C60 (1/2)
Lu Qinan looked at him and her heart was slightly pricked. Little by little, pain spread throughout her body, making her almost unable to breathe.
”Can I really punish you, Fourth Uncle?”
”Of course you can!”
She smiled and said, ”That day at the kidnapping scene, you knew she was taken away, so you immediately left. You didn't even look at me, did you?”
Gu Zhongshen was slightly stunned, thinking back to the situation at that time, he explained in a hoarse voice, ”The only person I received news of being kidnapped was her … Moreover, Zi Nan is there, he will take care of you. ”
”Yes.” You have to go save the people you care about the most. ”
Lu Qinan's smile was a little astringent, and whenever he thought of that scene, the pain in his heart was still intense. The man she liked, her husband, was desperate for other women.
Gu Zhongshen kept the ointment, ”Eat some food and have a good night's sleep, once you burn it, you will feel comfortable.”
He leaned over her so that she could lie down, packed everything up, and carefully covered her with the blanket.
However, the closeby breathing and oppressing body made Lu Qinan suddenly recall those bad memories.
That night, he also pressed down on top of her and tied his hands together before …
The fear spread in an instant. Lu Qinan raised his hand almost reflexively, as he swung it hard at Yue Yang.
”Go away.”
”An An...”
Gu Zhongshen squinted his eyes and refused to leave. He was unwilling to see her reject him, so he simply hugged her tightly.
”I don't want to!”
The way he hugged her by force also made Lu Qinan think of the scene that night. He pressed her down on the bed and tied up her hands, ignoring her protest, before rushing in …
”Go away!”
Lu Qinan let out a cry of alarm, and began to cry as he made a ruckus.
She curled up into a ball and pointed at the tall figure that refused to leave. She muttered to herself, ”I don't want you …”
”I don't want you anymore.”
Gu Zhong suddenly stiffened as a hint of injury and disbelief flashed through his eyes. ”For a long time, he didn't retract his hand that was suspended in the air. For a moment, the air around him was so still that he seemed to have lost his breath.
The little girl on the bed was still carefully curled up there, her pale little face covered by her hair. She hated her so much that she didn't even want to look at him.
The old man's heart finally sunk.
In the room.
Lu Qinan's whimpering voice became softer and softer, but the man still stood there and refused to leave.
He no longer wanted to touch her, but he had made up his mind not to leave her. He had never felt fear before, and if he left like this, he would never be able to have her again.
After waiting for an unknown amount of time, Lu Qinan quietly curled up there, not saying a word or looking at him.
The man lowered his gaze and looked at her tiny body, tentatively reaching out his finger, and swiped it across her arm, ”An An, do you really not want the Fourth Uncle anymore?”
”You don't want this Fourth Uncle, what do you want this Fourth Uncle to do …”
The little girl's eyes immediately turned red. It wasn't that she didn't want him, but that he no longer needed her.
”For the past two days, I've been thinking about where you are, whether you've encountered danger, whether there are bad people, and whether I miss you …” Fourth Uncle is truly sorry about what happened that day. Ever since I knew that she was kidnapped, I started to lose my cool. The video you saw... It happened the night before our engagement. She was raped. And I knew it wasn't me. This time, her entire body was injured and dragged away by a man. ”In the end …”
When he had touched upon the darkest part of his heart, being forced to admit that the man was him, when he thought it through later on, he only felt that Qin Xuanman was terrifyingly dirty.
Yet, something happened again. Especially what that person did … It was similar to before.
He paused, his emotions nearly overwhelmed, ”I want to save her, and that video... I misunderstood you. ”
Lu Qinan knew that the relationship between him and Qin Xuanman was not simple. He knew that this thirty-two year old man was not completely blind, he had a fiancee that talked about marriage before, and a child like Bao Bao. In fact, there was still someone hidden in his heart.
She lowered her head, her ten slender white fingers intertwined together, her voice was soft and weak. ”Fourth Uncle, you don't trust me.”
”Not because we are separated by Qin Xuanman, but because in your heart, there is no me.”
If he believed her, how could he stare at her with such a cold gaze? If he truly cared about her, how could he be willing to tie her to the bed and torture her to death …
Nightmare like scenes spun around and around in his mind. Lu Qinan lowered his head, unwilling to speak any further with him.
”An An...”
He reached out to touch her, but as soon as his fingertips touched her, his tiny body shuddered and shrank back.
Lu Qinan opened his eyes and looked outside the window quietly.
”I want to sleep.”
Gu Zhongshen's lips moved a little, as though she wanted to say something, but the words that were about to come out of her mouth, due to her estranged expression, finally stopped.
All the emotions that were buried deep within his heart finally turned into a deep voice, ”Good, you should rest well.”
The sound of footsteps slowly faded and the faint light outside the door finally disappeared. Lu Qinan's body relaxed and looked at the room with the dim bedside lamp.
Everything was still familiar, but her heart was different.
In fact, his heart was filled with contradictions and contradictions. No matter what he did to her, he should be disgusted by her, slandering her and harming her.
One could see that his haggard appearance always softened his heart. He could only remind himself that having experienced this once was enough. Even if he liked it, he should never forgive him.