C168 (1/2)

Yao Wei took another deep drag of his cigarette and threw the remaining cigarette butt on the ground. He stomped on it heavily a few times and then said to Zhang Song slowly, ”Brother, since you asked this question, I will say a little more. If you want to hear me out, listen to me, if you don't want to. I don't like to be forced. Maybe that's why no woman wants to be with me. ”

”Big Brother Yao, tell me, I'll listen.” Zhang Song said to Yao Wei.

Yao Wei glanced at Zhang Song and started a conversation, ”Actually, I just broke up with my girlfriend not too long ago.”

”So that's how it is! Did you break up because of feelings of discord? ” Zhang Song asked Yao Wei.

”Discordant feelings? This is one of the reasons, but it's also a bullshit reason. ” Yao Wei shouted excitedly, ”Did you know? How long have I been dating her? Six years, a whole six years! We started dating when we were freshmen. ”

Zhang Song quietly listened to Yao Wei's story, and did not make any more comments. He also did not make any more sounds to console Yao Wei. Zhang Song thought that at this time, there was nothing more suitable than being a true listener.

When we broke up, she only said that we weren't suitable for each other. I could still find a better girlfriend after we broke up, but I know she broke up with me because of her mother's pressure.” Yao Wei paused for a moment and slightly adjusted his mood. He tried his best to tell Zhang Song in a storytelling tone, ”Her mom thinks my home is rural. Although my salary wasn't low, being able to get more than 5,000 yuan a month was much better than many people, but I didn't have a house or a car, and her mother wanted her to find someone with a house and a car. And so, I was kicked out of the game by her mother.

Yao Wei took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it for himself. He took two deep breaths and then continued, ”Although I don't have a house or car, I have hands or feet! I don't think it's fuckin 'stupid for a man to have hands and feet and work. I told her there was no house, we would rent one for the time being, and when we had the money, we would borrow another, and without a car, we could take the bus and ride a bicycle. Riding a bus and a bicycle is not only environmentally friendly, but also does not have to worry about traffic jams. Isn't the country always advocating it? ”

I said so much to her mother, but her mother just took my words for shit and told her daughter: if she stays with me, then her mother isn't her mother. Her mother doesn't recognize this fucking daughter.” Yao Wei sucked on his cigarette and heavily sighed. With a desperate expression on his face, he muttered to Zhang Song, ”Brother, you said that things have already come to this. What can I do if I don't let go?” She asked me to meet her one rainy night at the coffee shop where we had our first date and offered to break up with me. I expected it, too. However, hearing her say it out loud, his heart was still in pain. He wanted to cry, just like how the song said, ”Men crying, crying, it's not a sin. Even the strongest men can be sad.” However, I also think of a big old master in front of a woman crying like a load of bullshit! So instead of crying, I shrugged and smiled at her. Then she waved her sleeve and walked out of the coffee shop without taking a cloud, leaving her in her seat. ”Bro, do you think I was handsome?

Zhang Song nodded his head and asked Yao Wei: ”Big Brother Yao, you guys broke up like this, don't you regret it?”

Regret?” Hearing Zhang Song's words, a trace of loneliness flashed across Yao Wei's excited face. He muttered, ”So what if I regret? So what if he regretted? It's going to rain and Mother is going to get married. Since others want to leave, even if you beg them on your knees, they won't come back. Instead, they will feel that you, as a man, have no backbone. Do you think a woman would like a man with no backbone?

”Bro, from the looks of it, you should be a student, right?” Yao Wei hid the trace of loneliness and asked Zhang Song.

”I'm in my first year now.” Zhang Song nodded, and did not deny his student's identity to Yao Wei.

”Then you are much happier.” A trace of happiness appeared on Yao Wei's face, and that sweet memory of his couldn't help but surface in his mind once more. ”Thinking back to back then, that relationship at school was so pure! Even though it wasn't a simple matter of guessing, he was the most sincere and unadulterated of them all. At that time, we didn't have to worry about the house or the car. We thought about whether we would eat in the morning, what we would eat at noon, where we would eat at night, what we would eat for after dinner, skipping classes or studying for ourselves … Unfortunately, time flowed like water, never to return. Brother, now you have to cherish this time, cherish this relationship! It was very normal for the two of them to have some trouble together. The important thing is to hold a tolerant heart and not leave any regret for yourself. ”

”Regretful?” When Zhang Song heard this, he couldn't help but think of Mu Xinyi.

Yao Wei patted Zhang Song's shoulder and laughed: ”Now, have you thought it through?”

Zhang Song nodded towards Yao Wei and said gratefully: ”Big Brother Yao, your words have enlightened me. I understand.”

”Bro, I'm not a toilet user. I don't need a toilet. I just told her about my own experiences and made a few exclamations along the way. Brother, since you understand now, that's good. ”Yao Wei laughed.

Zhang Song shook his head, looking at the distant night sky, he did not respond to Yao Wei.

There really were two flowers, one for each table.

Yao Wei laughed lightly, thinking back to his past, his smile could not help but become dim.

”Big Brother Yao, actually, this society isn't as such. In the end, there are still plenty of lovers who became married off.” Zhang Song advised Yao Wei.

”You are quite right. I can't doubt the love of all the lovers in the world because of my own misfortune, can I? ” Yao Wei laughed.