389 One Of Your Million Fans (1/2)

'Dear Goddess Xiu,

I have never written a letter before to anyone. And since my Mandarin is not something to be proud of, I'm not sure what I'm gonna write and how. This is also my 15th try and I'm still not sure what I want to say. Most probably, I'm never gonna post it and you're never gonna read it.

However, I still would like to pen this one out. There are some feelings that I'd like to share with you.

First of all, let me introduce myself.

My name is Destiny Novell but trust me, my name has no effect on my life since my destiny is still as fucked up as it could be. It's just like how your name is Felicity Chen and I have never seen you happy. I guess our names really did us no good. Ironic, isn't it?

Coming back to the real topic, why am I writing this letter?

What is it that I want to say to you?

First and foremost, I want to say thank you! You must be wondering why I suddenly am showing this gratitude? But don't be surprised. Not just yet...

Last year, on April 24th, it was the first time I saw you. On a rainy night, in the middle of the road, no one stopped except for you. You were wearing a white gown and you didn't even care whether it got dirtied by the mud or the blood. You didn't even bother caring whether your expensive car would get sullied. You didn't even hesitate to help a complete stranger.

My mother told me, 'We are only as pretty as we treat people around us.'

I never understood her meaning until I saw you. That night I met two people... One was the grim reaper there to take my life and the other was an angel who brought me back to life. I might not know the grim reaper's name but I know the angel named Chen Xiu.

I hope you understood why I said thank you to you earlier. It was for the same reason if you had not stopped your car and helped me, I would have lost my life that day. I'm only 15 by the way and I think I have yet to see a lot. So, I don't plan on dying so soon.

I have never believed in destiny until I met you. Because after coming across you, I realized destiny wasn't just a joke. Well, Destiny Novell can be a joke but the destiny written by heaven's will can't be a joke.

I oddly think that you don't remember me after all, an angel would never keep track of how many good deeds she has done. I'm sure I was just another person in your life whom you helped. But I feel it created a bond between us. Technically, I have your blood running in my veins (That's a pathetic joke, I know.)

Writing it down really helped to ease my heart. I feel like I've done good. As for whether I'll post this letter or not, I'm gonna leave it to destiny. I'm not talking about myself here. You know what I mean.

One of your million fans,

Destiny Novell.'

As Xiu read through the letter in her hands, she stared at the words blankly. She could read it but why couldn't she understand it?

Rainy night?

I saved her life?

All of these questions ran through her mind. If this event really happened then it should be in her memories since she had her memories from the previous life. But why was it that difficult to recall?

In that letter, Destiny had written the truth about Xiu. She indeed had helped so many people in life that she herself didn't know it. The blame should go to her poor memory skills.