Chapter 257 (1/2)

He Zikai and song Jingye come in and see that the two women are chatting with each other very much. They can't bear to disturb them in the living room.

”Let's go to the study, just to tell you something.” Song Jingye said to he Zikai.

”Well.”

In the living room, Cheng Nuo has been holding Gu Yao's hand and asking her about her condition in the past five years.

”It's been sustained by drugs, and there was an attack a year ago.” Gu Yao answers Cheng Nuo.

”Yao Yao, Jing Ye, he doesn't know at all?” Cheng Nuo asked, some doubts in his heart. Yao Yao and song Jingye have lived together for five years. Didn't song Jingye find out at all?

”Well, I changed my usual medicine into a vitamin bottle. He thought I was taking vitamins.” Gu Yao confessed, ”and a year ago, when his illness broke out, he happened to be away on business, not at home.”

Listening to Gu Yao's explanation, Cheng Nuo's doubts are dispelled, but he is also worried about this good sister.

”Yao Yao, I went to your house to see you. My aunt and uncle told me that you love Jingye so much, why don't you tell him?” Cheng Nuo looks at Gu Yao and asks.

”I know Jingye's character. If he knew, he would never let me go. I'm a burden. If I stayed by his side, it would hurt him all his life.” Gu Yao said blandly, as if he had seen through all this.

Cheng Nuo looks at Gu Yao and doesn't know what to say for a while.

Gu Yao continued, ”I love him very much and want to live with him, but I can't. I will die at any time in such a situation, so I don't want to hurt him. In his future, he should have a healthy and beautiful woman to accompany him, marry him, have children, and write his own life with him, and I....”

Speaking of this, Gu Yao's eyes are full of tears, and she can't let the tears flow down. She continues, ”I will look at them in silence not far away, and watch Jingye happy, and then Forever Leave him. ”

”Yao Yao...” Cheng Nuo couldn't help crying, and suddenly went to embrace Gu Yao, lying on her shoulder and said, ”you will be very hard, really.”

Gu Yao shook his head and answered Cheng Nuo, ”it's not hard. At least now I'm still with him. It's just that every time I face him, I need to camouflage. This makes me feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable.”

Cheng Nuo hugs Gu Yao. He can feel Gu Yao's feelings. He is like he Zikai now. He loves him and never forgets. But he knows that some things are impossible, so his sincere feelings can't be expressed.

”No, promise me not to tell Zikai that, OK? I don't want to let Jingye know. ” Gu Yao said.

Cheng Nuo heard Gu Yao's persistence, and finally nodded and agreed.

”What about you, nono? How have you been abroad these years? ” Gu Yao then changed the topic.

Cheng Nuo told Gu Yao about his life abroad in recent years, but he didn't tell Gu Yao about Xiaomei. He didn't want to deceive Gu Yao that the child belonged to Gong Yi, but there was no way to say that he Zikai belonged to the child. Therefore, he could not tell Gu Yao about Xiaomei for the time being, until he had the opportunity to meet later.

Gu Yao listened to Cheng Nuo's story and said, ”nuono, in fact, Zikai has not been very good in the past five years.”

Cheng Nuo looks in front of his eyes, hears Gu Yao's words, also did not answer.

In my heart, how many guesses he will lead a bad life, but think about their own life, where do you have a good life?

I got depression during pregnancy. When I was lying on the operating table and heard the doctor say that there was only one child for adults and children, I decisively decided to protect the child, because it was the child of Zikai and myself. Later, under the strong demand of Gong Yi, the doctor tried his best to make sure that he and the child were safe.

After two years of self-cultivation, my weak body recovered slowly. During those two years, I was still depressed. I couldn't go to sleep every night. Because of my weakness, I couldn't take medicine. I had to endure it day by day. Until later, under the long-term guidance of Gong Yi, I slowly recovered.