C11 (1/2)

Moon Descent City was filled with tears, but it was still too early for him to go to sleep. The thin frost courtyard timidly clothes, the heart is quiet, red appendix, this feeling will be known to all.

Very soon, under the great anticipation of the crowd, Christmas approached. On this day, people were brimming with the happy atmosphere of the festival. Although the students were in class, they couldn't hide the happiness in their hearts.

In the evening, after Mu Xinyi received a call, she hurriedly ran out of the classroom and arrived at the corridor's edge. She pressed the answer button with her finger. When Mu Xinyi heard his voice, she couldn't help but tear up, ”Song, I missed you so much. Why did you call me so long? ”I miss you so much, I really want to …” Mu Xinyi sobbed as she spoke. The melancholy, the hidden bitterness, the extremely joyous and tearful expression, and the pity of those who saw it.

On the other end of the phone, when Zhang Song heard Mu Xinyi's hoarse crying voice, he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart. He thought to himself that he had still made her cry. If he had known earlier, he wouldn't have called. How could he not want to call her and her old friends when he was gone for a month, but could he? He was thinking that if he could not endure his longing and loneliness, he would call her. With her personality, she would definitely cry from sadness. This was something that he did not want to see.

Ever since he had broken up with Yu Xin, Zhang Song had become a cold-blooded man. He had almost lost all of his feelings. Nothing could make him especially happy, and nothing could make him especially sad.

Every day, he would cry. Whenever he thought of Yu Xin, he would cry, and whenever he thought of what happened during the auction, he would cry again. After crying for half a month, he finally cried until his tears dried up. Later Zhang Song said to himself: ”From now on, I can't trust anyone but myself. From then on, I can't give my true feelings to anyone. I can only love myself.” ”The tears I shed after parting with Yu Xin are the sum of the tears I should have (at least most of them). I can't cry anymore!”

But now?

On the other end of the phone, the girl who made him dream everyday could not help but shed tears as he listened to her crying.

In the current society, most of the men had once dreamed of a perfect love and pursued a simple life. However, after failing in love and getting hurt, they no longer dared to trust love. They didn't even dare to throw themselves into it without reservation. Thus, they searched their imaginations for dreams that could not be realized in reality. And a pure and beautiful girl like Mu Xinyi was the most perfect girl in their imaginations. She was the girl they longed for, the love between Zhang Song and Mu Xinyi. Although it was simple and plain, it was the love they longed for the most from the bottom of their hearts.

As for the girls, most of them wished to be together with the man they loved deeply, and all of them dreamed of having a sweet and blissful love. When the girls' love was frustrated, they would be disappointed. When their love was destroyed, they would despair. They would gradually become reality, become substance, and finally, they would give in to the cruel reality and stop pursuing the dream of love. Of course, in the depths of their hearts, they still yearned for a perfect and passionate love. For them, perfect love was their spiritual need, allowing them to obtain the consolation of the soul in their ruthless reality.

However, could love really go smoothly? Could two people who loved each other really stick to each other's promise in this strange society and live a life without changing their original intentions? Right now, the society was cold, the world was cold, people only cared about their drunken life, how could they chase after that ethereal and illusory love?

It's because people don't believe in love anymore. For them, it's fine to play with love, but it's impossible for me to devote myself to it. Since ancient times, she had been jealous of her beauty! Since ancient times, a woman's life had been ruined! Since ancient times, how many of those beauties that could topple empires and topple kingdoms could live to their hearts' content? Formerly, most of them were victims of the state, but now most of them were victims of men's rivalry and women's jealousy.

Being beautiful was not wrong, but once a beautiful person entered the human world, they would be contaminated. In the end, their heart would no longer be directly proportional to their appearance. It just confirmed the ancient saying, ”White sand in the Nirvana, with the black”.

The God gave Mu Xinyi a beauty that could topple kingdoms to look after her. The God let Zhang Song meet Mu Xinyi — this kind-hearted, gentle and skilled girl was actually looking after Zhang Song?

What about Yu Xin?

God allowed Zhang Song to meet Yu Xin. God allowed Zhang Song to experience countless things with her that Zhang Song would never forget. In the end, Zhang Song lost her.

Perhaps, this was also a type of blessing.

Because of Yu Xin, Zhang Song learned how to love.

Because of Yu Xin, Zhang Song understood that love was not everything to a single person. At any time, he should have some reservations about love.

Yu Xin had given Zhang Song love, made Zhang Song happy like never before, and made Zhang Song understand a lot of things. But she was not the person who accompanied Zhang Song throughout his life. Her role in Zhang Song's life was to let Zhang Song know about love.

Yes, Yu Xin had changed as soon as she said so. Zhang Song would not be happy to live with such a person for the rest of his life. If it was anyone else, they would probably not be happy.

Therefore, her leaving was actually beneficial to Zhang Song.

In other words, a person who shouldn't be with Zhang Song forever came to Zhang Song's side. After giving Zhang Song many pleasures and teaching him many things, he left. Wasn't this the best situation for Zhang Song? If this wasn't God's blessing, then what was it?

Feeling that Mu Xinyi would not be aware that he had cried, he said with a face full of smiles, ”Idiot, don't cry anymore, crying won't look good. I miss you very much too, today is Christmas. In order to give you a surprise, I took the time to call you.

”Sung, I'm glad you're having a Merry Christmas too. You'll call me. Today's a better phone call than any present I'll ever receive.”