C292 The uniform told her (1/2)
”The information you mentioned is very precious. It's best if you don't get involved when capturing people. It's too dangerous. ” When superior officer heard this, he thought for a moment, then spoke out.
”Alright.” Su Nuanzheng replied. Since she had already done it, she would become a competent Undercover police.
”Do you have any other requests?” superior officer asked worriedly.
”I need to send Zhao Chengcheng away as soon as possible.” Su Nuanzheng hesitated for a moment, then opened his mouth and replied.
”Alright, find a chance. I'll arrange for people to come and pick you up.” superior officer readily agreed.
”Thank you.” Su Nuanzheng said sincerely.
”Hehe, you said you wanted me to give you three months. I didn't expect you to get so much information in just three months.” superior officer laughed as he praised.
Su Nuanzheng thought for a while, then opened his mouth to reply, ”I still need a month.”
”Sure, be careful.” The superior officer warned.
”Then I'll reel in first.” Su Nuanzheng forced out a smile, and then said.
”Wait.” superior officer suddenly called out to her.
”What?” Su Nuanzheng was startled, and asked curiously. She seemed to have said everything that should have been said, there shouldn't be anything left out, right?
”Xiaosu, did I tell you that I was also a spy?” superior officer smiled and asked.
”Huh?” Su Nuanzheng opened his eyes wide, showing that he was shocked. She knew that to have such a high position in the police force, to have such a profound ability, to be able to plan everything so precisely, to be able to train all kinds of outstanding policemen, superior officer must definitely be an extraordinary person, and must definitely have had some special experience. But she never thought that her special experience would actually be acting as a spy.
”You've collected all the information I've thought of about your situation. I also guessed why you haven't contacted me for so long, I know your wavering, your hesitation, and your pain. Endure. From the moment we put on our uniforms, we are destined to let down some people, no matter what they do to us, but they are harmful to the people of the Party. So, our uniforms always tell us that I can take it with a clear conscience. ” Her every word was sonorous and forceful, resounding and resonating. Although she was speaking while smiling, she was actually feeling sad when she heard Su Nuanzheng's words.
The bitterness in a spy's heart was something only they themselves knew, right?
Su Nuanzheng suddenly thought of a movie he had seen a long time ago — ”The Boundless Way”. It was indeed a movie he should have seen before.
In the end, the Undercover police died, and the evil people of the underworld died.
This result couldn't be said to be very sad, it could only be said to be very realistic. At that time, when Su Nuanzheng finished reading, he couldn't say what she felt. She only knew that it was contrary to what she had thought before, that there would be good returns and evil rewards. It was a righteous thing, but she might not have a good ending.
Su Nuanzheng replied numbly, ”I know.”
Immediately after, the line above closed, but Su Nuanzheng's heart was unable to calm down for a long time.
Every word that came from the superior officer made her heart feel as though it had been stabbed by a knife.
So it turns out that the reason her superiors were so smart, it was as if she could read the minds of others. Being able to understand every part of her history, every moment of her situation, it was all because she had also been a Undercover police.
Hehe, so she was only repeating the same path as her boss.
One day, would she also become like the superior officer, commanding another new spy to tell her what to do?
She felt that she couldn't take it anymore. This path was too painful. If she were to see another person walk her own path, she would definitely die from the heartache as she watched another person walk her own path.
”Our uniforms always tell us I can take it with a clear conscience.”
The words of the superior officer had been echoing in Su Nuanzheng's ears the entire time.
She didn't know, she didn't know, if she could have a clear conscience. Maybe it was because she wasn't wearing a uniform yet?
Thinking about it, she rarely wore a police uniform.
When they were at the police academy, the instructor had told them that they weren't worthy of the uniform, so the uniform was only used as a substitute.
Although the color and texture were the same, there were no epaulettes, no police insignia.
After that, she became a spy and didn't get a chance to wear police uniform. However, the police uniform had long since disappeared without a trace. On her. She thought she deserved the uniform because she did what a cop should do.
So she knew that even if she was wearing plain clothes, it was essentially the same as a police uniform.
superior officer was truly worthy of being her boss. She knew her state of mind at every stage, she knew her wavering, her hesitation, and her pain. Maybe she had the same experience as her, and maybe she also fell in love with her quest partner.
Yeah, no man in the world is really reliable.
That was why they could bear the sacrifices that an ordinary woman would make to them, but not to them, the Undercover police.