140 Not Having Enough Self-Control (2/2)

Su Yan froze before hurriedly sitting up and glaring at Nie Chang. ”What are you even talking about? Don't tell me you can't wait anymore after just three days.”

Nie Chang tried pulling him back toward him. ”That's right. I can't wait anymore. I want you.”

Su Yan's expression got even worse though. ”So that's all I'm worth to you! I thought you loved me! But it seems I misunderstood!” Su Yan tried to get up and leave but Nie Chang caught his waist and pulled him back.

He could only sigh. He probably shouldn't have said anything. Nie Chang closed his eyes and rubbed the space between his brows. How had Su Yan even arrived at that conclusion? ”That's not it …”

”Of course that's it! We clearly said we'd wait two weeks but now you're saying you don't want to anymore. ”Fuck! Zhi Bao Yu was right. Men are all the same!”

Nie Chang coughed. Was it really alright to say something like that when you were a man yourself? And even with that kind of aggrieved expression. ”Ah Yan …”

Su Yan wanted to interrupt him but Nie Chang hurriedly put a finger against his lips.

”Darling, just listen to me for a second, alright?”

Su Yan pursed his lips and turned his head away, clearly not in the mood to listen to him. Nie Chang sighed but spoke anyway. His little darling wouldn't be able to keep this attitude up for long anyway.

”It's not about not wanting to wait and it's definitely not that I don't love you. It's the opposite, actually. I love you very much and if you wanted me to, I'd gladly wait a whole year for you. In theory, that is. Because, you see you're just so irresistible.” He reached up and gently stroked Su Yan's cheek. ”You lying next to me for the whole night and then waking me up like that … How could I stay calm? It's because I love you too much, so I can't hold myself back.” He pulled Su Yan back onto his chest again and kissed his temple.

A certain someone didn't erupt immediately so Nie Chang felt that he was more or less safe for now. To make sure Su Yan really understood what he was talking about he grabbed his hand and slowly led it downward.

Su Yan's eyes bulged and his face turned crimson. This … What was with this kind of talk early in the morning? And why was Nie Chang … Ugh. This wasn't right at all!

”I can't resist you at all. I just … want you so much. I have no self-control in front of you. So, don't make me wait for too long, alright? Is the thought of doing it earlier really so unbearable to you?”

Su Yan yanked his hand back and pouted. ”What are you talking about? You were the one who said I shouldn't listen to Zhi Bao Yu. And she said clearly that having sex with you is the first thing I should do. If it wasn't for that, wouldn't I …” Su Yan's voice trailed off. He definitely wouldn't say that!

Nie Chang blanked. When his thoughts finally caught up with him again he suddenly realized that he had dug his own grave long along. Ah, he really wanted to slap himself! So the reason for this whole torture was the thing he carelessly said as a side remark? Was there still any leeway to persuade his boyfriend now?

He feared there wasn't. Now, it seemed he could only light a candle for himself.