174 Intense infatuation (2/2)

Guan Qing Bo and Guan Qing Han, being younger in age and less experienced in worldly matters, took a little longer to understand the whole story…..

Guan Dong Liu sighed again as his eyes reflected a color of despair. His second son had not only cursed Jun Mo Xie inside the Jun Family's mansion, but had also gone ahead to threaten his life! If this wasn't already hard enough to get away with, he had also revealed that he was the sole culprit behind the attempt on the young master Jun's life...

It wasn't hard for the man to imagine the consequences his son would now have to face as a result. The thought that they had only arrived in the city a mere two days ago, and his son had already painted several targets on his back, made him extremely sad about his son's destiny!

”You idiot, you've been used by that cheap woman all along...” Guan Dong Liu's voice seemed very weak: ”Qing Yue, I never expected that someone as quick-witted as you would fall straight into such a lousy trap! Do you even realize that we are in the Tian Xiang City right now?” It didn't sound like he was scolding his son this time around.

”Of course I know!” Guan Qing Yue's face twitched in pain: ”She used me when we met in the east…. more than once, but every time…. I knew! But you don't know how good I felt each time she used me! I was willing to let her use me! It made me happy!”

”It makes me really happy!” Guan Qing Yue was almost roaring out at this point while his usually handsome face was strangely curved into a twisted grim: ”As long as she can use me, I'm someone valuable in her eyes! If I'm of no use to her, then what is my value? Aren't I just another guy from a powerful family?!”

”I allowed her to use me!” The youngster's stubborn voice boomed through the hall, and then the hall immediately went silent.

Two thin lines of tears streamed down from Guan Qing Yue's eyes.

Jun Mo Xie sighed. Whether in this life or the previous, Jun Mo Xie had always been very ruthless by nature. As an assassin by profession, it had been vital for him to give up certain things in life, including love since he couldn't afford to be tied down to anything. Love would make him vulnerable. This was an important aspect for him since he intended on climbing the peak of the world!

Therefore, Jun Mo Xie had never known the meaning of love!

It's not that he couldn't, he just didn't! This was one feeling that the hitman Jun had never attempted to experience; ….affection!

[An emotional attachment has always been the hardest aspect to break away from; this has always been proved over and over again in the past! ]

[How many peerless experts and heroes were thrown into a situation and ended up becoming soft since they experienced an attachment with someone? ]

[Emotional attachment must be a very hard thing to break away from since such people were either sunk by it, or acted logically and lived the rest of their lives… burdened with regret! ]

Everyone present could clearly feel the depth of his affection, his pain, the desperation and despair of his heart, the power of his sadness, and the haze of his future!

These feelings were especially beginning to take over Guan Qing Han. [If there was anyone for whom I was willing to do anything, then it was Mo You... ]

[Mo You….. and still you left me…. ]

Jun Wu Yi could also understand the hopeless and helplessness of the youngster's anguish since he too had been longing for his lover's company for the last ten years; in fact, his anger had greatly reduced by now.

Jun Mo Xie's face on the other hand, reflected a faint hint of admiration! [Of course this guy's actions have caused me a lot of trouble, but the depth of his feelings are worthy of admiration. Although… his feelings have set him on a path of doom and no hope. ]

Yue'er was not just a woman unworthy of worship in his eyes, but also a mortal enemy. Even if she was willing to change, and was willing to accept Guan Qing Yue's love and reciprocate, Jun Mo Xie still couldn't allow his enemies to exist in this world!

[Sympathy is one thing, and respect is another. If I let these feelings wantonly govern my decisions even when they are endangering my life, then even a love as deep as the sea, or as high the sky is of no good! ]

[Guan Qing Yue's fate is doomed to be tragic! ]

[And this tragedy is inevitable; one way or the other! ]

Jun Mo Xie looked at Jun Wu Yi, and made a gesture. Jun Wu Yi stared blankly at his nephew since he had understood the meaning of this gesture, and then slowly lowered his gaze to the ground. Jun Wu Yi's heart sympathized with this youngster since he had faced something similar in his own life, but if this young man's infatuation was to turn into a threat for the Jun Family's safety, then it was obviously an entirely different matter!

”If that's the truth behind this matter, then this young master really admires Brother Qing Yue! Our earlier rambling shall just be considered as a joke between us youngsters, and mustn't cause any further issues for our elders…..” Jun Mo Xie showed a rare sight of his generosity.

The emotions of people, no matter how pedantic or silly, had always been an object of admiration for Jun Mo Xie; simply because he had never had the courage to climb this particular mountain. But just because Jun Mo Xie admired this aspect of human nature didn't mean that he wouldn't take the logical action when needed. He'd even kill if he needed to; he still wouldn't turn soft… not even a little bit.