Chapter 1 - Goodbye, My Happy Ending (1/2)
The darkened gray blanket of wool enshrouded the sky; like a predator would encircle its little prey. The wet season wasn't supposed to start for another couple of weeks but the darkened gray smudges were a clear indication of rain. A low rumble rang loud in the cool air, startling her a bit.
Trickles of liquid fell down as if they couldn't think of anything better to do. There was a bit of laziness about them.
A lone figure clad in a maroon silk gown stood at the balcony of a condo. A beautiful melody of Bach's 'Cello suite 1' was lingering softly in the background. The entire condo was dark with a single exception of a computer screen.
A Weibo profile was opened on the browser. Profile id, Chen Xiu had uploaded a post 30 minutes ago. The handwritten note in the photo stated:
'I guess it was just wishful thinking on my part that I spent years waiting for a happy ending.
Now... I'm just too tired...'
The post might be short but she had embosomed her heartfelt feelings. Feelings she was too scared to say out loud.
When the diffused grey light of the dark sky pushed light, it fell on the lone figure of a young woman. As the cold wind stroked her body, she shivered instinctively but didn't move.
Her raven orbs were desolate and listless. Her fair white skin was getting a rosy charm because of the chilly air that constantly assaulted her body.
She outstretched her bare arm, the rain droplets splattered on her fingers. Feeling the cold raindrops caressing her fingers, she tilted her fingers upwards. Her languid gaze was stuck on the remnants of the drops running downward like tiny rivers.
The pitter-patter of the raindrops mixed with the sound of sad melody behind her, it was oddly comforting.
She could remember reading somewhere, 'One day, your life will flash before your eyes, make sure it's worth watching.'
Was her life worth watching? She wondered to herself before sneering at her own ridiculous thoughts.
'Chen Xiu, don't be delusional. You're nothing more than a green tea bi-tch. Who cares that you're the pure goddess of the entertainment industry worshipped by millions?' A mocking voice ran in her mind. 'Look, I just proved to the world that you're nothing more than a lowly p.r.o.s.t.i.t.u.t.e who slept her way up. Let's see for how long can you hold your pride.'
Was she really a p.r.o.s.t.i.t.u.t.e?
She had worked her entire life, just so she could raise her head with dignity between those upper-class school fellows of hers. But being a righteous and hardworking actress could only amount to her being a p.r.o.s.t.i.t.u.t.e? People idolized her, worshipped her like a goddess but she was still a p.r.o.s.t.i.t.u.t.e for those elite class people.
'Xiuxiu, you've really left me with no pride. Is that why I raised you? I helped you become the top star just so you could ruin my name with your filthy scandals? What kind of a crime did I commit to being stuck with an ungrateful and useless daughter like you?' Her mother's piercing words echoed in her mind.
She was the product of a broken family. And she had a broken life, striving to survive with her broken desires. But in the end, even he left her with a broken heart.
His status was far above her own and she knew that from the beginning but she couldn't stop her heart from falling in love with that perfect man.
He said, 'I love you!' And the naive her believed him.
He said, 'I will never let you be wronged.' And she even believed that.