the darkness?
It gave me the creeps.
In fact, I'm not someone who can easily scare himself into this.
Darkness, loneliness, I have experienced them all.
But tonight was different.
Some people said that a woman's sixth sense was very sensitive.
I don't know why, but I think something's going to happen tonight.
He just didn't know what would happen.
Later on, I realized that my premonition was true spirit.
Sure enough, an extremely terrifying incident had occurred.
Hurry up and turn on the lights...
But if I went upstairs and there was no one below, wouldn't I be recruiting thieves if the lights were on?
Halfway there, I turned back and turned off the light again.
He walked as fast as he could to the stairs.
The lights in the corridor were on and off, so I could go back upstairs and turn them off without leaving myself in the dark.
He glanced at the door. It was still closed.
Then he looked at the wall. There was a shadow on it. The shape was very strange.
I held onto the wooden handrail and followed the spiral staircase back upstairs, feeling anxious and on the verge of turning off the lights.
Then I wondered if there would be something in my bedroom when I came out, waiting for me to go in and suddenly attack me.
With that in mind, I hurried into the bedroom and checked everything, including the bathroom. And behind the door
I removed all possible dark corners and exposed them to the light.
Then he went outside and turned off the lights outside carefully. He hurried back to his bedroom and locked the door as fast as he could.
As I sat on the sofa, I realized that my hands and feet were cold and my breathing was ragged …
Look at everything in the bedroom, it's the same as always, take a deep breath, calm down, calm down, calm down …
I recited it like I was reciting a scripture a dozen times. I didn't dare close my eyes for fear that something terrifying would appear in front of me the moment I opened them.
I want to listen to songs, to be my companion, to drive away fear.
I had just pulled out my notebook when I realized that in this kind of environment, if the computer wasn't paying attention and letting out a weird sound, or if there was a computer noise, I wouldn't be able to hear anything from the room or outside, which would scare me even more.
I put the computer away again. He stuffed it into a pure cowhide set and put it into his schoolbag.
I was used to keeping everything in order. When everything first came into my line of sight or life, I would find a suitable place for them, and every time I took it out of there, I would put it back.
Many times, with my eyes closed, I can get what I want.
Or, I can always tell you, my language book is in the Math book.
After being tossed around like this for a while, he felt that his emotions had stabilized a lot.
Actually, it's not like I've never been alone in a room, or even accompanied someone who's already died. But today, I always feel especially uncomfortable.
A special kind of fear, and depression, makes it difficult for me to calm down to normal treatment.
I opened the bottle and took a sip of water. The cold made me feel a little cold, but my mind cleared up. Maybe I was overthinking it.
Rub the limbs that have already warmed up, still have air-conditioned room is better, the place of person is better.
I think I'm getting used to it.
It was hard to enjoy a lonely night.