19 I will give you a luxurious life (2/2)

”I don't understand your words,” I said to him honestly.

”Actually, my income only comes from the land that I have. Such as rent or profit sharing from farmers. As you know, the yield harvest in our Kingdom is not very good in this year because of the bad season,” he explained. I tried to understand his words.

”So, Hui An doesn't get a job in the government or the military?” I asked in surprise after understanding his words. He nodded his head. I now understand. When I check the cash book, I only focus on the amount of money spent. However, Xiaojun Wang Fu's source of income was not found out by me.

I am worriedthat the rent of land and profit sharing from the land Xiao Junwangye's owned will only meet the necessities of life. However, it is not enough to improve this Wangfu. Especially for buying new furniture.

”Since I was fifteen years old, I have submitted a request to Bixia so that I can take care one of government activities or follow military services. However, Bixia hasn't given me permission. Maybe my mother's actions on him made he doubt that I would be loyal to this kingdom, ”Hui An said again in a low voice.

I don't know how I respond to my husband's words. I feel my feelings are chaotic too. I was annoyed at Bixia because he was embarrassing his own child.

Not giving work to Hui An would make Hui An humiliated by nobles. I think that Bixia know his action's result. I think that Bixia deliberately let his son be humiliated by people

In another side, I understand that Bixia is reluctant to give assignments. He may still not be able to forgive Hui An's mother. He also doubted that his son would be loyal to him. It might be that Bixia thought that Xiao Junwangye would be the main enemy in his life

'Until when did you continue to torture your child because of his mother's fault, Bixia? Didn't you know that your action will make him upset and people who feel upset could broke everything,' I said to myself. However, I tried to look calm in front of my husband.

”I will not give up, Xia He. I will give Xia He a luxurious life. Therefore, I was determined to convince Bixia to give me an assignment, ”he answered cheerfully again. I sighed. I knew he was trying to encourage himself.

”I believe in you, Hui An,” I answered politely. I don't want to upset him. It is impossible for me to say that his hopes are in vain.

Since I heard his words, I know that this is very difficult. As long as Bixia doesn't trust my husband. Then he won't get any work. I feel Bixia feels very difficult to trust her son. Until he forgive Xiao Junwangye's biological mother, he will not give my husband an effort.

However, seeing him being enthusiastic like now, I feel sad. I have to think of a way to help my husband. So that he would be appreciated by people and Bixia. In the last, Bixia would gave Hui An his trust.

”Let's go to sleep, ”I said to him so we wouldn't talk again. I'm afraid that he would know my real thoughts about him if we continue dialogue.

”You're right, Xia He. Tomorrow we will go to your parents' house. We have to sleep now, ”he agreed with me.

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