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Zhang Song scoffed at Mu Xinyi's words. He knew that if he were to continue speaking, Mu Xinyi would definitely continue to blabber on and on about his reasoning. Therefore, Zhang Song consciously shut his mouth and didn't say anything. He wanted to use this method to push Mu Xinyi away.

Mu Xinyi saw that Zhang Song was rendered speechless by her words. She thought that Zhang Song was considering what she had said to him, so she continued, ”Promise me you won't fight with Zuo Qiang, okay?” His eyes were filled with hope.

”Why should I?” Zhang Song retorted without thinking.

Mu Xinyi's resentful eyes were on the verge of tearing up. However, Zhang Song did not know that Mu Xinyi appeared to stop him because she did not want to see Zhang Song fight with someone else. This was because she was worried about Zhang Song and did not want Zhang Song to be injured. ”However, she had never said it, so Zhang Song did not know either.” ”I, I don't want to see you get hurt. Not only will it affect your studies, I might even delay your studies.” Mu Xinyi thought for a long time before she used this seemingly acceptable reason to dissuade Zhang Song.

Zhang Song frowned and said with a slightly relaxed tone, ”Even if I don't go and cause trouble, trouble will automatically find me.” ”Thank you for your concern, but this matter is not something that I can quit just because I said I would. This matter is not as simple as you think it is.” Actually, Zhang Song also wanted to keep his appointment. Don't think that everyone would be like Zuo Qiang, pretending to be a big head and becoming a hero. Since ancient times, it had always been difficult to be a hero. He would either die young or be lonely. Although Zhang Song couldn't be considered a villain, he had never thought of becoming a hero. However, there were some things that he was powerless to do. The main reason why he wanted to go to the Zuo Qiang was because Zuo Qiang had whispered in his ear, ”If you don't come, then your friends and Yu Xin …” It could be said that this challenge was entirely under the control of the Zuo Qiang. Zhang Song had no initiative at all, who told the Zuo Qiang to use his friends to threaten him? It could be said that his greatest weakness was his brotherly friends. For the sake of them, he could throw away his head and shed blood. Since he could take on this burden, then he would have to take on the burden himself. Why would he need to involve others? Therefore, Zhang Song didn't tell the real reason to the crowd. He just silently bore the responsibility of his brothers and friends. Thus, he had no choice but to go. He had to do it, not for any other reason, not for a woman, not for a woman, but just for a word of kindness.

The next day, Chen Yuxin went to Zhang Song's class and found him.

In the hallway. Chen Yuxin stared at Zhang Song's emotionless face, which looked as if it would collapse at any moment, and said, ”Zhang Song, I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I betrayed you.”

Facing the girl he loved deeply in the past, Zhang Song lowered his head and smiled bitterly. His first love would actually betray him, betray all their agreements with each other, fall in love with others, even bury him in the drum and play with him in the palm of his hand. Recalling their past, the beautiful memories of the beginning of the moon flashed through Zhang Song's mind like a movie. Zhang Song's heart really hurt. He really wanted to cry, to cry out all the unhappiness and grievance that he had suppressed in his heart. However, he knew that he could not, he could not let others see his weakness. Thus, he always put on a face that was ten or a hundred times more bitter than a bitter gourd to disguise himself, to conceal the weakness in his heart. At the very least, what others could see was strength.

Facing Chen Yu Xin's crying, Zhang Song's cold heart slowly melted. He really wanted to hug Chen Yu Xin and comfort her. Zhang Song's heart was struggling, and he was at a loss as to how he should choose. However, in the end, reason prevailed over impulse and told him that he couldn't do so. Chen Yuxin had already left and he was reminded in his heart that she was not his lover. He didn't have the power, nor did he have the right to comfort her. Therefore, Zhang Song could only stand there blankly and watch as Chen Yuxin's tears fell like rain.

”Did you come to find me today to laugh at me?” Zhang Song hardened his heart and said to Chen Yu Xin.

Hearing Zhang Song's words, Chen Yu Xin felt even more wronged and cried even louder. She explained, ”No, pine. You know, I didn't mean that. I came here today to say goodbye. ”

”Oh? Do you think it's necessary? ” Zhang Song purposely avoided looking at Chen Yuxin. When he heard Chen Yu Xin say goodbye, the strong Zhang Song could no longer hold it in, and his eyes were filled with tears. Just as he was about to let them flow, in order to not let Chen Yu Xin see his weakness, Zhang Song turned his head to look away, trying his best to control the tears that were about to fall from his eyes.

”I betrayed our love and personally destroyed the love that we painstakingly built up. I brought this upon myself and I don't expect you to forgive me. Merely, I truly do not wish for you to participate in the competition against the top left for my sake. To you, there is simply no possibility of obtaining victory in this battle. ” Chen Yu Xin said faintly.