Chapter 801 (1/2)

Gu Yao slowly gets up from the ground, and then stands up with the help of the table next to her. The whole person stands in the same place for a long time, and then moves to the bathroom step by step.

I wanted to go downstairs to find Jingye before, but this time, I have to check my face first. Is there any change from before? If the change is too big to go downstairs, because Jingye will find out, then he will worry about something.

When she comes to the bathroom, Gu Yao looks at herself in the mirror. Her face turns yellow, but everything else is OK.

Just because they are too thin, it will look like the whole person has some weakness.

After looking at herself in the mirror for a while, Gu Yao washed herself, then left the bathroom, poured herself a glass of water in the bedroom, drank a few mouthfuls, and then sat on the sofa in the bedroom.

Gu Yao sat on the sofa, her mind gradually fell into meditation, and also remembered the last time she fainted in the hospital.

Last time I fainted in the hospital, I thought that I had been sitting in the Noro ward for a long time, and I didn't take it seriously. But today's fainting made me afraid, because

I was worried that it was left by my previous heart condition The root cause of the disease.

Although he had taken a lot of medicine, had a lot of surgery, and even Jing Ye accompanied him to the treatment, and at the beginning the doctors said that he was healthy, but his heart was very clear, the original health did not represent the health of a lifetime, and the disease that was cured at the beginning did not mean that it would never attack for a long time, because there were too many uncertain factors and his body itself It's clear.

I have been suffering from illness for so many years. Even the most advanced treatment plan, treatment process and perfect results can not represent that the disease can be treated from the root, and there will be no aftereffects after that There is no guarantee.

So

Gu Yao closed her eyes and thought of the sharp pain just now, which was very similar to the pain of a long time ago. Therefore, she had to believe and face some facts.

A tear, along the corner of Gu Yao's closed eyes, spills over her cheek.

Gu Yao is sad, but not because of her pain, but because of Jingye and the children.

I thought that when I was in good health, I would stay with Jingye for the rest of my life, and I would guard the children with Jingye all my life, but

Now it seems that none of my previous ideas will come true. How can he accompany Jingye with his body like this? How to accompany the children?

I love Jingye too much. I have been in love with Jingye since I was a teenager. I have always loved him at this moment, even every day I have consciously. I love him very much. I only love him.

I don't want to leave him for a second, but

His illness seems to have begun to attack bit by bit, what will become after that? I don't know. It may be more serious than before?

Such a self, not to think about, should also be At some time, leave Jingye?

Gu Yao thought of this, immediately shook his head, dare not continue to think about it.