Chapter 170 - Wasnt It a Kind of Love? (2/2)
Yu Lanjie said through sobs, “In the beginning, he asked me to be his girlfriend here.”
She recalled the scene of that day. It seemed to be yesterday!
On that day, she went to peek at him practicing the piano.
It was sunny on that day. He was shining under the sunshine with eyes full of melancholy.
Yu Lanjie was totally attracted by his gaze and figure, as well as his music. She even dreamed of being his girl.
Long Xi once told Yu Lanjie that Yan Wangchuan had won second place in the municipal violin competition when he was eight years old.
When he was nine years old, he stood out in the national violin competition and got first place…
He should not be like this. He was an angel and should not fall into dust. He should fly through the blue sky. He was a noble and elegant swan!
He found her outside the window, which made her blush.
He waved his hand to ask her to come in, asking her softly, “What are you thinking about? You seem to be deeply absorbed in your thoughts.”
She was ashamed to speak her thoughts. “I think you will have a glorious life! If you can’t realize your dream because of poor family conditions and bad fortune, it will be a pity for you to waste your time!”
Yan Wangchuan said, “Playing the violin had been my dream since I was young, but I have a bigger dream now. It’s you. Lanlan, I find that I don’t like Xiaolongnu anymore. I fell in love with you. You’re my biggest dream now! My little fool, do you understand?”
“Really?” Yu Lanjie could not believe it.
“Yes! Are you willing to accept my love?” he asked.
Yu Lanjie was too shy to say anything, but could only nod her head heavily.
Even up to today, Yu Lanjie still clearly remembered every word that Yan Wangchuan had said to her and his every expression and movement. She also remembered the feeling of their heartbeats.
Since then, every choice that Yu Lanjie made would rely on Yan Wangchuan’s standards only if it related to Yan Wangchuan. She thought it was reasonable and had gotten used to it.
Yan Wangchuan decided to go to City B after the college entrance examination, so Yu Lanjie also went to City B.
When Yan Wangchuan participated in the reality show, she would assist in finding the judges for help.
When Yan Wangchuan got success in his career and was busy with his work, she would try her best to serve his mother and would go shopping or watch movies with Ai Meiqi.
Once Yan Wangchuan was free, she would follow him like a shadow.
But suddenly, everything changed! Without any sign, Yan Wangchuan suddenly wanted to break up with her and did not tell her the reason. It seemed that he had no intention to tell her.
When being questioned too hurriedly, he just said, “There is no love between us!”
Yu Lanjie listened to his words with her fists tightly clenched. Her nails dug into her palms.
Hurt? It could not compare with the pain of getting a shot or being bitten by an insect in her heart.
Was not there love between them?
No, love, right?
Was fate tricking her? Or was the human heart difficult to fathom?
Next, Yan Wangchuan held Yu Lanjie’s hands and opened her fingers. Looking at the blood in her palms, he said seriously with his eyebrows furrowed, “You have grown up, but why don’t you know how to cherish yourself?”
He was going to take Yu Lanjie to deal with the wound, but she did not move.
When he pulled her the second time, Yu Lanjie took her hand from Yan Wangchuan’s hand and put on a bare smile.
“Since you asked to break up, why do you still care about me? Just allow me to hide and grieve properly.” She turned around, about to run away.
Yan Wangchuan held Yu Lanjie’s delicate arm tightly. At that moment, Yu Lanjie felt that his hand was pinching her neck. The feeling of suffocation rushed over her.
She was scared and did not want to listen to what he would say next. She was really scared!
She bit her tongue and tried to keep herself awake.
Yan Wangchuan was frowning and looking at Yu Lanjie, who was murmuring with her head lowered down and a pale face.
For a long time, he only held Yu Lanjie’s shoulders and forced Yu Lanjie to look in his eyes.
“Lanlan, listen to me. We are not suitable for each other. We will not be happy if we insist on staying together. Do you understand?” he said.
Yu Lanjie was stunned when hearing this. She thought for a few seconds and held Yan Wangchuan’s hands in a hurry, saying, “Which part of me don’t you like? I can change it, I can change it!”
Yan Wangchuan’s tone was tough. “Time is the thing that we cannot waste. We should not waste our time!”
Looking at Yu Lanjie’s tears and fragile condition, Yan Wangchuan also felt somewhat upset. After all, he knew she loved him the most. After all, she overpaid so much for him!
He could not bear to see her like this and he took her into his arms.
Yan Wangchuan said in a cruel whisper, “Lanlan, we were wrong from the beginning. You’re just used to having me around, and got used to the feeling that we are together. It can be friendship. It can be family affection. However, it’s not about love.”