C4 (2/2)
Zhang Song threw away his cigarette and said to Zhang Fei and the others, ”Wait for me in the store outside.” Then he said to Mu Xinyi, ”Let's go.”
Watching Zhang Song and Mu Xinyi leave, Zhang Jun, Su Xiang, and the others were all dumbfounded. They secretly asked Zhang Song in their hearts, when did he get together with Mu Xinyi? Only Zhang Fei understood what was going on and nodded his head. Looking at the stunned expressions of the other six, Zhang Fei scolded loudly, ”What are you still looking at? Let's go down. Let's go, these cowards.”
”Oh, oh, oh!” Everyone reacted and followed Zhang Fei out of the school.
Walking on the road without saying anything, Zhang Song was already used to being taciturn, but Mu Xinyi's heart was burning with anxiety. She finally made an appointment with Zhang Song, so she couldn't waste this rare opportunity. Seeing that Zhang Song didn't say anything, Mu Xinyi first broke the awkward situation. ”Thank you for sending me back tonight. I'm very happy.”
Zhang Song was indifferent and did not respond. He only focused on walking as if he had something on his mind.
Looking at the man she had admired for a long time, her pale face carried a kind of melancholy, coldness, and vicissitudes of life. How much pain did her heart ache, but what could she do? Every time when he needed his concern the most, he could not accompany him by his side. He could only peep at him from the corner, worrying for him, crying for him and feeling sorry for him.
”Are you still thinking about Chen Yu Xin?” For some reason, Mu Xinyi didn't even think before blurting it out. However, the moment she said it, she regretted it. She regretted not mentioning anything, so why did she mention the scar in his heart that could not be opened?
There was no reply, but Mu Xinyi noticed Zhang Song's body slightly tremble. Although it was very brief, she still noticed it carefully.
”She's gone, the fact that no one can change it. Why should you worry about someone who betrayed you? Do you know how sad I am for you to do this? For more than a year, how many days and nights, I can't help but daydream that the girl accompanying you is me, laughing with you, crying with you. I like you. From the very beginning, I've already liked you. Although my love is very painful, I still did not hesitate to love you.
At this time, Zhang Song had already stopped his steps. He turned his head to look at Mu Xinyi and said in a low voice, ”My whole life, I have yearned to be well-kept, well-prepared, and carefully preserved. Free me from shock, free me from suffering, free me from wandering around, free me from nothing to rely on. And that person I have found, is my beloved you. ”
At that time, Mu Xinyi's entire body shook and her mind was in complete turmoil. Her mind constantly echoed, ”Did he hear what I said to him?”
When their eyes met, the air seemed to freeze. Zhang Song and Mu Xinyi seemed to have been immobilized by someone else, and the body of Mu Xinyi, who originally looked like a fish that had fallen from the sky, was suddenly shaken. She felt that her mind was in a mess, and she was about to collapse. Tears that had been hidden in his heart for more than a year gushed out like a dam breaking. It had been more than a year, more than a year. The only man he loved in his heart, he had finally confessed to him bravely.
Her teary eyes were like the glistening pearls that a mermaid would drop as they endlessly rolled down her cheeks, from her cheeks to her clothes on the ground. Zhang Song looked at the person in front of him. The eyes of the originally cold and strong person who always appeared to be moist, finally melted the ice in his heart at this moment. He, who had never shed a tear before, finally shed the first tear in his life today. This was love. Whether it was a year or a thousand years, deep down in her heart, there was always a place for her that others couldn't reach. But no one knew, only he knew.
The two of them had always been unwilling to break the tranquility of this moment, fearing that if they moved, they would break this dream.
More than a year, more than a year, he finally had to face the person he had been looking forward to day and night. She was still beautiful, but now she was different. Zhang Song looked at the bitter expression on her mature face and blamed himself in his heart. He didn't know how to face it. For the past year, he had been constantly avoiding her feelings. He was afraid because he knew he couldn't afford it.
After calming himself down, the incomparably gentle yet slightly trembling voice slowly rose up: ”Are you sure you really like me?”
Mu Xinyi's body swayed. She felt like her mind was in chaos and she almost fell down. Tears once again rolled down her cheeks. She was suffering, but she had never told anyone about it. She did not say why, but only waited for him, because she believed that one day, he would sincerely accept her. For him, it was all worth it.
Looking at the man she loved, she really wanted to throw herself into his arms, but she was worried that he would refuse. She remembered that when she first met him, when she wanted to enter his world, he had already shut his heart tightly, making it impossible for her to enter his inner world. After a year, he had been waiting for this moment. After hearing this question, all the grievances from a year ago were completely vented out, and he could no longer control them. He threw himself into Zhang Song's embrace and hugged him tightly, saying, ”Sang, I love you. For more than a year, I've been thinking about you all the time. I hope you can accept me. I am so happy to be able to put aside everything and embrace you. ”
Zhang Song felt a stabbing pain in his heart. He stood there like a log and said absentmindedly, ”I'm sorry, I've always been avoiding your love for me. Perhaps from the beginning I wasn't suitable for you, I've shamed my love for you, and I've already become unworthy for you to love.”
I don't care if you have other women in your heart. I only care about having three hundred and sixty-five days of the year and ten days of time to stay by your side is enough as long as I can see you often and know that you are also worried about me. It is enough that I don't want you to leave me.
Zhang Song looked at her haggard face, and he remembered all the things that had happened in the past. This seemingly stubborn girl was so concerned about him, looking at him from afar, looking at him with that kind of resentful and loving gaze.
Should he give her a satisfactory answer now? Zhang Song struggled in his heart as he suddenly felt his hand sink. He did not know when Zhang Fei had appeared in front of him. He blinked at him before quietly disappearing into the distance. It turned out that he was the one who had pressed Zhang Song's hand down. Zhang Song, who was completely unprepared, had successfully hugged Mu Xinyi with both of his hands.
Zhang Song sighed in his heart. Since that's the case, why should I look for trouble? Don't worry about anything else. Just hug, hug with all your might! Let this person who has been waiting for him for more than a year lie in his arms happily!
After waiting for more than a year, Mu Xinyi finally welcomed Zhang Song. Perhaps this was love. No matter what, it was always the same. But could Mu Xinyi, who was in Zhang Song's embrace, really get the happiness she wanted? Would Zhang Song really be able to keep this love well? Could the two of them walk like princes and princesses in fairy tales until their hair turned white?