103 Quiet talk: the third princess, Leila, looking up at the sky (1/2)
”Are you looking up at the sky again?”
”……Yes”
Sariya asked strangely when I was looking out of the window in my bedroom.
This is a favorite place where people with physical disabilities can enjoy the outside world.
When you open the window, the sounds of people's lives and pleasant conversations come in with a cool breeze.
You can't see the people from here, but you can see the face of the person walking on the main street if you gather and enhance the magic power in your eyes.
But. Also, when I see a man who might be doing heavy labor occasionally, walking with his upper body exposed, I'm annoyed because I get embarrassed.
While there are so many people, I'm dressed like that ... Are you not ashamed? I can't really face me.
I feel my face gets hot just by watching.
It is also troublesome to see too much.
I am in this way in touch with the outside world because I am not able to walk freely for physical and physical reasons.
Even though you know in your head that it is impossible in reality, you do not feel like you want to walk around the city as freely as the people who live in the royal capital.
What is going on in a world other than this wide royal castle?
The sea where seawater extends to the horizon. Mountains larger than Misfilit Castle where I live. Plains spreading like green carpets. There are many things I don't know in this world, such as deserts, villages, demons and animals.
I want to see it with my eyes, feel it with my skin, enjoy it with my ears, and taste it with my tongue.
I want to know more.
It has been several years since I got my heart. I have lived with such feelings desperately confined, but recently I have come to feel such feelings strongly.
I don't forget it, the scene three weeks ago.
Two boys walking freely in the sky and roaring.
The way they are free and enjoying their lives with all their power is not separated from the eyelids.
Do I enjoy now more than those two? Are you convinced?
There are many days to think about such things.
”Can you see the two boys?”
”... No, I can't see it”
Today, the sky of the royal capital is clear and there is no cloud, and there are no two boys.
Just as if it was a mistake.
”Is it wrong?”
”No, not wrong. I definitely saw it with my eyes!”
I answer flatly to Sariya, who tells me to make fun.
It's not a mistake, but Sariya says that's my mistake.
I have been looking up at the sky every day since that day, but have not yet seen the two boys.
But it's not a mistake. It can be said that it is clear.