C6 (1/2)

For three years, I hadn't told anyone in such detail about what had happened to me at the so-called clinic. For a moment, I lost control of my emotions and burst into tears.

Tears can't solve the problem, crying for a while, I lit a cigarette, smoking and drinking to calm my mind.

The three years of hell had completely changed me, my soul had almost died, I could not think as keenly as I could in the past, I no longer had that confidence, I was no longer as high-spirited as I was before. I had to submit, and in the four or five months since I left the treatment center, I was as lowly as a speck of dust …

He thought that he could just muddle his way through life like this, but with the appearance of his eldest brother Li Fengyun, he broke the original silence.

Or rather, it was Li Fengyun's appearance that allowed me to find some of the confidence I had in the past. I felt that I could find a way to break through his body and find out the truth behind Yang Wenzhao's bizarre murder three years ago.

He raised his head and drank a cup of white wine. Because of the spiciness of the white wine, he frowned and said, ”Shu Jing, I didn't expect you to be like this these past three years. No wonder when I first saw you, you looked like a different person.

”You're the one who's f * cking dead …” After drinking, he wasn't as reserved as before.

Li Fengyun fiercely patted me on the shoulder and smiled, ”In the end, you still didn't let me down. In the end, you still chose to tell me about your bitter experience of three years, and in the end, you still opened your heart. I feel that the Shu Jing died, and he was only sleeping. Now, he should wake up!”

”The lion in slumber has already shown signs of waking up. When he wakes up, he will still be that arrogant lion Shu Jing!” I thought to myself, to cheer myself up, to find a bit of self-confidence.

Shu Jing didn't die. He just fell asleep …

Now that Li Fengyun had appeared, it was time for him to awaken his former peace and quiet …

”Boss, I'm done. It's your turn.” Recovering from three years of painful memories, I looked at the disheveled Li Fengyun and speculated about his experiences.

Unexpectedly, Li Fengyun shook his head, ”Ol 'Three, it's not convenient to tell you about my experiences.”

F * ck, playing with me?

My expression changed. Li Fengyun immediately said, ”Don't be anxious. I've come to find you. Naturally, I won't disappoint you.” The next thing we're going to talk about is that night three years ago. ”

”Of the four people in our dorm, who do you have the best relationship with?” Li Fengyun asked this question first.

To be honest, I don't have a good relationship with any of them.

At that time, it seemed to me that Li Fengyun was a simple-minded man who had no common language with him. He could only play games and drink, and couldn't talk about higher things. Xie Cong was too mediocre to be my best friend. Yang Wenchao was a wealthy man, but I didn't like him at all.

Perhaps it's because of my own reasons. Since young, it's difficult for me to become good friends and brothers with others. Those friends of mine are just friends.

Just as Li Fengyun had said to me, being arrogant was not something to be proud of. I looked down on the vast majority of people and felt that their thoughts were too simple and shallow, and that they could only stay at the level of a friend and could not get closer.

Except for that man.

”...”

When I was six years old, a new neighbor moved in next door. One of our children was the same age as me, a thin little boy who didn't seem to be very talkative.

For six years, from the age of six to the age of twelve, he was my best playmate, the person who understood me the best, the person I admired the most.

After knowing him, I knew what it meant to be above the world.

Zhou Yi's scripture of the Way of the Zhou Yi is also very powerful. The small toys he makes are something that even our local craftsmen would clap their hands in admiration at. The breadth of his knowledge and the agility of his thinking are rarely seen in his life.

Before I met him, I thought I was a genius, but after he showed up, I realized I was just a frog in a well.

The knowledge he told me was enough for me to enjoy for a long time, and his thoughts had an important impact on my life.

But then they moved, and I lost him forever, and I wonder how he's doing?