Chapter 474 - THE MOST IDEAL RESULT (2/2)

”Not for me.”

”Then what would you do if Xiao Yan rejects you and choose a girl, nah, even another guy as a partner?  Would you force him to be with you?”

”I will never do that.  If he rejected me, then I will respect his decision.  And if he chose someone else, then I will give him my blessing.  What's more important to me is his happiness.  As long as he's happy, then that would be enough for me.”

Shen Ji Yun said that without any hesitation.  Showing just how much he meant what he said.

Bai Ze shook his head.  What he's seeing right now was a man hopelessly in love.  The person he least expected to be so dedicated to the person they loved was Shen Ji Yun.  Who would have thought that once in love, he would turn out to be such a big hopeless romantic?

He sighed.  More than anyone, he understood Shen Ji Yun's character.  Despite the eternal expressionless face and cold attitude to almost everyone, Bai Ze knew that Shen Ji Yun was a good person.  He was not some sc.u.m who would hurt Luo Yan discriminately.  And Bai Ze also believed everything that he said about his feelings for his cousin.

But even so, it's hard to just say, 'okay, I'll support you, I hope that you end up with Xiao Yan'.  If it was any other person Shen Ji Yun liked, he would happily say that.  But the one involved was his cousin.  So, of course, he couldn't just do that.

Suddenly, he didn't know what to do or say.

Shen Ji Yun probably noticed his discomfort, so he said the following;

”I'm not asking you to support me, I can even understand why you can't.  I just hope that you could also give me the same understanding.  I… I also hope that you won't hate me for this.  No matter how annoying you can be at times, you, you're my friend.  I would probably be sad if our friendship would be affected by this situation.”

Bai Ze blinked.  What he just heard was probably as shocking as hearing Shen Ji Yun say that he was in love with Luo Yan.  He even felt goosebumps by the mushiness of it.  But because of that the awkwardness and indecisiveness he was feeling slowly subsided.  He walked to his friend and playfully punched the other's shoulder.

”You know, that 'annoying' part was truly unnecessary,” he said.  ”We're friends.  How could I hate you for falling in love with another person?  Although right now, I couldn't confidently say that I will support you in this, I will also not hinder you in any way.  And if one day you end up with Xiao Yan, then I will definitely be both on your sides.  Just make sure you won't hurt him.  Because if that were to happen, then it's definitely friendship over between us two.”

For the first time since their conversation started, the corner of Shen Ji Yun's lips arched up a little.  Showing a small smile.  He felt like a heavy weight from his shoulder had just been lifted.  This was probably the most ideal result he could get in this situation.

”Don't worry, that will never happen.”

”It better be.”

Bai Ze walked back near the bar counter and ate another slice of pizza just to calm all his nerves that were rattled by Shen Ji Yun's sudden confession.

”Thank you, Bai Ze.”

Bai Ze glanced at Shen Ji Yun when he heard that.  ”Man, you being all soft and mushy like this is really freaking weird.”

Shen Ji Yun chose not to response to that.  But if one looked closely, they could see that his ears were red.  Showing that even he also felt a bit shy because of everything that had happened since the start of their conversation.

So, he just also walked to the bar counter and ate a slice of pizza.