Chapter 258 - 258 - Snow Decision And Reasons While His Mind Remain Calm. (1/2)
Slightly opening his eyes, Snow felt the slightly cold temperature of the person that has been carrying his weak body.
In which on his sick status, Snow couldn't help but snuggle his face closer to the coldness while letting out a comfortable sigh and at the entire time completely ignoring how the person's body has tense over because of his action.
Nonetheless, the person has never let go of Snow despite how uncomfortable the man must have felt.
Well…Snow lover has truly become a proper human this time, unlike the previous world of him having such an abnormal and strong attachment and devotion that have been truly strange the entire time.
Although, Snow has genuinely loved him because of that unusual behavior, however, his lover's reactions are still extremely suspicious and dubious.
After repeatedly meeting each other, Snow lover repeatedly falling in love with him so unconditionally and unreservedly in the three worlds despite meeting for the first time, and even not knowing each other is truly absurd and questionable.
After all, unlike the novels he has read on his original life as Snow, there is no way that he will meet the same kind of cliche of circ.u.mstances about what happened to those protagonists that were either forced to travel in every world to complete a mission or accepting their circ.u.mstances because of desiring wishes and then meeting the fated lover that can travel with them in every world.
Well, it might be slightly the same, but there is no way that Snow has never bothered to think about the exact answers of what truly is happening.
Oh, Snow was not looking for an explanation because of being afraid and fearful about the whole entire situation but because he wanted to understand the situation better when it concerns his lover and the oncoming trouble or problem that the two of them might face.
Because Snow has become a Granter because of relating to Karmas, so there is a high chance that Snow possesses some type of karma to his lover, because in the first world that they have met, the two of them have become completely entangled with each other that it has even followed the previous two worlds.
Just a mere coincidence? Snow couldn't entirely believe that reason alone, there is definitely something more between the two of them.
So, maybe in this fourth world, Snow will finally get at least some clue about his lover identity, especially when his lover has finally appeared attached to the world he live in, so different from the other three lives that they have met so far.
As for the reason why Snow hasn't even considered of finding other people to become his lover this time, it was because of his promise he has spoken in the previous three worlds, besides, his lover promises of loving only him in the entire world's out there along with every lifetime has still remained true.
Why? Just base of how possessive and obsessive his previous lover from before, there is no way that the Emperor before him will touch another person so closely and intimately if he has already fallen for someone else.
And Snow is absolutely positive about those certain characteristics of his lover because it is something that has already deeply ingrained into his soul, he could tell since they are the same type in that manner.
As for those group of wives, Snow is still calm and able to think fairly, if he was the Emperor who is connected to the world he lives with, then there is no way that he won't have even a single people on his harem, after all, the present Emperor is already twenty-seven years old, there is no way that the Harem will remain empty from all these years.
And for the reason of being hurt, sad, and pain, Snow has never feared his emotion, especially when he isn't a coward to turned around while acting stupid and unreasonable, the strange ability that he was born with is finally showing its proper use.
Right now, Snow will bravely face the situation that he found himself with his lover rather than running away from it.
Although, killing his lover wives remain true... Because Snow possessiveness and obsessiveness are the same way as his lover, although he won't just faint when knowing about that certain matter unlike his lover in the second world.
”... My… L-Lord…?”
Murmuring those words softly, Snow has weakly looked up at the tall man that still has that silver mask on while his entire face continues to flush in pink while sweating nonstop and even feeling the slow rise of his chest as it was a bit hard to breathe right now.
Snow is truly having a fever because of pushing his body too hard and not because of an act to get his lover to pity him.
”...I… apologize for leaving you…”
Wow, did the Emperor just apologize? Snow couldn't help but widen his eyes for a bit before his eyes warming up because even he knew that it might have taken a lot of strength for an Emperor to spoke those words out.
At least, his lover is truly doing a great job in this world as the Emperor, unlike his irresponsible self from before, this person before him is truly a wise, and enlighten Emperor, deserving of the reputation he got, although Snow still heard about his fierceness and ruthlessness to other people.
Well, Snoe believes that a truly kind ruler isn't a good one, oh he is not speaking that in a bad way, but being too kind is such a dangerous action for a ruler of an Empire to even show and does.
”Hm… there is no need to apologize… My Lord…I… understand... but still… thank you… for coming back…”
Well, Snow knowing his lover slowly and getting along at a steady pace is also a great experience to have, so Snow just smiled kindly while his misty eyes remaining calm and steady despite being in the arms of his lover.
After all, Snow has already remove all his previous emotion just before he died in the previous life.
So right now, it is once again another beginning between the two of them.
”...No, since I decided to help you. I needed to completely finish and not stop halfway.”
Really, such a responsible attitude, Snow felt that this Emperor is also lovely in that regard that he let out a small chuckle, causing those deep silver eyes to glance his way before quickly looking ahead without another word.