C38 (2/2)

Too weak.

So boring.

So why did he fight for it, and why did he exist?

For his mother, for that position, for Li Family, or for himself?

But his mother was already dead, and that position would still be his even if he didn't want to. His Li Family wasn't worth him existing for … For himself? That would be even more laughable. Even he himself doesn't know why he would want to live …

There's nothing I want, nothing I love, nothing I hate … Why would such an empty life form exist?

Everyone was the same, no different. Perhaps they believed in different things and pursued different things, but they were still busy in order to live better. This was perhaps human nature.

Bringing the kitten back was due to boredom. A pet could barely pass the time. As for what it was, whether it was a cat, a dog or a human, it didn't really matter.

He was clearly still a little young, yet he stared at her fearlessly. Sometimes, even Jun Ze didn't dare to touch him, but she did, even grabbing and biting him on his hands.

Usually, she bared her fangs and brandished her claws, trying to curry favor with him after committing a mistake. However, even though her small eyes made people angry and happy, she could do nothing about it.

Perhaps the first time they met, they were destined to be entangled with each other in the future.

Loving and tolerating her. He was clearly so obsessed with cleanliness that it was difficult to even touch her, but in the end, he was the one who lost his hair on the bed; because when he was assassinated when he was young, he would wake up whenever there was movement around him, but when he hugged her, he could sleep through the night. He would never take care of any creatures and learn to cook for her, even if she never gave him face.

She occupied a large position in his heart and became his most important existence.

At that time, Li Jin really did not think she would come here. At such a distance, how could he, who was usually pampered and even had to act coquettishly while strolling outside, find him little by little under the rain?

Cat, who usually felt pain in her hand, was covered in wounds, but she still stood in front of him to protect him. With such a firm look, even if she lost her life, she wouldn't retreat.

But she could have chosen not to get hurt, as long as she chose to leave.

Even when his mother left, Li Jin did not feel sad. However, when she was in his arms dying, he could not help but shed tears.

If he hadn't met her, he would never have known that his life would be as alive as the others, that he would be in pain, that he would be sad, that he would be moved, that he would be happy.

She was the miracle of his life.

”Meow?”

Servant, why aren't you sleeping?

The cat in his arms was half asleep and looked at him with its eyes wide open. It looked confused, its eyes confused and full of trust.

”Right away.”

Li Jin smiled as he caressed her head. He closed his eyes and pulled her into his embrace, then fell into his dreams with her.