Chapter 220 (1/2)
”I'm really angry now, but I'm not angry with you, but with myself.”
Yan Jinyu looked at him like this, ”Ninth brother...”
But I don't know what to say.
If he is angry with her, she will explain.
But he was angry with himself, or blaming himself.
Blame him for not paying enough attention to her in his early years and not taking up weight in her heart; I blame him for not looking for her in his early years and letting her go through those
Yan Jinyu knows all this.
For a long time, Yan Jinyu sighed, ”nine elder brother, you think this is the arrangement of fate for us to meet again.”
”Maybe nine elder brother, you should thank, no, we should all thank for the existence of white night. If a Feng didn't contact me suddenly and say that the death of white night, which I owe you, might have something to do with the Yin family, which made me move my mind to come back, you might not see me now...”
After three years of being in a muddle, she has long felt meaningless. If she didn't cherish her life too much... Oh, when a Feng contacted her, she didn't seem to cherish her life as much as before. Three years without any goals, it's easy to kill people's will.
And her only remaining will at that time was to cherish this life.
If even this has been eliminated, then she
If a Feng didn't contact her at that time and just tell her about it, she would find a little motivation to live. Now
Taking back his thoughts, Yan Jinyu smiles to Yan Jiujin, ”of course, I'm afraid I won't meet ninth brother.”
But Yin Jiujin stares at her and asks seriously, ”what do you mean I can't see you now?”
In my heart, there was no reason for more fear and panic.
Or it was not for no reason, but Yin Jiujin had guessed something, but he refused to believe it in his heart.
Yan Jinyu said with a smile, ”what else can it be? I don't think I will come back if I don't check the cause of Bai Ye's death. And if I don't want to come back and deliberately hide my whereabouts, others can't find it, even if it's brother nine. ”
”If you can't find me, you can't see me.”
”What you just said is not that you can't see, but that you can't see.”
He has sharp eyes and complex emotions. Yan Jinyu looks away without any trace and no longer looks at him. ”Isn't it all the same?”
I want to say is, you don't have to think so much, we can meet again, is actually a kind of fate, is doomed. As for others, why should we pursue them more? ”
”Moreover, speaking of the fate between us, in the crescent forest, Liu Junqing, who wanted to kill you, died in my hands. Isn't that the best proof?”
Yin Jiujin looked at her.
Silence.
He knew she didn't tell the truth, but in his heart, he really hoped it was just that simple.
”Nine elder brother, actually this matter also no wonder who.”
”Before I go back to the North City, I am more familiar with Daye than you. At that time, in your opinion, I am just a missing fiancee whose name you only know. Even if you hear my other name, you will only feel that it is someone who has nothing to do with you. Even if it has something to do with you, at most, it's just a concern about whether you will become an enemy in the future.”
”It's heaven's blessing to meet each other.”
Yan Jinyu, who only believes in herself, does not believe in heaven and does not believe in fate, even uses the words ”God's favor”. It can be seen that she is very glad to meet Yin Jiujin from the bottom of her heart.
Yan Jiujin knew her identity, suddenly heard her say this words, his heart could not be calm for a long time.
Some things are not clear, or self deception implies that they are not like that, also can not veto its existence.
These Yan Jiujin are all clear.
Maybe the little girl once really
If that's the case, where can he find such a lovely, sometimes stupid, sometimes wise, sometimes sharp smart girl?
If you think about it, you'll be grateful for that white night.
The reason why he deliberately separates Daye from Fengyun is that he can't blame Fengyun at all. According to the blood relationship, he has to thank the little girl for Fengyun's intentions.
He doesn't want to.
That's why he was angry. In fact, he was more angry with himself.
”Brother nine, don't be angry, OK?”
I can't breathe anymore.
Is in the heart stuffy flustered, he feels that he last life estimate was owe Feng Yun.
Yin Jiujin sighed, raised her hand and rubbed her head, and said seriously, ”stay with me in the future, don't go anywhere, I will accompany you and protect you all my life.”
Yan Jinyu gave a meal, then took down his hand, held it with both hands, grinned, ”of course, I will depend on brother nine in my life.”
Accompany and protect for a lifetime. As soon as she came back to Yan's home, she told a Feng on the phone that since she didn't know why she lived, she would protect Yin Jiujin for a lifetime
Unexpectedly, now Yan Jiujin said the same thing.
And some things, even if not clear, she also knew that Yin Jiujin had guessed.
The car in the rear honks, so that the front can finally pass.
Yan Jiujin took back her hand and looked at her again with a silly smile. At the same time, she sighed and couldn't hold back. She raised her hand and pinched her delicate cheek, ”well, remember what you said.”
As the car went on, Yan Jinyu asked, ”brother nine, where are we going now?”