437 Just Feel Like I (2/2)

”Sister Xiu,” he wanted to say something but when she tilted her head sideways to face him, he stopped.

”When that one picture was posted, I was categorized as a shameless person for seducing her own boss.” Han Bohai pressed his lips together not knowing how or what to say. ”What did they wrote?” She tapped her head thoughtfully. ”Ah, yes I remember...

'Has she lost her brain? How can she betray her fans like this?'

'What is up with these actresses and their obsession to seduce a rich guy?'

'You also need security in life? What a shame that I thought you're different than others.'

'Goddess Xiu, I didn't expect this from you!'” She pushed her shades back on to hide her eyes from him as she went on, ”How is it that when she is together with him, everything is right. But if I do it, it's wrong. I'm also human. I also have feelings. Even my fans are allowed to build a future but I'm not? That's the real injustice in my opinion!”

”It's just people's opinion, you shouldn't be comparing her with yourself,” Han Bohai wanted to comfort her. He had been the only one who had seen her at her best and worst. He had seen her laughing, crying, and most importantly, being real.

”Why shouldn't I?” she retorted. ”She said she loves him. So do I. Then how is her love different than mine? Why her love can get the blessing of the world but mine can't? I really want to know what really is the difference between her love and mine. How can people judge that I'm after his money? Is it really that easy to judge someone?”

”Sister Xiu, you promised to move forward,” he reminded her.

”I'm trying,” she answered solemnly.

”I can't see it though. You need to stop letting these things get to you. It's really not worth it,” he got up from the chair beside her and added, ”I'm gonna check up on everything again. You better stop thinking so much.”

Saying that he walked away leaving a girl sighing alone. She was standing up when she heard someone screaming. ”Sister Xiu! Move!” Everything happened so suddenly that it didn't make any sense to her. All she remembered was looking up to see the lighting equipment falling right towards where she was standing.]

Right when it was about to hit her head, her eyes opened.

”Oh, thank goodness you're awake. You scared me,” she heard that feminine voice and looked at Ying who was sitting on the hospital bed beside her holding her hand.

For a moment, Xiu couldn't remember anything. After that dream, she was feeling confused as she looked at her hands and touched her face anxiously. She really couldn't tell whether she was still Bai Xiu, or she had gone back to being Chen Xiu.

And if she was Bai Xiu, why did she remember that incident again? Why that particular memory? Was that because she met Liu Nuan the other day? Or was it because she felt like she heard Xiao Han's voice the other day? Whichever it was, she certainly didn't want those memories.

She stared at Ying weirdly who in turn questioned, ”What? What's wrong? Is it hurting somewhere?”

Xiu extended her arms and hugged her taking Ying by surprise. ”What's up? Why are you hugging me so tightly?”

Xiu shook her head saying, ”I just feel like it.”