Chapter 82: An Unexpected Need to Break-Up (2/2)
Yan Jin was thoroughly defeated.
Yan Jin was not sleepy at all after lying in bed all day, and he soon sat up.
Xiao Yu was lying on his iPad when he saw Yan Jin sit up and he immediately became vigilant.
“Squeak?” What is it?
“It’s nothing. I just slept all day and can’t sleep anymore.” Yan Jin spread his hands.
“Squeakk.” Then just sit there and look at your cell phone.
Xiao Yu suggested.
“I don’t really want to.” Yan Jin paused before saying: “Your previous owner didn’t even respond.”
Xiao Yu: ……
My god, look at the thief crying about catching a thief. The reason he did not have time to answer Yan Jin’s messages was entirely because he used up all of his energy to take care of Yan Jin, okay? Anyone who took care of Chairman Yan would know that he was troublesome when he was sick, okay?
So frustrating.
Never mind Yan Jin, he didn’t even have time to reply to Nannan who needed his help. He could only briefly greet Nannan and say that he would find time to contact him next week. That was his first student in his entire life yet he had to heartlessly reject him. And now Yan Jin dared to ask for more?!
Xiao Yu angrily turned his head away, but from Yan Jin’s point of view, Xiao Yu reacted that way for another reason.
“I’m sorry. I said before that I’ll keep you company, so I shouldn’t have brought him up.”
Yan Jin reached out to bring Xiao Yu over and settled him on top of the blanket: “Tell me, do you think I did something wrong?”
“Squeak?”
“That is, I shouldn’t have…… forced your previous owner to go out with me.”
Xiao Yu was astonished. He had no idea that Yan Jin was someone who possessed self-awareness.
Seeing how Yan Jin used his power to coerce when he failed to woo someone, he thought that Yan Jin would follow the route of an overbearing CEO in relationship matters.
……But in a certain sense, their relationship couldn’t be considered forced.
There were complex reasons that led to what happened between them.
As Xiao Yu thought and thought, his little face started to flush.
“In the past, I considered Fish and Hamster – You Can’t Have Both as…… someone I greatly revered, but very quickly, I became attracted to his charisma. His soulful designs were able to touch me in a way I’ve never felt before.” Yan Jin scratched under Xiao Yu’s chin, his words a bit dispirited: “I could feel a profound fate with him, and afterwards, I had been searching for him. The more I was unable to find him, the stronger that feeling became.”
“Squeakk?” Haven’t you found him now?
Xiao Yu obviously did not understand the meaning behind Yan Jin’s words.
“Yes, I’ve found him.” Yan Jin’s hand stopped: “That’s how I realized that the fate that I seem to share with him doesn’t seem to be what I’ve imagined.”
“Fish and Hamster – You Can’t Have Both is very important to me. I considered those feelings to be affection, and if I could’ve gotten to know him earlier, I would’ve confessed my feelings to him…… But to him, I’m just a stranger, maybe even an annoyance.”
Yan Jin said softly: “You can’t consider us to be in love.”
That’s wrong!
Xiao Yu wanted to let out a sharp cry. He wanted to let Yan Jin know that their fate with each other was as deep as Yan Jin had ever imagined it to be, but he was unable to make a single sound, unable to say a single word.
He could only stare, completely stunned to hear Yan Jin’s conclusion.
“There has to be something wrong with us. Although I don’t know what it is, I do know that I should apologize.”
“Even if we don’t have…… that kind of special relationship, Fish and Hamster – You Can’t Have Both is still a designer I very much appreciate. In the future, he will definitely have a place in YL.”
From the beginning to the end, Yan Jin had never questioned whether or not his own feelings were truly love.
Xiao Yu didn’t understand. From his point of view, that was a question Yan Jin should really focus on.
Could a person really fall in love with someone he had never seen just because of a few designs?
But Yan Jin never questioned it.
Xiao Yu didn’t understand, but that did not stop him from getting angry.
“Squeakkkk!!”
“Squeakkkk!!”
Yan Jin never thought that Xiao Yu would become so agitated. He quickly reached behind Xiao Yu’s back to smooth down his bristling fur and carefully said: “I will not bring this up immediately. I’ll wait for a period of time for us both to calm down……”
Fuck.
After all this, he still wanted to breakup.
Yan Jin actually wanted to breakup with him. That’s just cold and ruthless, stirring up trouble for no reason!
They were only together for a few days. Could their relationship cool off that fast?
How could Yan Jin suddenly break up with him simply because he came to a conclusion on his own? If there was a problem in their relationship, shouldn’t they calmly discuss it?
Oh, he forgot that he didn’t have time to chat with Yan Jin these past two days.
But that still couldn’t be considered a reason.