Chapter 194 - Now shoo (1/2)
Kris opened the door to Lena's room and placed her on the bed. They were both not wearing any shoes beforehand. He grabbed the blanket and cuddle in with Lena.
”Any more questions?” He asked. Kris hugged Lena from behind.
”Are you, bi-sexual?”
”No. I am Lena-sexual. I am only attracted you to, regardless of your gender.”
”Why did you marry Hugh?”
”What is marriage?” Kris whispered, not to ask Lena but to question himself. ”Back then, I only knew that as a strong bond between people.”
”And now?”
”A fancy legal term to recognize the relationship between two people.”
Lena laughed but she held to Kris' hands that were hugging her. ”I want to get married though, sometime in the future.”
”Okay.”
”We had our first argument, right? So can you tell me about how you thought of this?”
Kris did not really want to tell Lena about the things he went through. It is something imbedded in him, a part of him, that he can't just simply throw away just because he was in love. His past is still a major part of who he is today.
”The art of seduction.” He answered
Lena was confused. She turned her body around so she was looking at Kris. ”Like spies?”
”When you target your enemy, get information, or kill them, you have to know how to use every method necessary.”
”How did you learn if you can't... um.. touch a woman?”
”They way you look at them, or just how you speak to them. Find their vulnerabilities and use them against them. Know what pleases a person and what anger thems.” Kris hugged Lena's head against his chest again.
He does not like it when she stared at him when he talked about the bad part of himself. He knew that he has the eyes that can kill, Tye mentioned it many times when Kris talked with him.
”But not you though, my voice, my eyes, and my feelings have been the real me for you.” His voice stuttered. ”So please don't think that just because I have the skills, it means that they are lies for you.”
One thing Kris feared, was Lena not trusting him. He had lied a lot throughout his life to get things to be done his way, and he knew that the darkness inside of him would not hesitate to lie again. But with her, at least he can be honest and vulnerable to her.
When she openly said that she trusted him way back then, his mind was somewhat happy and somewhat ready to take advantage of her. He knew that he was a bad man, and a man doesn't change overnight.
”You know what I feared?” Lena spoke. ”That you only are attracted to me because I am the only woman that you can touch. You know... like if it's the end of the world and every single woman died, and I am the only one left, you only love me because of that.”
”No. I am Lena-sexual. I could have been attracted to many other women, but only to you, I feel genuine and loved. The desire to conquer you completely and make you only mine.” His voice turned dark in the last sentence.
Lena could feel a cold shudder down her spine. ”Are you a jealous man?”
”Who is there to be jealous of if there I kill all the men?”
Lena opened a larger distance between them so they can talk more. ”You can't do that. I just want to know if your someone who does not let me have male friends or not.”
”No male friends.”
”Not even Gary?”
Kris glared at Lena, with his killing intent gaze. ”I don't like it when you say another man's name in bed.”
Lena was going to refute that they are not in ”bed” but they were on a bed.
Kris closed his eyes for a while and opened them again. He knew he was getting angry. ”Sorry...” He placed a hand on Lena's cheek. ”Just don't torture me too much.”
Lena smiled. ”I am sorry too... because I am a very jealous woman. More internally than physical though. So if you are going out to have dinner with a female woman, that is not your mom or Stella, you need to tell me. If a woman touches you, you need to tell me. If someone dares to flirt with you, male or female, you need to tell me. You only have 24 hours to tell me your daily report of woman around you.”
”Okay.” Kris gulped. Women jealousy are way more dangerous that his killing intent. ”And you know that I am Lena-sexual right? It'll be a real word in the dictionary soon.”
”Yes, I know.” Lena giggled and cuddle back close with Kris. They stayed silent for a while before Lena got up and kick Kris out. ”You go to sleep in your room.”