C140 (2/2)
They wandered until very late. Zeng Jie drove Chen Jiajia home.
”Thank you so much today.” Chen Jiajia got out of the car and said to Zeng Jie with a smile. After today, she felt as if she had recovered some spirit.
”Did you have a good time today?” Zeng Jie asked softly.
Chen Jiajia nodded: ”I'm very happy. The more I contact you now, the more I feel that you are different from my initial impression.”
”What did you think I was at first?” Zeng Jie asked jokingly.
”Arrogant, haggard, vindictive I won't talk about the rest. ” Chen Jiajia said while looking at Zeng Jie's face, there was no sign of hanging, and immediately stopped.
Zeng Jie puffed his lips and admitted: ”well, I admit that I was really like that before. I was not young and frivolous at that time. But if I can make you happy today, my task will be accomplished. ”
Chen Jiajia sincerely said: ”thank you, and the thing that saved me yesterday is also.”
Zeng Jie didn't care about his lips and said, ”what are you doing so politely? Isn't it a friend?” Chen Jiajia smiles and nods.
Zeng Jie hesitated and asked, ”so What are you not going to give up? ”
By such a mention, Chen Jiajia thought of those troubles that were only temporarily suppressed by her, and a burst of sadness surged into her heart, and her smile gradually faded.
Chen Jiajia shook her head and said, ”if you don't give up, why give up?”
”Why have you been completely forgotten now, and I don't know when I will remember again. Have you ever thought that it would be easier to let go than to wait hopelessly and create new memories again?” Zeng Jie asked Chen Jiajia.Chen Jiajia didn't think about Zeng Jie's problem. Maybe this is the fastest and most effective way to reduce pain. But she really can't let go.
These days, whenever she comes back to the empty home, her mind is full of their past bits and pieces, so that she does not want to wake up to face the reality.
Chen Jiajia wants to continue to wait until he thinks of everything. Even if that day doesn't come, she is willing to. This is her own choice and she is very happy.
”No, I think it's good to be like this.” Chen Jiajia said with a smile.
”Won't it be painful?” Zeng Jie asked reluctantly.
Chen Jiajia was extremely firm in reply: ”yes, but love him has become a part of my life, I can not give up, so no matter how long I am willing to wait for him.”
Zeng Jie lenglengleng looked at Chen Jiajia's firmness and love, and laughed at himself.
”I'll go upstairs first. I'll have a rest early. Good night.” Chen Jiajia waved to Zeng Jie and said.
Zeng Jie originally wanted to touch Chen Jiajia's head, but he hesitated to stop. At last, he managed to take it back and said with a smile: ”good night, have a rest early.”
Zeng Jie returned to the car, but did not go. He quietly looked at the room upstairs, turned on the light, and then went out. Then he sighed and drove away with a complex look.
However, no one knows, not far from the streetlights, what is the light of this scene happened to take a panoramic view.