Chapter 216 - LUO YANS WEIRD TRAIN OF THOUGHTS (2/2)
He sighed. Should he have not done that? But there wasn't any other way in which he could verify if he really was attracted to Shen Ji Yun in that way. And this was the result of that. Shen Ji Yun was probably thinking that he's a pervert. If this was what it's going to come to, he'd rather not have done it. What would he do if he was proven right anyway? Would he go and chase after Shen Ji Yun? Confess his feelings to him? And then what?
He didn't mind falling for a guy. For him, it would be a miracle if he could even find someone he could fall in love with. So, if it's a girl or a boy, it wouldn't have that much difference to him. But it might not be the same for Shen Ji Yun. Just now, he only hugged him and bit his chin, but he was already acting weird. What more would it be if Luo Yan confessed to him or something?
Not that he would, since he's also not even sure what he truly felt for the guy. He was just talking hypothetically. But if he did end up falling for Shen Ji Yun, knowing himself, there's a high chance that he'd definitely chase him. When that happened, a lot of complications would certainly arise from that. There's his family who would probably have a heart attack after learning that the most precious member of their family turned out to be gay. The people around him who would definitely judge him for his s.e.x.u.a.lity. And then, there's Shen Ji Yun himself.
Knowing how much his family loved him, they would definitely not disown him just because of that. Luo Yan also didn't care about what people would say about him. What he was most worried would be Shen Ji Yun's reaction. It was fine if he only rejected him. But what if the friendship that they built also crumbled because of that? That's one thing Luo Yan didn't want to happen.
Wait- why was he even thinking of these things as if it was already a given fact that he would fall for Shen Ji Yun? He shook his head hard and completely erased those weird thoughts.
”But your car is still back in the house,” Bai Ze said, reminding Shen Ji Yun.
”I'm sure Shen Ji Yun could just send someone to take it back,” Luo Ren said. ”Am I right?”
Shen Ji Yun nodded. ”Then I'll go ahead.”
He was about to walk when he heard Luo Yan called him.
”Take care on your way, Brother Ji Yun!”
Shen Ji Yun only raised his hand to wave without looking back. He needed to go back home quickly. And then search for the name of this unknown emotion that the rabbit awakened inside him.
The internet would probably have an answer for this. If that didn't work, then he would just ask his uncle straight up. Surely, a man his of age and experience would have an answer.
With those thoughts in mind, he walked even faster.