Chapter 323 (1/2)
Gu Jiu hurried to Houfu back lane.
She got out of the carriage, walked into the courtyard and asked Er Zhuang, ”what's the matter? Didn't you say the condition has improved before
Two Zhuang said: ”the day before yesterday, Princess Fuya came to see Mr. Luo. After that, Mr. Luo's condition became worse and he even argued to leave the capital.”
Gu Jiu frowns and walks into the bedroom.
There is a strong smell of medicine in the bedroom. When you smell it, Gu Jiu knows that it is good medicine.
Mr. Luo was lying in bed, unconscious.
These days recuperation, she did not get fat, or thin weak.
Gu Jiu didn't say anything, and went straight to the pulse.
For a moment, she looked dignified.
This is no longer a doctor's problem. It is Mr. Luo himself who does not want to live.
Before all good, why see Princess Fuya do not want to live.
Gu Jiu asked Er Zhuang, ”do you know what Mr. Luo talked to Princess Fuya? Did Mr. Luo say why he wanted to leave the capital
two shook her head. ”When her royal highness spoke to Mr. Luo, he drove everyone out of the door. No one knew what they said. Mr. Luo is just clamoring to leave the capital. As for the reason, he doesn't say
Gu Jiu was in a heavy mood.
She still raised her pen and wrote a new prescription.
After that, he began to give Mr. Luo a needle.
Mr. Luo wakes up slowly and his eyes are slack.
It took a long time to recognize Gu Jiu, ”you are here!”
”Master, you should take good care of yourself and get well soon.”
Mr. Luo shook his head slowly. ”It's boring to live. It's better to die.”
”Why should the master give up his own life if the ants still live secretly?”
”It's gone. I'm left alone. What's the point of living?”
Nothing?
Gu Jiu doesn't understand.
”The master is in a dilemma. Tell me and I'll do it for you.”
”I can't. Father, mother and brothers are all dead. What's the point of leaving me alone in the world? ”
Gu Jiu then remembered that luofuzi's family had been exiled to the place of miasma. She alone, protected by Princess Fuya, was able to stay in the capital and teach in the Hou's residence.
Does Mr. Luo's family all die?
When Princess Fuya came to see Mr. Luo, she brought such bad news to Mr. Luo.
Gu Jiushen said in a deep voice: ”people can't be reborn after death. Please forgive me. If you need to send someone to collect the corpse, I can do it for you. ”
Mr. Luo shook his head. ”No, they've been dead for several years, and there's no bones left. My family are dead, and I'm the only one left. It's meaningless to live.
Xiao Jiu, thank you for taking care of me these days, and I will trouble you later. When I die, burn me.
The ashes are sprinkled on the Weihe River, flowing into the sea with the Weihe River. Maybe one day, I can meet my parents and ask them how they are
Gu nine eyes moist, solemnly said: ”master, you cheer up. You won't die with me. Are you really willing to give up your students? ”
Mr. Luo took Gu Jiu's hand and said, ”Xiao Jiu, it's hard for you. I want you to worry when I'm alive and trouble you when I'm dead. Don't tell her about my death, will you? ”
Gu Jiulian shook his head, ”master, why do you want to give up yourself? You can still live. ”
Mr. Luo shook his head. ”It's too tired to live. Death is the liberation.”
Gu Jiu cried out, ”master, I don't want you to die. You have to live all the time.”
Mr. Luo closed his eyes and was silent. She fell into a coma again.
Gu Jiu wiped the corner of her eyes, she did not understand how Luofu could easily give up his life.
Some people struggle to survive, no matter how hard it is. But some people can easily give up their lives.
Is it really that hard to live?
Gu Jiu can't understand.
Because she is the kind of person who will survive no matter how hard she is.
If you can live, you will never die.
In order to live, sometimes you might as well linger for a while.
But Mr. Luo chose to die.
She has no home, no relatives, she has no concern in this world, so she thinks that death is liberation. Death is a better choice than living.
Gu Jiu wiped away her tears. She respected Mr. Luo's decision and wanted to make a final effort.
Even if her efforts, just listen to fate, she does not want to give up so easily.
If she really gave up like this, she would regret it.
Because everyone has his own persistence.
Gu Jiu guarded Mr. Luo until the evening before leaving for the palace.
After getting off the carriage at the second gate of the palace, she did not go to greet Pei, but went straight back to the east courtyard.
I met Xiao qin'er on the way.
Xiao qin'er called out to her, ”where is sister-in-law coming back from? Look at your face. Is it possible that who has offended you? ”Gu Jiu nodded slightly, saying hello. She didn't say a word, but she went by the wrong way.
Xiao qin'er was stunned and then angry.
”Is sister-in-law impatient to talk to me now? My sister-in-law is very angry. Don't you look down on me
However, Gu Jiu didn't stop at all and left far away.
Xiao qin'er stamped her feet in anger.
”It's too deceiving. If you are so rude, you are not qualified to be a sister-in-law. ”
She snorted and wanted to report to her mother.
Gu Jiu is in a bad mood. She keeps herself in the bath for a long time and refuses to get up.
Green plum and green bamboo had to add hot water repeatedly to prevent Gu Jiu from catching cold.
It was dark and the second door was locked. All the courtyards had dinner and were ready to go to bed.
Gu Jiu finally got up from the bath and took a large amount of water.
Qingmei quickly wrapped Gu Jiu with a bath towel.
”Madame, take care of your health. I know that you are grieving for Mr. Luo, but the matter has come to this point. My wife should be more open-minded. At least that's Mr. Luo's own choice. Mr. Luo is unaccompanied. It's too miserable to live. ”
”Is it really so miserable to live alone in the world?” Gu Jiu asked softly.
Green plum nodded frequently, ”especially in women's home, it's really not easy to live alone in the world. When you are young, you can work by yourself to earn money to support yourself. It's really sad when you can't do anything when you're old, you don't have children and grandchildren to support you, and you don't have brothers and nephews to see you off. It's better to live like that than to die. ”
Qi Qingmei has a heart.
Gu Jiu nodded, ”I know.”
It's no wonder that people at this time value men over women. Boys not only mean inheriting their families and blood, but also means raising the aged and sending them to die. Inheritance means legal principles.
A lonely old man, if there are no descendants, can not even keep his family property. It is recognized by the law that the people will divide all her possessions.
This is not the future. The lonely old man can make his own will and give his property to a dog, a cat or a stranger.
In this era, property can only be inherited by future generations. If there are no descendants, it will be left to brothers and nephews. If they don't have brothers and nephews, they will be divided up by the clansmen.
If the old man has only one daughter, the daughter can not inherit all the inheritance of the old man.
It's a kindness for the kindhearted people to let their daughter inherit one third of the inheritance. The rest of the legacy is divided up by the people.
The more ruthless people, a married daughter to throw out the water, can let the married girl not get a cent.
Mr. Luo learned that his parents had died, his brothers and nephews had all died, and the Luo family had no empress. There are only a few people who have not been in contact for decades and who have been in five clothes.
For Mr. Luo, she has no home, even her family.
Between heaven and earth, she was alone, the power to support her to live has gone, and she has no meaning to live.
She can neither continue the Luo family's blood, nor overturn the case for the Luo family.
Frustrated, she decisively chose death to follow her parents and brothers.
Mr. Luo's choice, once again let Gu Jiu realize the cold side of this era.
This era has never been kind to women.