C51 (1/2)
When I felt this aura, I didn't know if my heart was on guard or warm and excited, because in a certain position, I was destined to be opposed to her, but because of my inner feelings, I couldn't resist this close-by approach. At that moment, I somehow understood how difficult it was, originally, it was not that I couldn't win against the hardest pursuit of love, but rather, you fell in love with someone who didn't have desires, this person might not even have the most instinctive desires, you're just like chasing a rock, no matter how warm it is. A woman without desire, without lust, and an adversary, how to find a cut to open her heart.
Thinking about this, I instead enjoyed every second of her invisibility, because I knew that at least she was looking at me, as if at the most pathetic moment a man could not have a woman, could only satisfy her and pay attention to you, that you were still alive and moving in her field of vision.
However, I didn't dare to tell Mountain Demon about the contradictions in my heart. Mountain Demon might be a strange person, a person who didn't understand the feelings between a man and a woman. He wouldn't understand the many struggles and contradictions between ordinary mortals.
I followed the mountain elves, soulless, wobbly walking, occasionally closed my eyes, imagining that the girl I loved at first sight was looking at me, and as long as I imagined that beautiful gaze falling on me, I didn't care whether it was cold surveillance or warm gentleness, that feeling made me mock myself a million times over.
Unknowingly, they had already walked out of the pine forest, and could clearly see the forest with red leaves in the distance.
”I have to be careful later. That place is a bit weird. I almost couldn't get out last time!” Mountain Demon's words interrupted my thoughts.
Oh, yes, I said, trying to come back to reality, to face it, to imagine the ones in the journal.
”What's the matter with you?” Mountain Demon stopped and looked at me.
”No, I'm just tired!” I was actually using my conversation with Mountain Demon to tell my sister that she was so intelligent that she should be able to understand.
”Where is your heart tired?” Shouldn't you be tired of your legs? ” Mountain Demon was indeed a crook, and he kept saying he didn't understand why I was assigned to partner with him. I thought to myself, A man who doesn't know anything about favors, or a male gorilla, shouldn't cooperate with an authentic person.
”You said that if you saw a woman, it would feel like you've known her for a long time in your previous life, and the first time you saw her, you would tell yourself that she was your opponent for life. But then you realized that she was destined to be your opponent, but you thought that you would one day be able to resolve this conflict with your emotions. ”But you're in despair. You can choose to forget or leave and let time wash over you, but this is the closest opponent you've ever met. If you keep getting closer and closer, will you feel tired?”
As long as I can do something, I'll do it. There's a saying, not because you see hope, but because you see hope, but because you see hope, but Mountain Demon once again displayed his swagger. ”Oh, since you've met him in your previous life and haven't been able to get him in your previous life, don't expect me to do it in your current life!”
I felt like I was playing a lute with a donkey, and I didn't expect a donkey to understand, but Mountain Demon's club had slowed my heavy heart, and it was better to speak than to hold it in.
”Xie Ling, why is there such a name? Who's buried inside?” I took a few quick steps to catch up with the Mountain Demon.
”I got it. I went up and down the mountain three times but I've never succeeded. Every time I go down the mountain and see a sunny day, there would be a torrential storm. But when I go down again, it will immediately become a sunny day. I feel very strange!”
”Fuck, I thought it was the Evil Tomb that was buried here, but you didn't succeed even after three times. I think that even if I did it, there's a 80 to 90% chance I didn't succeed!”
”If that doesn't work, then I think we have to find someone. Don't you have a student from the archaeological department? Archaeologists are capable of finding tombs, or you might have to find folk tombs robbers!”
”I didn't expect you to understand this. My university classmates haven't contacted each other in a long time. Furthermore, they're all girls!”
”Man, there's nothing wrong with that. Remember, you're a man!” Mountain Demon looked at me very seriously.
As we walked, we also walked into the Red Leaf Forest. From a distance, we could see a sea of red leaves, and when we walked into the same towering tree, we would see that it was originally at the same height, but it grew on a slope, and finally formed layers of orderly red leaf forest scenery. As we walked into the Red Leaf Forest, we also walked into the Red Leaf Forest, and we would see a sea of red leaves, and when we walked into the Red Leaf Forest, we would see a sea of red leaves, and we would see a sea of red leaves, and we would see that it was actually a natural tree.
”Mountain Demon, how can you tell that this is a mausoleum?”
”With the epitaph, we can't go up now. We'll show you the epitaph first, then when we get to the mountain, you'll find a torrential storm and you won't be able to see anything!”
As expected, Mountain Demon didn't head up the mountain, but rather, he went to another place at the foot of the mountain.