24 Do I look love him deeply? (2/2)
I know that this trip takes one week. However, he can send messages through couriers or merchants in the city that is their stopover. He doesn't have to arrive at his destination to send me a message, right?
”Junwangfei, Liu Gongzhi was arrived. Do you want to see him now?” Ling said while putting a cup of tea on the table. I looked at Ling. Feeling confused.
”Who is Liu Gongzhi?”
”You asked Yao Mama to invite someone with expertise to repair buildings. Yao Mama had said his name and you agree so she invite him to come to this palace today,” Ling said in a low voice. Her face showed that she was concerned my situation now.
I thought about the answer slowly. Instantly I felt ashamed because I forgot my own plan. I'm so worried about Hui An so I forget a lot of things.
”What is the agreement today?” I asked again. Ling answered by nodding her head. I sighed. I held back the shame I felt.
”Has he arrived? You had ask another maid's to serve drinks and food for Liu Gongzhi?” I asked Ling. Ling nodded.
”Liu Gongzhi is waiting in the front room. Some maid's serve him with tea and some snack. I also told Yao Mama. Yao Mama will company you to meet Liu Gongzhi,” Ling reported her actions. I smile. I feel relievebecause my trusted servant is getting smarter in managing her work. No need give more instruction, she know what she must do.
”OK. Let's meet this Gongzhi,” I said and then stood up.
”Junwangfei is worried about Junwangfye, right?” Ling asked me as we walked towards the front of the wangfu.
”I can't hide my anxiety from you, right? My attitude is strange, right? I was too much to worry about hin, right?” I felt ashamed of being found out.
”Not excessive, Junwangfei,” Ling answered curtly.
”It's a relief that you rate it that way,”
”Afterall, Junwangye is your husband. It's natural if you aware about him. Also you really love Junwangye. Everyone in wangfu said that,” Ling answered again. She smiled.
”Everyone in wangfu said that I love Junwangye?” I repeated Ling's words. Ling nodded her head. Instantly my cheeks feel hot.
”All people said that Junwangye and Junwangfei is loving each other and never covered their feeling in front of us,” Ling said happily. I feel a little confuse.
Do I look like that? Like a couple who loves each other deeply. I don't feel that I love Hui An. Isn't it natural that I'm worried? Hui An is my husband. He is also a good person who loves me.
I just don't want who loved me get bad things.
”I'm sorry if I said impolitely,” Ling said worriedly because I didn't reply her words. I shook my head.
I reassured her. However, my heart is actually not calm.