Chapter 86 The Stars Confession (2/2)
”After that, I gradually fell in love with you and you...ruined me.”
Xiao Bing felt like crying, ”Don't say it like that. We loved each other and we did it naturally. There was nothing to do with ruining.”
”Well, I meant something similar. Every time you came to Hongkong you would come to me, and then... Less than a year later, you disappeared.” Bi Tingting blew a smoke ring and lowered her head. She sighed, ”There are too many women surrounding you. You always like newer girls. No wonder you grew tired of me.”
Seeing Bi Tingting being this sentimental, Xiao Bin felt a headache coming on. He comforted her, ”Don't say that. There's always room for you in my heart. I swear to God.”
”They why didn't you call me?”
Xiao Bing awkwardly smiled, ”I have a girlfriend. I told you this...”
”You love her very much?”
”Yes.” Xiao Bing paused for a second and Yezi's countenance appeared in his mind. Sometimes she was cute. Sometimes she was naughty and sometimes she was canny and decisive. ”She's the first that can make my heart pump like that. It is a feeling that makes me want to protect her, instead of possessing her,” said Xiao Bing sternly.
While staring at Xiao Bing, Bi Tingting could sense the deep love he had for his girlfriend when he was mentioning her. Actually, Xiao Bing had treated her well, even though he was probably just doing his job back then. He even took a bullet for her. But, she never felt the love he was showing now when she was with him.
Bi Tingting sighed and smiled bitterly, ”I'm a little jealous.”
She looked around and threw the butt of her cigarette into the astray.
”Well....”
”Brother Bing, I don't want to make it difficult for you. In fact, I'm happy that you found your happiness. I even want to see what she looks like. How good she must be to conquer a womanizer like you and I don't want to stand between you two.” Bi Tingting continued, ”Though I call you Brother Bing, I'm actually older than you. Women of my age have already seen things through. I love acting and I plan to focus on my work. Perhaps in a few years, I will find a man who I think is suitable and marry him. Then I'll just live a simple but happy life.”
Xiao Bing felt relieved. ”I'm glad that you can think of it that way,” said Xiao Bing smiling.
”But, to be honest, I don't think I can find a man on whom I can lean on forever, except you... However, I can never marry you, because I can't control you. You're so carefree. I don't know if there is a girl who can restrict you.”
”I didn't say this to you before but I have been thinking about it. I prefer a one night stand rather than living in doubt every day if I were to marry you. Neither of us will be restricted by the other and we can be together when we miss each other. I can accompany you, shop for you, cook and sleep with you... As long as we're both happy, then everything won't go wrong. I will continue to live my life and you live yours. Doesn't that sound great?”
Surprised, Xiao Bing glanced at her, ”You really think so?”
”What else can I think of? Actually, I'm not the only one. I surmise few girls who used to be around you dared to dream of marrying you. You will never be satisfied with what you have. There is no city, no people, and no environment that can stop an unruly horse like you. You belong to the grasslands where you can gallop freely.”
Feeling touched, Xiao Bing took a deep breath and looked at her with emotion, ”I didn't know that you knew me so well.”
Grinning, Bi Tingting stood up and walked over to Xiao Bing again. She shoved him to the bed and opened her legs to sit on him. She looked at Xiao Bing with conspicuous lust in her eyes. She sounded bewitching and seductive, ”Since all the cards are on the table. Do you still want to say no to all of this with that terrible excuse of yours?”
Actually, it wasn't completely a lie. But, Bi Tingting didn't give him a chance the explain. She kissed him when he opened his mouth to reply. Her pliable tongue sliding into his mouth like a lithe little snake...