463 461 Black Things to Eat Everything (1/2)
”Good, good, good!”
Oh, no, no, no, no!
What the fuck!
Impossible magic!
Hot! Hot! Hot! It's burning in me! Burn it, burn it, I think I can play it!
”Thank you, thank you, thank you!”
Disgusting! A different feeling like countless bugs crawling around your head, your body, your whole body.
'Uhhhhhh!
Help me! Help me!
I'll break...!
”but...”
Gikiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine!
There's something cracking in the lid. What? Something smashes...
It was right after that.
'Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!'
From the deep inside of me, black stuff overflows.
Painful hot cold suffering. Not like any of them. It's just that something black covers inside of me and erodes. No, this is me again, too. It makes me what I am. I understood that intuitively.
Eat it.
”Guaaaaa......!
Eat it.
”Ohhhhhhhhhhh...?
Eat! Eat!
”Gu... what? Guh! '
Eat it?
”Eat it! Eat everything!
Eat what...? Everything......? Nani who is part of me but not me? Who are you?
”Listen to my voice! Give yourself to me! Give me that!
A voice that resonates directly into the brain. The image is black. An evil, tough thing is raising its voice in me.
”Eat! Eat and feed the heavens and the earth, God and the devil, men and beasts, all!
It was an intense sense of hunger coming from my voice. Eating means staying put. Eat meat, rinse blood, swallow the earth, and even heaven chews a thousand pieces. That's possible for this black thing.
”Eh!”
What I felt in response was tremendous anger. My head stains with anger.
Whatever you want. No! More or less, eat everything? With people, I know it's with Fran!
Damn it! Even if I were you, I wouldn't allow anyone to kill Fran! If you're gonna kill Fran, kill me before you do, it's me! Oh, shit! I don't know! Thoughts are gutsy and I don't even know what I'm talking about!
”Ohhhhhh! Ugh! Shut up! '
Because of my anger, my pain and disgust went somewhere.
”Why not obey! Follow me!
I said, ”Shut up!”
……
Is that it? Shut up? I'll tell you what.