Chapter 858 (1/2)

”Jingye,” Gu Yao said again, and decided to say all the words in her heart and those that she had been trying to explain before, ”I didn't mean to hide it from you, really.”

”I know that you love me very much and care about anything about me. If you know that my illness has recurred, you will be nervous and anxious. I don't want to see you like this, and I don't want you to worry about me.”

”We are not two people's lives now. We still have children. If you only take care of me and care about me, the children will realize that it will also affect their daily life and emotions, so I didn't tell you. ” Gu Yao said.

Song Jingye looks at Gu Yao. His tone is not gentle, but it's not very cold. Then Yao Yao Yao says, ”but you don't tell me. Now I know, I will worry more. Do you understand?”

”Yao Yao, you are my life. When you are in a person to bear all the pain, I am still stupid and don't know. I still live a free and easy life. Do you know how deep my self blame is?” Song Jingye said.

In fact, I am more angry not because of Yao Yao, but because of myself. If I have noticed more and found out the occasional careful thinking of Yao Yao Yao, I will not find it only today. Although I will be very nervous and worried, at least I will accompany her, bear all the results with her and try my best to be my heart Love the woman to do everything, rather than let her a person bear physical pain, spiritual loneliness.

Gu Yao looks at Jingye seriously. Of course, he knows how to feel and blame himself, but I still didn't change my mind and thought it was right that I didn't tell him before.

”Jingye, don't blame yourself. You are not wrong. It's all my fault. I didn't tell you. I lied to you.” Gu Yao said.

Listening to the little woman's confession, song Jingye's heart is even more painful. He holds Yao Yao's face in his hands and looks at her carefully. He doesn't speak any more.

Seeing that Jingye can calm down a little, Gu Yao goes on to say, ”Jingye, this time, although I have concealed you, you believe that I have no intention of leaving you, really not.”

”I can't do without you and our children. This time, I try my best to make myself live and live more time,” Gu Yao said. ”Usually I listen to you very much. If you don't let me do anything, I won't do it. In fact, I'm more obedient. I love myself and want to make myself better and live longer.”

”Yao Yao...” These words stimulate song Jingye's heart. At the moment, song Jingye's mood is moved.

”There were several times when you wanted to eat me in the evening. I knew you were very upset and you had been patient for a long time. I even knew that I didn't do what a wife should do, but I still refused. I summoned up a lot of courage and convinced my heart to refuse you,” Gu Yao said. ”Because I want to survive, I have to pay attention to my body, I want to be with you and the children forever. Jingye, I love you very much

With such an explanation, song Jingye finally became red eyed, took Yao Yao into his arms and said, ”well, I know, Yao Yao, I know all about it.”

”Jingye, don't blame me or yourself, OK?” Gu Yao continues to say, ”no matter what happened before, we don't blame, because I'm better now.”

”You can see the results of today's examination. It's much better than before. Weiwei said that as long as I pay attention in the future, if there is no recurrence in two months, I will be healthy.” Gu Yao says that it's good to have such a good result, to add comfort to his heart and persuade Jingye at the same time.