C184 (1/2)
The atmosphere was quiet, Lu Qinan only had enough time to take a glance, the man had already quickly kept the picture, his face gloomy, and stuffed the iron box back into the cabinet.
stood in front of him, his entire body seemed to have been covered, as he lifted his face, which was extremely clear.
”Fourth Uncle …”
”Eat, eat, sleep?”
Gu Zhongshen interrupted her, his voice gentle and emotionless. After a while, he pursed his lips, and his originally silent expression finally changed. In the dim light, he could not see his face clearly, and only felt that he was in a bad mood.
Lu Qinan nodded, ”Bao Bao is coaxing her. Fourth Uncle, are you tired? Let me give you a bath. ”
She did not ask any further, as it was likely something from his childhood. Now that it was in front of her, he probably did not have any intention of hiding it.
Gu Zhongshen raised her eyebrows, her voice was low and gentle, her thin lips were pursed slightly, a faint smile suffused across her lips, and for a moment, her eyes were filled with an ambiguous look.
”Are you sure you want to help Fourth Uncle wash?”
A thick palm grabbed onto her soft, small hands. When she drew closer, her entire face was covered with a teasing aura, and a rich fragrance was emitted from the tip of her nose.
In his heart, he felt numb and itchy.
Lu Qinan's face was a little red, her small hands swiped across her firm arms, as though she could ease his muscles wherever she passed.
When they first met, Gu Zhongshen had already grabbed her. He was extremely fast, and before Lu Qinan had time to react, he had already extended his hand over. He tore off her clothes, and nimbly undid the buttons on her pyjamas with his fingers.
Lu Qinan's body went soft, how could he remember his original intention, in the process of his body being taken, he had almost no way of resisting, especially the man, who somehow had more strength than usual.
It made her feel pain.
”Fourth Uncle... ”Softer.”
That tender and delicate voice landed inside Gu Zhongshen's cochlea. He turned around and hugged her up, saying ”En” as he kissed her on her collarbone. His voice was low and hoarse, with a hint of seductive charm.
He turned his body over and pressed his soft body against the bed. His palm easily tore off her pants, his lips moved slightly and bit into her earlobe. Looking at the red mole above, his heart sank again.
”Afraid of me?”
Lu Qinan shook her head, her small hands holding onto the black head tightly, shaking her head randomly.
He was still teasing her on purpose, causing her to feel weak all over. She raised her gaze, but was still lost in her thoughts. But now, she was no longer afraid. Subconsciously, she hugged him tightly, her captivating red lips moving as her voice became soft.
”I'm afraid that Fourth Uncle doesn't want me …”
After saying that, Lu Qinan could clearly feel the body hanging on her body stiffen, the air seemed to have turned silent for a few seconds, and her eyes started to spin, before she could even react, and was lifted up.
He changed his position.
Gu Zhongshen was behind her, and she was only sitting on his leg. Her back was facing him, and she could no longer see anything.
”Fourth Uncle …”
This position was too insecure for Lu Qinan. He lost all of his confidence and wanted to turn around, but the man simply stood up and scanned his surroundings with his hands, and rubbed his head behind her neck.
”Good girl, that's all.”
Fortunately, it was the familiar bedroom. Lu Qinan clenched his fists tightly, and bit his lower lip tightly.
”The news during the day is mostly true.”
She was slightly startled and immediately became more clear-headed. She wanted to lean over and look at him, but Gu Zhongshen forbade her, so she turned her face and took the opportunity to pull the two closer. ”Just like that, Fourth Uncle says, huh?”
Lu Qinan didn't have the ability to think anymore at this time. He only made two ”Wu Wu” sounds, and shook his waist randomly according to his rhythm.
When I was very young...” Three, four years old? I don't remember. Someone had locked me in a dark room and kept me out of the house all day long. All I saw every day was a little light from the small window. There's a bed, a table, a bathroom... ”It's always painful to walk and stumble. If you want to go out, you'll be locked on the outside.
She stiffened, subconsciously clenching her hand.
”I was wondering when I would be able to go out and see people. However, when the door was opened, he would regret it … Because that person only knows how to beat and curse. ”
”Grabbing a book, or a bottle of wine... It was something else in the room. ”I can't remember, it just hurts.”
As Gu Zhongshen said this, he suddenly let out a low laugh. His head was placed in her neck as he gently kissed her lightly, which suddenly became light and heavy, and in the end, he simply bit down.
It hurt a little.
She didn't shout, but just barely held on as she turned around and hugged the man tightly.
His clothes were in a mess, Lu Qinan hugged with force, he could not care about the smell left behind on the two of them, and raised his little face, full of pain, as though his eyes were filled with water.
”It's all in the past, Fourth Uncle …”
”Nope.”
Gu Zhongshen quietly stared at the woman who looked somewhat similar to the photo, her thin lips slightly parted to form a curve, as though her voice had been in her throat for a long time, and spoke in a hoarse voice, ”Let's talk about the past again, there are still many people who do not want it to pass.”
He did not push her away. All he wanted to do was think about these things and see that face again … Emotions fluctuate easily. Only by holding her in his arms and looking at her face would he be able to calm his restlessness.
After a while, he laughed self-deprecatingly, ”When I was young, people who had been abused would easily have abnormal mental states. There was no mistake in the news, but Fourth Uncle's words were from the bottom of his heart... ”It's just dark …”
”An An, are you afraid?”
He asked her so earnestly, he had never told her all about his past before.
Lu Qinan raised her small face and looked at the man's gradually revealing tightness and faintly discernible stiffness. Her soft, small hands moved upwards and cupped his face.