C246 (1/2)

Di Chajie clenched his teeth and did not speak, he only raised his eyes and stared at her sinisterly.

Yun Hanxiao continued to speak: ”But you are different. You are willing to promise me those things that sound incomparably beautiful and beautiful, those beautiful and inconceivable to me. You often say these words to me over and over again. I, Di Chajie, am not a fool. I have also thought about it for a very long time. How can you tell me so easily that you like me, pamper me, and even say that you love me! Is that because you're completely sincere? Just like how you risked your life for me twice, even if you tried to serve me, it wouldn't be as simple as lying. Di Chajie, I actually believe that you love me, but I am also willing to believe that I also like you. We have the same kind of child, and we get along better than anyone else, so I like and familiarize myself with many of your little habits. For example, you subconsciously used your warmest chest to cover my hands, and if you were to use your own hands to warm them, then you would have to cover them before you could touch me. It's not like I don't believe you... ”But for some reason, even until now, when I said those three words, those three words that represented my feelings and my promise, I just couldn't say it …”

Di Chajie continued to stare at her.

If his eyes could eat people, Di Chajie would have already swallowed Yun Hanxiao whole!

This girl was so honest with her words. If it were another girl, who knew how happy she would be if she married him? The only one who could flatter him so much was her. To tell him this clearly, she could not say from the bottom of her heart that she loved him!

Yun Hanxiao continued to work hard to express her feelings. Although she did not like what she said, this was her true intention!

The voice was very close, but also seemed very far away, ”Di Chajie, I asked myself many times in secret, as if I didn't know why myself, but I also seemed to have a little clarity …”

”What exactly do you mean by that?”

”Yun Hanxiao was startled by him and tried hard to breathe. I cannot be scared by him, I need to work hard to express my feelings.” I just wanted to tell you that I still can't say those three words. Although I do not know the reason, but I know very well, maybe I like you, maybe I am like what you said, maybe I am not even brave enough to admit that I love you, but Di Chajie, don't be too confident, even if there is love, my love for you is not enough, at least it is not enough for me to give up all my self-esteem and throw myself at you. ”

Di Chajie looked at Yun Hanxiao, the domineering and intimidating gaze in her eyes was enough to cause a grown man to feel fear from the depths of his bones.

But the usually timid Yun Hanxiao stood there weakly, her eyes full of peace and seriousness.

He was like a child speaking his mind to an adult who he trusted with sincerity and ruthlessness, not caring if the thought hurt the person who heard it or not!

Di Chajie tried his best to suppress his anger, but that rage was so terrifying that it turned his heart upside down.

Yun Hanxiao, you seem to forget that I am also a person. When you stabbed me, you don't seem to remember that I can feel pain.

Di Chajie gave a forceful and cold snort, ”Yun Hanxiao, do you know that there are two words in this world called 'perseverance'? As long as I insist on wanting it, I can get you! It has nothing to do with your pride, nor with your love! ”

Yun Hanxiao said in a soft and gentle voice, ”Di Chajie, do you know that there are two words in this world called 'patience'? Why hurt me for your persistence? Why ignore my self-esteem and love my happiness? ”

Yun Hanxiao's words were completely different from those of the strong ladies who were tit for tat against men. It was obvious that she spoke with sincerity and gentleness.

”Yun Hanxiao, don't think that you're the only one who knows this word. There isn't a single person in this world who is strong enough to completely ignore this word, and it's just that to different people, these two words have different meanings.”

Yun Hanxiao nodded and agreed. She continued to speak with that gentle yet determined tone of her: ”You're absolutely right! These two words had a different meaning to everyone. You know, I've always been like this. For me, growing up to the point of having to have such a clear understanding! My patience is reality, my reality is life, my life has always been cruel more than beautiful! If I hadn't tried to put up with it, if I hadn't seen every random setback in reality as a reality I had to put up with, I wouldn't have had the strength to face tomorrow. I graduated from high school with no relatives and no relatives. I was pregnant with a child and lost my job! Di Chajie, everyone says that I won't be happy! No job, no education, no home, no family, no husband and a child! But I do not believe, I do not believe that my hard work so serious life will not have a happy tomorrow. No matter how much the world thinks I'm destined to live a life of pain. Or find an older man who doesn't care if I take Shaoze with me and have another child, who cries every day under the hateful gaze of his husband for the rest of my life. But I firmly believe that I will be happy! Di Chajie, I have always believed that I would be happy, that I would be able to live a happy life with self-respect and freedom. Although each new day begins with different difficulties for an ordinary person like me. But as long as I endure this moment and persevere, I will still have a lot of happiness waiting for me. ”

Di Chajie looked at Yun Hanxiao. This woman had been with him for so long, this time she was the one who spoke the most.

He didn't want to laugh. Her words made his heart ache.

But in another sense, it made him angry.

Wasn't being with him a happy life?

Did he let her live without self-respect, without self-love, without freedom?