Chapter 286 - HIS CHANGE IS ONLY FOR HIS RABBIT (1/2)

SHEN JI YUN stared at Luo Yan's reddened cheeks and glaring blue eyes. His rabbit was probably trying to look fierce but in his eyes, he looked like a cute, ripe peach instead. He felt like a new door suddenly opened in front of him. And he couldn't help but be addicted to this feeling. He wanted to tease him more, peel off those sweet pink rind and taste the sumptuous fruit inside.

Then he stopped. What the heck was he thinking just now? It's like his brain was suddenly filled with yellow materials. Would he slowly become someone like that frivolous vampire wannabe captain of team Sanguis? No. He was definitely thinking too much. He would not definitely turn like that guy. After all, he was confident that he would only ever want to act like this towards Luo Yan.

But he still felt embarrassed by his actions just now. So, he regretfully took back his hand. His whole face slowly heating up. He scratched his nose and tried to hide his embarrassment.

”Ah… let's go?” he said because the two of them both had stopped walking.

Luo Yan stared at Shen Ji Yun's blushing face and narrowed his eyes. [Now you suddenly know how to be shy, huh?]

Thinking of the other's set of actions just now, his heart felt itchy. When did Shen Ji Yun suddenly learn those things? It's like he was purposely seducing him. Wait- maybe he really did that on purpose. So, he could tempt him. It's probably one of his strategies so he could make him fall for him. He must admit, it was a bit effective. Because his heart did skip a beat.

Did Shen Ji Yun read some kind of weird love guide online that's why he'd been acting weird from time to time? Then he remembered that after Mid-Autumn Festival, this guy had never used his alt account again and had been using his real game avatar. Then a sudden thought entered his mind. Could it be possible that this guy only realized his feelings for him after they met again during the Mid-Autumn Festival?

He looked at Shen Ji Yun suspiciously. Considering how much of an innocent kid this guy was when it came to emotions, that was really highly probable. Meeting him again in person probably sparked something in him. The thing he did on the rooftop of the computer science department building probably helped a lot for Shen Ji Yun to realize his own feelings.

If he remembered correctly, after Luo Yan hugged him and bit his chin, Shen Ji Yun's actions were a bit weird. He avoided him for the rest of the afternoon. Luo Yan even thought that he offended him. After all, which straight man would like another man to do something like that to them. But it turned out that that was not the case.

Shen Ji Yun was probably just having an existential crisis at that moment. Questioning his own feelings. Both of them were the same gender after all. With this country's not so good view on same s.e.x love, it was the norm to think that being in love with another man was wrong and sinful. Not many could be open-minded enough to accept something that the society considered as bad.

Maybe he was thinking back then if his feelings were wrong. If it was simply a mistake. Or maybe, he even thought that he was abnormal for liking someone of the same s.e.x. If Shen Ji Yun really did, Luo Yan would definitely beat him up. What, was being gay a disease? It's not. That kind of thinking was the reason why their society couldn't be more progressive.

But Shen Ji Yun probably already figured out what he should do, because the next day, he showed up at the airport acting all normal. No, wait, he wasn't really acting all that normal. He looked at him back then with such gentle eyes that Luo Yan felt that he would be blinded. Which meant that he was no longer confused, he accepted his feelings for Luo Yan and decided to pursue him.